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Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful;intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience. Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and theET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. In acknowledgement of his pioneering exploration of science and spirit in his groundbreaking work, Spirit Releasement Therapy: A Technique Manual, Dr. William J. Baldwin was honored with the 1994 Franklin Loehr Memorial Award by the International Association for New Science in Ft. Collins, Colorado. He has received other awards for lifetime achievement and contribution to the transpersonal field in the tradition of bridging Mind, Body, and Spirit. For further information, contact the Center for Human Relations, P.O. Box 4061, Enterprise, FL 32725. CE-VI: Close Encounters of the Possession Kind is published by Headline Books, P.O. Box 52, Terra Alta, West Virginia 26764, ISBN 0929915224 IN 1980,IN LATE SEPTEMBER,I AND MY WIFE STAYED AT 1661 INN AT OLD HARBOR ON BLOCK ISLAND FOR A WEEK TO CLEBRATE OUR HONEYMOON AND ENJOYED AN ISLAND PREDOMINATELY CLOSED TO TOURISTS AND AN ISLAND GEARING UP FOR APPROACHING WINTER AND BIRD WATCHERS CLUBS. THE WEATHER WAS RAINY, WINDY AND BLUSTERY AND ADDED TO OUR DESIRE TO STAY IN EACH OTHERS CLOSE COMPANY. ONE EVENING,I WENT OUT BACK TO SOCIALIZE WITH A PAIR OF GOATS THAT ROAMED FREE ON THE PROPERTY AND TO WATCH THE VIEW ON OLD HARBOR. AMONG THE ROLLING WHITECAPS I SAW A BLUE TRIANGULAR LIGHT THAT FLICKERED AND REAPPEARED.IT WAS SOME DISTANCE FROM THE SHORE.IT LOOKED LIKE THE SAILS AND MAST AND CRAFT OF A MIDDLESIZED SAILING VESSAL, BUT THE SURREAL LIGHT OF THE SAIL EBBED AND WANED LIKE A FLAME.THE BLUE SAIL LIGHT WAS PHOSPHORESCENT AND VANISHED AND THEN APPEARED A SMALL DISTANCE FROM WHERE I HAD LAST SIGHTED IT. I WATCHED THIS ODD APPEARING AND REAPPEARING OF THIS BLUISH TRIANGULAR SAIL FOR SEVERAL MINUTES CONVINCED ,AT FIRST, THAT IT WAS A SHIP IN DISTRESS,THEN, IN MORE WONDER ,AS ITS SHIFTING MOVEMENTS AND ODDLY LIT NATURE WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE. IT HAS HAUNTED MY MEMORY FOR ALL THESE YEARS. NOT UNTIL YEARS LATER, READING LIVERMORES HISTORY OF BLOCK ISLAND AND THE PALANTINE GHOST SHIP SEEN DID I REALIZE WHAT I MAY HAVE CAUGHT AND OBSERVED. I recall,perfectly,On a Thursday night,at bedtime,meditating on angels and protective prayers,right before sleep,I tried a creative self healing metaphysical technique learned from someone I admire. After many abductions i suffered from enigmatic degenerative spinal disease. Chronic back pain would be alleviated,psychic Sylvia Brown assured me,if I followed her directions for creating a Healing Room where healing spirits could enter,a comfortable ornate room within which a healer may enter to heal you. This carefully created mental construct, with a healing table in the center,was to be surrounded by any room comforts,technology, decor and objects that one might ever crave. I was also assured that healing would be easier if I chose healing for only one part of my body and to not be afraid of the healer when I was approached , on the table,as the healer was from God. I was instructed that the time and effort one put into creating it,even into the ornate wood design of the handles on the central table,would pay off.The big idea was in that ,If you take time,in detail,to build it ,they will come. There were other metaphysical preparations involving washing and imbuing oneself with different colors from light sources of different virtues of spirit.It was involved metaphysics. The results were instant,nightmarish and horrid. I awoke and I found myself floating amongst small medical grey aliens, aboard a craft, in a small,white, medical room, floating; in the center of a circular room was a grey doctor in whites and a grey attending nurse,also in whites, also floating, absorbed in reading a chart on a clipboard At first, unaware of my presence,he turned and without my saying a word he said;Oh,so you want your back healed,do you? He growled in rage and instantly was on me,in a second,traversing the room in quick jumps like a jumping spider,on top of me and squeezing my spine,squeezing very hard until i awoke,in bed,in my body,in severe pain,hollering;I have been crippled since then. Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful,as consciousness,itself,is parasitized with intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience.Paul Schroeder - Compendium Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and the ET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. That quick sharp bad smell,in your face,and I've smelled it often,before,in badly haunted houses,around possessed people and around certain grave sites, a combination of cat urine,garbage, rotting flesh and sulphur is a signature sign of a demon, or less religiously denoted,a NEGATIVE or dark entity, of particular strength;strength to do real harm not just to intimidate, above most other Negs;burn incense,leave lights on,ceiling fans on and it'll go elsewhere,sooner or later P. S. NEVER,EVER establish a conversation with it; that's giving its demented mind permission,further, to tackle you, big time. Remember an indigestible,illogical, important lesson i learned from experts,the hard way,about demons; the best defense is to IGNORE it and try passive defenses like the ones I just now mentioned;the best action, with demons, is inaction, even in the face of provocation. If you must pray for angels to slap it away,and you must,do it,quietly, so as not to further provoke its wrath by public displays of overt faith;that really pisses it off ----- Original Message ----From: "polyphemus999@aol.com" To: ufonewswire@yahoogroups.comSent: Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:44:36 PMSubject: [ufonewswire] visualize and the mind, in God-empowerment, does the rest I am still in shock. It seemed as startled as I was but it radiated psychic waves of its being annoyed as hell and curious about me;I felt deeply off balance and shocked and in disbelief to see a cogent reptile-being, in my shower as I had never seen anything like it,before, and always thought that running water helped to separate entities from oneself ;I had NEVER suspected that some of the wandering energies trying access to my energies were reptiles! . I do that cleansing shower regularly ,visualizing dark negativity washing off and light coming in, to rid myself of very persistent unseen entities. AS my spirituality increases,apparently,i become an increasing beacon for dark side entities. Unlike any other experience of ethereal cleansing, by using running water ,rather than the touching energy separate and stay unseen,the unseen entity used the waters energy to materialize for just a moment or two to study a lunch that refused to be nibbled at!!! What had been draining energy from me,burning my skin where touched, and buzzing me psychically,with negativity, like an annoying unseen yellow jacket wasp at a picnic, was a very young reptilian ;an inter dimensional feeder-parasite that,for my mind, illustrates the underlying nature of the abduction experience. Sadly many unsuspecting people have attached somnolent juvenile feeding reptilians, who feast on angst. Attached see the wise, pithy note that my mentor and teacher,Robert Bruce, dropped me, when I told him about this materialization;he's an expert at ridding one of unseen meddling NEGATIVES ; " Something is happening, which is a good sign that what you are doing is having some effect." we come from within,to me,means that with technology i have personally encountered, they can splinter sparks from , of our spirits to kindle new souls as well as they do take sexual and somatic cells to grow new beings This total playing of God ,in addition to recycling souls and bypassing heaven is designedly possession of the abductee -not by mere implants but by merging inserted alien bio electrical energies during an abduction session ,a true silent invasion,not unlike demonic possession ,but through machinery . They are more interested in our spiritual essences than we are aware of our spiritual essences ;in this case, i awaken to find myself placed,bolted and strapped into a large heavily padded metal chair in a round dimly lit room ,about 20 ft wide,containing four such chairs, in a circle ,with large degraff generator looking poles ,with round heads, about ten feet high, two feet thick ,between the chairs. I can see,across the room,a huge hulking form of a man wearing a dark suit, opposite me ,also sitting,looking switched off or dead ,hunched into another heavily padded metal chair who faces me within the circle. Spectacular displays of what looks like white firework sparkler-like sparks fly straight up,from these poles ,high into the air and are then quickly circled,cycled in a growing faster circle above both our heads,anticlockwise,in a circle of dazzling lights until parts of our energies are merged and merging,siphoned off into another hulking machine just beyond my sight Egypt is not the only place that has been visited by Aliens in ancient times. This plate called 'The Lolladoff plate' is a 12,000 year old stone dish found in Nepal. It clearly shows a disk shaped UFO (top of pic, hard to see from the angle of the plate however). There is also a figure on the disc looking remarkably similar to a Grey. Notice the spiral galaxy shape as well, with the alien inside it and the ufo at the beginning of it. Galaxies commonly come in spiral shapes and this is echoed by similar artworks, mandalas , throughout India, Egypt and Peru,as well as in other ancient sites where the spiral shape is very often seen. This galaxy spiral and surrounding items suggest that they flew here from another galaxy, or the spiral shape could signify their place in our evolution,their craft energy or their involvement with out spiritual eternity. Other meanings attributed to these spirals by Egyptians and other ancient cultures,exist, but every ancient culture that coexisted with aliens and documented it in artwork,had inexplicable advanced methods in astronomy and spirituality. I often experience a lost soul-ghost who jumps on me such that my skin burns; i counsel it with love and compassion as i would a lost traveler. I complain to the spirit that phantoms fill the air around us and that we all come from God but it seems that we have to fight hard to return to God,with pathos and sympathy,in my heart.If it is still insistently hungry and in my face, a spritz of incensed holy water clears the attachment feeling and the onset of mild psychic attack;you feel their angst.I tell them that its so sad and ironic that God has sent them to me for help as there are no accidents,and that ironically they have been sent to me for directions, when I myself am often so helplessly lost, I tell them that touching people for energy further traps them here,in hell,between worlds. I remind them that they didn't really die when they left the body and wont die here without human energy;some listen. I also ask them to leave as goofy earthbound spirits to the light and RETURN to me as purified cleansed spirits to assist me in rescuing others as they have been rescued. What usually appeals to them is my reminding them that nobody has spoken to them for a long time, except for me. Rarely,then,do they attack with projected nightmares or sinister machinations.Ive bought some peace and done service to the other side I've noticed the strange coincidence when I'm out, driving; street lights blink off as I approach or pass and stay off. This has happened often enough, even several times in one trip around the neighborhood, to lead me into wondering whether either my car or I have been involved in energies that blow out city street lights. Sometimes after one or more blink out, in evil recognition of my difference I feel like Jack Lemmon in, "Bell, Book and Candle." The feeling of being watched eases when I'm outside. Often, the feeling of evilseems associated with the house itself, as though it waited for me all day. Distracted with thoughts of transition between work and home, driving home, the FEELING of evil would hit me viscerally, as much as a few blocks from home, when there was nothing conscious to precipitate the fear, as though there were an entity, powerful and aware, inside, waiting for me. There was a heaviness, and oppressive foreboding atmosphere that focused on thewhole house, especially my bedroom upstairs. I felt a flush of a powerful unreasoning fear that both children were murdered, lying in blood in their rooms, by some intruder who came in after I left for work and before they left for school. The unreasoning crazy fear was supported by projected inner vivid mental pictures of gore and bloodied, sprawled children's corpses. The anxiety and imagery slammed me sideways.How could something so evil, so fearful, so illogical possess me with stomach crunching anxiety. I realize now that this is why they are called negative thought entities,by some of those who have written about the unseen.Only after timid exploration of the whole house, would I calm down enough to wonder why I would ever think such a thing, or let it overcome me and possess me with terror.Post ufo craft sightings often release evil poltergeist-like experiences for the viewer revealing the essence,tactics and motives of the occupants of ufos;A Tapping. . . They affect my dream thoughts sequences in the same negative harassing ways. UFOs are invisible, silent and are probably automated to such extents that they do not need guidance from extraterrestrial beings psychotronics,our next likely technological future, is the likely answer as to what guidance some of these craft seemingly operate under. Alien brainwaves -of highly telepathic creatures - are the electrical source tied to control sensitive machinery receptive to their minds electrical directives ;this instant mind-to-machine action is revealed in the crafts deft movements.We,too, shall,in the future,have household electronic devices that are electronic-sensitive to our own thoughts;thinking;door,open,will let us into our homes;start dinner,the stove and the thought,warm the pool heater,will begin the swimming session.What would be inventively more naturally magical to watch than alien psychotronics;a science of mind over matter? Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known;I awake each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging. I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock,sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see;12:12,and 1:11 am , 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am.This distresses me so badly ,upon awakening ,that I cannot think;just a wave of panic that SOMETHING is awaking me ,as the calculated odds of awakening each night precisely at those specific times is astronomically impossible.The message intended seems to throw me off balance and keep me wrapped in fearful confusion and lets me know that i am being toyed with but yields no greater insight than to let me know that when i sleep i wander amongst monsters and beasties. I am aware that I and many others have glimpsed the truth behind such life or time synchronicity ;an unseen world beyond our senses surrounds us and nudges at all times . Since we are spirits in the body, learning ,in this school called Earth,our minds are part of the quantum physics of the universe and are open to toward and untoward spiritual realities . Alien abduction Comments by Paul Schroeder Alien Abduction comments : The noonday devilsAbductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for me; a confirmed atheist until I saw aliens float me out of my body, in my bed, at night. Then, I knew they were interested in an essence I never suspected I had; a soul .I had neatly placed god on the same shelf with the tooth fairy until evil ones, unseen ones tormented me; it is impossible to be tortured by the devil and not believe in god. Science and medicine do not distinguish between psychiatric and spiritual problems; I have had to within myself. My faith has grown with each bizarre experience, spiritually. Even when ones soul is not tampered with by interdimensionals, at night, your astral body travels to realms from angelic to demonic, a spirit world of myriad vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids, while you REM, are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish who never suspects a greater world beyond the ponds surface, the limited awareness of humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality; groping, mouth agape in total ignorance. After studying all major religions, out of body experiences, near death experiences, hauntings, psychics and memories of previous lifetimes through regressive hypnosis techniques, I have deduced,like ,so many others before me,that we are not people having spiritual experiences, it seems, but spirits having human experiences. We can appeal for help from the dimension we come and go from, heaven.My glimpses into my last lifetime, glimpses afforded me directly by the entities who trouble me, either imposed, as lies, or retrieved, as truth, tell me that we were inside, precisely the SAME, in dark nuance and dark predilection,with alien controllers and different, on the outside. That may be the reason we still have the same unresolved issues as we abductees evolve so slowly. Although it may be a curse to continue, painfully, over and over and over just to make a little headway towards our spiritual goals,those goals are thwarted by our captors. Those soul needs are acceptance, forgiveness, and love.But,evolving spiritually, here, in the flesh, makes it easier to become parasitized by these intruding, nighttime bedroom harassers who are the occupants of ufos ,and the demons they have access to, and who stay with us from lifetime to lifetime; like the Dali Lama they find us again, early in childhood. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict them are the very powers we can use to thwart further attacks, but like spraying for cockroach infestation it must be effective, as well as be regular, in application.They infect our auras with (immature reptilians)themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with us to avoid the death they fear and do prevent and steal the spiritual recycling we have, but for the most part, as a race of entities, are dully unaware of and its amazing implications. A loving God gives us many lifetimes to refine, evolve our souls and we choose the lessons but these joyriding grey aliens and the demons they throw into the equation to muddle the picture and to punish one for resisting, are discorporate, incarnate souls stuck to our energies who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion http://redblogsaolcompolyphemus99.blogspot.com/I was abducted Paul Schroeder Story