alien abductee blog

an amalgam of essays

2009-04-17T13:35:00.000-07:00

Alien Recycling of Human Souls;the Devil's Work Some people do not return,after abductions If the alternate truth, weren't so very scary, Id say that there are no things worse, than death ,at the hands of these malicious alien creatures . What IS worse,then, is birth,again,at the hands of these... ( added 2 days 3 hours ago.) The Jinns The fans seem to be working; either the little critters can't materialize, project invisibly, because of the combination of all the swirling floor fans and ceiling fans, or they're afraid that they'll be sucked up, or it may be that the... ( added 23 days 23 hours ago.) Physical and Telepathic Nature of the Synthetic Job Beings Who Are Sent To Do Abductions When I was seventeen one of my abduction experiences ended violently. One night I pretended to be asleep; going into deep, regular breathing, visualizing a dream I would like to be in. The wallpaper on three walls bulged,and small beings with... ( added 24 days 19 hours ago.) Alarm Clock Demons Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known; I awake each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging. I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock, sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see; 12:12... ( added 25 days ago.) A Tapping;Why Do Abductees Suffer Spinal Ailments? A tapping, delicately, on my back. I am sitting up on a table, feeling gentle taps on my back, watching a series of images, myriad tables receding into infinity, like two mirrors facing each other. Farmers milking cows; on each table, a person... ( added 25 days 3 hours ago.) After Close Encounters Comes Nightmares It started at 8:00 P.M, Saturday night , December 2nd, after a series of ice storms in New York The ground ice crunched under my feet,white -blue icy -snow covered the sidewalks, underfoot;overhead, a total, low,thick, overcast ceiling .(... ( added 26 days 3 hours ago.) Tinkerbell (A True Story) Giordano Bruno- February 1600 (burned at the stake by Church Bishops for teachings against the Church) "Innumerable suns exist! Innumerable earths circle around their suns, no worse and no less inhabited than this globe of ours. For no reasonable... ( added 26 days 22 hours ago.) My Alien Abduction, Recalled - Vague and Vivid Snip-pits of Memory I am the priest and all is true.The recall experiences were dreamlike in nature ; there is no other way to describe the astral-surreal limited awareness at the time. Going backwards,in my mind, to unfurl vague and vivid snip-pits ,revealed that I... ( added 26 days 23 hours ago.)SearchWarp.com Author, Paul Schroeder

demons and greys collect souls

2009-03-10T16:05:00.000-07:00

If the alternate truth, weren't so very scary, Id say that there are no things worse, than death ,at the hands of these malicious alien creatures .What is worse,then, is birth,again,at the hands of these creatures. A very different endgame is unnaturally inherent after our deaths. As if lifetime abductions weren't enough,imagine many series of lifetimes , husbanded by grays, who can interfere with our souls transit ; they collect and garner souls and transfer them into soulless bodies they've created,bypassing the God -natural recycling,planning of HEAVEN,_EARTH,_HEAVEN,_EARTH for our souls designed evolution .. Imagine struggling to awaken spiritually ,again,in another infants body, with imposed amnesia,again,but this time after time,no Heaven between lifetimes. Your only spirit unseen guides and helpers are reptilians and greys who orchestrate joys and create horrors for you so that you're always their productive property for their milking. And at our death, rather than return to our home,Heaven,we are their property, a means to an end , an inherent spiritual nightmare. When greys say;WE HAVE THE RIGHT ,in a response to abduction complaints,its because they've invested much time in us,that's exactly why they know,when asked, so very much, about our previous lifetimes..paul

we are NOT alone

2009-03-06T14:24:00.000-08:00

A tapping, delicately, on my back. I am sitting up on a table, feeling gentle taps on my back, watching a series of images, myriad tables receding into infinity, like two mirrors facing each other. Farmers milking cows; on each table, a person sits up and is examined by a small, slim, white, intent, fragile, large eyed creature. Their fingers probe lightly, gently, purposely, like playing a piano. They are milking Chakras or Kundalini nerve centers, seven along each person’s spine. Their touches stimulate hidden DNA sequences as well as retrieve and store data and information along the length of the spinal chord, along a library of nerves. Like ants milking aphids they spend careful time and effort, gently, delicately, fingering each spine in a long sequence of tables, like marionettes playing human harpsichords. These manipulations of spinal nerves initiate secret, as yet unbidden DNA sequences, which dangerously age and disease and trouble the somatic body and mind of an abductee. (After an incident my finger and toe nails had to be trimmed twice every day; early sequences causes acceleration of aging and growth of certain cells.) There are horrible psychic and emotional results from activation of these spinal sequences too quickly as well. Inter dimensional leaking occurs; one senses other unworldly creatures and flirts with the beast of madness, itself. What is subtly being programmed, stored and retrieved In our spinal chords? We are Manchurian candidates of stellar proportions. Inter dimensional bleeding through into our dimension? Pranks predominate. Objects disappear to return days later in strange places,and there's always a powerful sense of being watched by large eyes. On a Tuesday,afternoon in late June, I entered the back of the house, passed by enormous four foot wide, four foot tall flower pots, each weighing as much as a man, containing ten foot tall Canna plants,looking tropical in nature and in full bloom. I opened the back door and entered the vestibule into the kitchen; I could not take another step. Glancing backwards, over my shoulder, I saw that both enormous pots had been turned over. The wide elephant- ear-like leaves and tall orange- red flower -tops now bloomed sideways, sprawled to the ground, in a fraction of a second. I became suddenly aware of a very untoward realization .I would likely need entity removal and aura cleaning and protection, as in addition to this poltergeist nonsense, I was besieged with elements of telepathic attack: nightly evil nightmares,a sense of pervading anxiety and a confluence of accidents and surgeries .And all these experiences AFTER my sightings of UFOs and recalling some abductions. Presence of mind is our greatest weapon, the ridicule factor, is their best defense.. Who, in one's 'right mind' can one even discuss these things with? Paper, is indeed, much more patient, than people. Why did things get worse? In deep despair and confusion ,(the plants overturned ,overwhelmed me with poltergeist shock that was so sudden and so profound),I stopped and prayed aloud for a spiritual sign. “God, if there is a spirit world and it is real, and I can ask for protection, send me a sign: God, send me a white bird, up close and personal, in my face, on my window, as a sign” I put my whole heart and soul and angst into this prayer and minutes later, busy else where, I forgot it, as it promptly receded into the recesses of my mind. The next day, on route to work, following the same path I always drive, I made a right turn, and high over the street of cars, I saw a cloud of some one hundred gulls, hovering, wheeling, circling overhead, as if attracted by garbage or a dumpster, although none was in evidence. As I glanced up at the raucous flock, one white gull swerved to within an inch of my windshield, glossed passed and made eye contact with me. It lasted maybe two seconds. Preoccupied with driving and having totally forgotten my fervent spiritual request from the night before, I drove on, momentarily startled, but dully unaware of it’s significance. After a strenuous day at work I returned home, lit a prayer candle and began to voice again my special request for a sign when I remembered the morning gull. I HAD asked for a white bird on my window, up close and personal. Had I been given that sign the very next morning? I decided to be skeptical but not cynical.What would be a critical test?I decided that If I saw any gulls in the area anywhere while in transit on the way to work for the next two weeks, I would know that it was a coincidence or a quirk of fate not a sign that I asked for. Repeatedly,In my minds-eye,I was haunted with an odd afterimage,a close up of the birds black beadlike eye.Why was the black eye of that bird, which whizzed passed so fast, so fixed in my mind? For two weeks, each day, I scanned the horizon and landscape for a sign of gulls hovering, as I believed a flock so large would certainly reappear somewhere. I never saw one bird. I decided that I had been given a wonderful sign and it has given me the courage and the confidence to feel protected in this fight against the unseen harassing entities.

post ufo sightings and unseen harassment

2009-03-04T13:13:00.000-08:00

Presence of mind is our greatest weapon, the ridicule factor, is their best 'defense'... Who, in one's 'right mind' can one even discuss these things with? Paper, is indeed, much more patient, than people. When did thing get worse? It started at 8:00 P.M.,, Saturday night , December 2nd, after a series of ice storms, we, in New York sustained.. The grounds ice crunched under my feet,blue icy -snow covered sidewalks, underfoot;overhead, a total, thick overcast ceiling .( temperature about 30o, and very little wind) I glanced up, overhead, coming down my driveway into my backyard pantry door and almost dropped my groceries .Ufos were assembling,overhead,their engines,below, glowing dark red against the blackness. I stared,puzzled ,arms akimbo, stared up at a strange, but not yet disturbing or revealing sight. Overhead, a clean, crisp hole was cut into the overcast, revealing bright stars amidst the reddish circular craft bottoms; It was as though a cookie- cutter had sliced a clean mile- circular hole, into the cloud - cover above. Everywhere else was thickly overcast, but almost at zenith, was a perfect circle of clearing.My mind could not accept sudden realization; What looked like a red child's balloon floated into view, a bright red against the stars and outlined blackness. The first red balloon stopped, joined by two more, which floated in and hovered equidistant from the first. All three,now four and five,now,six and seven,now eight and nine balloons hung red, overhead, stopped, in the center of the cloud 'hole'. As I stared upwards, at neck breaking zenith, puzzled at their no longer drifting motion, three more floated into view, at the rear of the growing formation, a flotilla of closely assembled red balloons! All hung motionless, overhead ,as I slowly,now for the first time, felt a sense of awe grow; my mouth fell open with raw wonder. As one more joined, slowly, from the rear, assembling North to South, overhead, a group of nine or ten escaped red- children's balloons, hovered in the center of a circular blackness with bright stars, cut into a heavy white cloud cover. What could they be? Balloons drift with the wind,I thought,not group,in place,together; they're not migrating, hovering birds; what are they!? I stared in wonder, awe tingling my forehead, stomach and arms.My mind reached out to them for a long minute, in intensity. Their color changed from bright red to light lavender purple, all together, all at once. Quickly,flashing away, like minnows in a pond, they peeled off in pairs, from West to East, heading toward Montauk, and were gone in several seconds leaving the hole overhead,still twinkling with stars,but craft empty. I am convinced that this "sighting" has everything to do with the onset of spiritual and mind experiences of high strangeness. Did they climb down the ladder of my awe to find me? Or is it that my "sighting' was no 'accident'? Which one came first, the chicken or the egg? Maybe, it was the farmer that came first. Was that 'circle,in the clouds necessary for their needing visibility, or was it designed, for me needing visibility? These meddling, harassing, unseen entities may be, in fact, the occupants of those 'crafts' I stared at. I cannot be truly alone; there must be many like me, aware, resistant, troubled, and amazed. If nothing else, these 'critters',operating those craft, have renewed wonder, in my life,that long lost sense of AWE and also renewed much faith.I now trust that the unseen does exist for malevolent ufo entities. They've also destroyed the actuality and concept, itself, of getting a "good night's sleep." Sleep is now replete with danger and loss of control of consciousness. Now, my astral body wanders unknowing, while I sleep, among beasities and monsters.

waiting for our end

2009-03-04T09:52:00.000-08:00

Why aliens abduct humans The mystery of the alien's little black box. Why aliens abduct humans. For years there were accounts of alien encounters where the aliens showed a little black box to humans. The aliens held up the box and pointed to it, then returned to their spacecraft and left. People having such encounters wondered why the aliens did not try to communicate with them further. The contents in the little black box remained a mystery for decades. Thanks to investigators such as Budd Hopkins and Dave Jacobs, we now know what is in the box. The box contains a live fetus of a hybrid which is part human and part alien. Showing the box is an act of triumph. The aliens plan to colonize the earth with their new race and replace the human race. By showing the box the aliens are demonstrating that they have succeeded in creating a replacement for the human race. After aliens take either sperm or eggs from humans, depending on their sex, or in some cases, an alien/hybrid baby, the human abductees are taken into large rooms in the alien's spacecraft containing alien/hybrid fetuses in tanks at different stages of development. Abductees wondered why they did this. The answer is now obvious, the aliens are showing humans their replacement. The aliens are in effect telling abductees that the new alien/hybrids will replace them. There will be no more humans on the earth. Nothing could be more frightening. Click to enlarge Click to enlarge Click to enlarge These are a child's drawings of alien/hybrid children, the new race the aliens will use to replace the human race. Casteel: Well, again, I guess the one ray of hope is the possibility that it won't be a cruel form of oppression to live under them. Jacobs: Well, that certainly might be possible. I don't think it's going to be a cruel form of oppression. I just think it's going to be very different and not to our liking. I don't see an oppressive situation necessarily. I don't think that we're going to be whipped like a slave in a galley on a Viking ship or something like that. But at the same time, I do not see the freedom of movement and action and activity that we have now. Individual freedom and freedom of thought and all that to be the same in the future as it is now. You've got to remember these beings are telepathic beings. They tap right into your thoughts. I don't want anybody tapping into my thoughts. When I was down in Brazil earlier I gave a paper on what it's like to live in a telepathic society based on abductees' testimony about the society that the aliens live in and the kind of telepathy that the abductees experience. And Sean, you don't want that society. You want to be private. You want to keep your thoughts private. You want to have individual expression, individual thoughts. You want to be able to do what you want to do without anybody knowing. And in their society, that's not necessarily true. It's a different kind of society. So, is alien integration into Earth's society already a given? Will we lose many of the freedoms we currently enjoy to the superior capabilities of the aliens and the hybrid offspring that are also a part of us? The old truism "Only Time Will Tell" seems operative here, as it does with so much of the UFO mystery. And in the words of rock singer Tom Petty, "The Waiting Is The Hardest Part."

the abduction remembered

2009-02-25T13:40:00.000-08:00

I am the priest and all is true; the experiences were dreamlike in nature because there is no other way to describe the astral-surreal limited awareness at the time; unfurling these vague and vivid snip-pits of memory revealed my knowing more than I knew, consciously ,or what it all meant. Relaxation techniques, slowly bought him to an altered state; under hypnosis, a series of subconscious motor reflexes, a twitch of a different finger cemented a conversation with the body, not the mind; the thumb, indicated "Yes", the middle finger, "No", the pinky, "I (can't) won't answer". This technique would confront repressed fear, avoidance, or directives to forget, and allow direct conversation with the unconscious. By hypnotic suggestion, the body would answer, meaningfully, even if one fell asleep. Doctor: "Let's begin; can we talk about his bad dreams?"Priest: (film shows quick flash of thumb;) "Yes" Doctor: "Go back to the day the two puppets floated outside the window, and, below consciousness, recall what happened, that afternoon. Show me that you begin by moving the "yes" finger, and the end of that recall by moving the "no" finger." Priest: (film shows "yes" and "no" twitches) Doctor: "Good; started and ended. Is there any unconscious, additional information, the father has not remembered concerning that afternoon?" Priest: (finger twitches quickly with the "yes" thumb movement) Doctor: "What happened? See it remotely, as if you're in a projector booth, watching yourself, on a screen; what happened?" Priest: (increasing stress) "I don't want to answer digit", pinky, signal. Doctor: "No? You don't want to tell me? Fine, can you talk to me orally, tell me what you're feeling?" Priest: (more negative finger) Movements with agonized breath. Doctor: "You refer to this as October,1999. Whatever happened was long ago. You're safe and in control; are you reluctant to talk about it because it's too upsetting?" Priest: Film records positive finger movement Doctor: "Freeze the scene and see part in full frame; like a snapshot? Is it okay?" Priest: Film shows a "yes" twitch. Doctor: "A still slide projected on a faraway screen; you're up in the projection booth watching the father in the theatre." Priest: "As I was looking through the window, the eyes looked back. Staring back. The eyes are not normal." Doctor: "Look closer; what else do you notice?" Priest: "The face doesn't have any teeth, it's not a normal face. It's gone, now." Doctor: "Feel the relief that the face is gone. Now I have a question for your unconscious to answer by finger movement. Has any harm been done to the father during the faces' presence?" Priest: (records a quick "no" answer) Doctor: "Now what happened, later, that night, when you felt, sensed something by your bed? Was there anything done to the father, physically during that time?" Priest: Head is shaking "no" and the finger movement is saying "yes", softly; "They took my clothes", sadly "They took my priestly vestments". Doctor: "Who did?" Priest: Very agitated, legs twitching, shoulders twitching. His head shook on a negative reaction. Doctor: "Is the "no" for then, or now? You keep shaking your head "no"." Priest: "For now". Doctor: "You don't want to talk about it?" Priest: "No". Doctor: "Do you want to remember it when you come out of trance?" Priest: "No". Doctor: "Do you want to remember it some other day?" Priest: "No". Doctor: "Below consciousness, I want to ask your hand some questions. Hand in the course of that encounter, did the father leave the house?" Priest: Thumb, positive finger response, "yes". Doctor: "Was he removed from the house?" Priest: (another "yes" response) Doctor: "Would it be all right for him to remember the things that happened?" Priest: (an animated "no" response) Doctor: "Without him reliving the experiences, would it be all right for him to rememberwhat he saw?" Priest: The little finger jumps repeatedly with "I don't want to answer" response. (Slowly) I want to see what happened. Doctor: "Repeat that, please, say it again", speak of the priest as "He", it is not you, but a picture". Priest: "He was on line, on a "tour", waiting on line, inside something large, humid, slowly entering a large carrier ship."He is flying high over lush green tree landscape, over rolling tree lined hills. He knows that it is night but the fields and countryside below are lit up as though it were day but he knows it's night because he is dreaming. For a few brief seconds he sees the green granular nature of the trees below and a visual exhilaration of flying combined with a sense of peace and happiness. He marvels at the texture and color and his movement above it. He is dreaming but he is awake.He is told by a tour guide, who is always just out of sight, that he is to wait on line for a tour of the insides of a country estate. He is numb and is dreaming. But he feels that he is awake.He is moving forward, people in front and in back of him, all adults on a narrow path surrounded by flat, English gardens. It is hot and humid with the rank smell of soil. People clutch what looks like brochures and move slowly in a single line, towards the country estate. He feels bored, but he is mildly interested. A ticket taker sits at the entrance way, on a stool behind a lectern; He is a slim teenager but as he looks, he turns into a kindly old man.Everyone is awake but dreaming.Inside is a waiting room; a dull, white room with no adornments and a black floor. In the room,middle-aged men pace and look worried. Some of the men move towards a buffet table, strangely empty of food or drink. An unhappy, slight, balding man peeks up at him from the paper cup he is holding in hand and makes furtive eye contact. The tour guide, who always remains out of view, now tells him that it is a cocktail party. He senses an uncomfortable corporate uneasiness in each face that repels him from the room. He thinks to himself: I'd like to find the hosts of this party and give them a piece of my mind; no food no drink! What kind of party is this?As he starts off to look for the host with that thought in mind, he is slapped with an emotional wave of terror and remorse. It is the tour guide again who tells him it would not be a good idea to insult the host. In the dream, he asks himself , why would it scare me to insult the host if I have no idea who the host is? But he has the feeling of having averted jeopardy, he quickly dismissed the idea.He went back into the party. Everyone stared at his nakedness.He blinks and looks again; many hold and drink from invisible cups and are half dressed. Each man is in an unhappy jittery dream. He is quickly overwhelmed with the feeling of not belonging in that room. Although the tour guide is watching, he sneaks out into another less crowded smaller room. Free-ego-child-wild and mischievous glee overcomes him. He drops and darts under a table whose tablecloth drops to a few inches above the floor. He is underneath. He is hiding. No one knows. Again he is suddenly gripped with a joyful childishness that forces his eyes and mouth into contorted joy.He can hear voices of the people talking in the room but he feels safe, hidden, draped on all sides by white cloth. Someone is about to pull the tablecloth up and find him; the tips of black shoes intrude under the cloth's edge. He reverts, atavistically; growling electrified, animal like and launches himself, snarling, forward. It is a dream within a dream. A bright light and he is dreaming, but he knows he is awake; He is not awake but moving, climbing up a steep stairway ladder path-bridge in a very large room , still in line with people in a guided tour, dreaming awake.The tour guide, always just out of view, tells him to keep climbing up a ladder towards a small room at the top of the stairs. Someone in front of him dreams, wakes up dreaming. He looks to his right as he climbs by an enormous domed -curved window which makes up the whole upper wall.He is slowly climbing, feeling very numb. He pauses, stopping the line of climbing people and places his arms on a curved railing where the staircase meets the bottom of the window. Cupping his chin on his hands, he tried to understand what he was seeing but he was so numbed that what he saw didn't affect him, emotionally. Outside is blackness. The Earth and the Moon are far to the right portion of the glass, the Earth swimming in blue-white haze, except for a large red area which he saw as the desert of North Africa, or the Arabian peninsula. Far away, violet splashes of nebulae and points of red pinpoint starlight intersperse with millions of white stars. Chin in hands, he leaned over and said in a sad, wistful, admiring tone, "These people who live at this estate have some view; "wow what a view!"The tour guide, always just out of view, was startled and quickly changed the scene to that of a uni-dimentional English garden landscape. Chin in hands, still looking out of the window, he said again, but this time looking at the garden landscape, They do have a nice view."The tour guide was startled to hear him repeat, and not realizing that the scene of the garden had already worked to distract him, over reacted.He was thrown into a vivid emotional ecstasy. The ladder path transformed into a delicately patterned, dazzlingly ornate inlaid wood design cryptic and deep in beauty and complexity. He was forced to kneel and examine it, and turned away from the window. Powerful awe, love, admiration and godlike reverence flashed through his mind and body, at the wood-inlay staircase, suspended in air, lushly constructed in multi-colored wood. An awe, tingling through his skin, thrilled him.He felt a powerful, spiritual deep love for the construction, the unknown artist, the wood pattern, and became so absorbed, that he forgot what he had seen outside the window. The sleeping line of climbing people was stopped by his fawning and repeated examination of the simple metal staircase. He repeatedly retraced his steps to further examine it. The tour guide, always just out of sight, had had enough. A paternal, parental impatient voice said in his head, "just keep going; it will be there for you to see when you get back." But things change in dreams he tells himself and does not trust that it will be there again for him when he returns.The guide had made the staircase the unrightfully recipient of the awe, rather then the scene outside the window, so that he would not remember; but when he woke he did remember. He awoke exhausted, with a dull headache and a nose bleed; more tired getting up than he had been going to bed.He opened the door, slowly and peeked down the hall; there was no one in evidence. He threw on his red-striped, tattered bathrobe, full of holes, and barefoot, stole out into the hallway, leaving his door barely ajar. He went to the stairwell; chose the second floor, and peeked up and down the hallway from his vantage point behind a hinge of the stairway door. It was five fifteen a.m. He bolted quickly down the hall and turning quickly in reverse, in three swift movements, picked up, first, from one doormat, a bottleof fresh milk, from a second, a small bag of bakery delivered fresh rolls, and finally scooped up a morning; paper, under his arm, from a third. His heart pounding, lest he be detected, he ran up, breathless, to the fourth floor his stolen breakfast in hand. He locked the door.He heard, in his head a voice and a buzz. It was a slight ring in his left ear. that odd inner ear ringing tone, one hears sometimes for no apparent reason. Concentrate on it, it gets louder; pay no attention, it dissipates. The ringing in his ear got louder and he shook his head to stop it. It was, he thought, clanging loud enough for the neighbors to hear it coming from his head. He wildly moved his head to stop it. It grew louder. The sound moved deeper into his head and melted into a humming vibration. The whole left side of his head was humming.He heard a voice which began quietly, but he couldn't understand anything, not a single word. He began to pray silently to St. Jude, as he stood there alone with a voice grinding out sounds in his head. His heart pounded and his jaw fell slightly open as the stolen groceries fell from his grasp to the floor. He held his hands to his ears, supporting his head, and tried not to scream and run.He thought people in insane asylums who heard voices could be like him or him like them.He was climbing to the small room at the top of the ladder. He was dreaming awake.The high school basketball game was in the last quarter; the crowd's howl and the tattoo of the drums from the drill team seemed miles away. He and she had left the game and now sat on the sweet smelling lawn of the school, in the night listening to the sounds of the game behind them.He was cloaked in blackness; dreaming a memory: she was in his arms; soft, dark., long brown hair brushed his face; coquettish liquid dark eyes looked deeply into his. He returned her gaze with a passionate, loving sensuality. She held his hand; it was cool and slender. A mysterious and provocative incense coursed through his blood and made him dizzy with desire for her. He moaned and leaned closer.She pressed her slim body close to his and he lowered his eyes closing his lids, flushed with lust. She suddenly stiffened and withdrew, and he sensed a wave of disgust and disdain from her wash over him; he was crushed; why had the sweetness of the dream soured?She withdrew, backwards into the blackness. The girl in his dream stared at him; in her hands was a funnel-shaped cup, attached to a tube receptacle. He was hurt and puzzled and said "Is that all, Is that all you want?" Before the darkness came and swallowed him he realized that her coldness was the coldness of one running an experiment; caring more about the outcome then the methods used. Even though he was dreaming he knew he was awake and he struggled with a feeling if hopelessness in the dawning realization of his experience.Cold, dispassionate, unblinking eyes recorded both psychic and anatomical responses; they registered his emotional responses, categorizing, summarizing, analyzing and judging him. The alien administered a progressive personality assessment, a standard psychological measurement exam which had more subtle discernment and calibration of the soul than any earthbound measurement.The creature stared directly into the priest's eyes and induced a delusional thought system; a gauntlet of nightmares, a funhouse of terrors. A series of three-dimensional scenarios in crystal clear virtual reality were projected into the priest's mind. His reactions, nuances of feelings to the projected visions, were carefully registered and recorded. The aliens had already found a genetic site for dysocial psychopaths and for people of moral goodness. First he was pushed into a small room with white walls and a red. bloody, gory floor. In the center of the room, back to the viewer were two butchers, white coats splashed with blood, busily chopping infants into butcher cuts. He was urged to enter the room but his mind rebelled in horror and fear and he refused. The horror of the chopped infants saddened him, tightened his stomach and filled him deeply with fear. He trembled in terror. "Who in God's name could bring himself to do such an evil thing?" He was thrust into another scene; a rubble-strewn street with burnt shells of vehicles, some upside down surrounded by shells of fragmented buildings which were precariously perched. In the background smoke and flame issued all around. At his feet, injured, partly buried in the rubble was a frail old woman with a kerchief covering her head. She weakly jestered for help. He knelt beside her, but his eyes were on the building above him which began to weaken and shift. Fear of death overcomes him and in agony he runsfrom the scene, leaving her behind. He is stricken with grief and guilt over the decision, but he feels grateful for having escaped unscathed. All of this is carefully registered and recorded. Again he is thrust into another scene, the small, dark creature staring fixedly into his eyes. He hears the repeated cracking sound of a whip on flesh overlaid with screaming pleas of mercy. It is just around the corner. Shrieks and howls in loud, deep agony accompany satanic laughter. Fear crawls down his arms and legs. He is psychically prodded to look within. A tall, muscular, athletic young man with black hair is writhing in pain, chained by arms and legs to a wall-mounted wood cross. A black-hooded inquisitor, devilish and red,complete with tail,demonically laughing, delivers loud, whip-snapping cracks onto the screaming man' s back who pleads for mercy in fervent agony. Blood and tissue, noisily splatter the walls at each stroke. The priest's mind shrank back in mortal terror, disgust and raw horror. Next, a thick-bodied, squat, gangster-type sat at a table playing solitaire. With a growl rich and deep with menace he picked up a hand gun and told the priest that he was going to kill him. The priest nodded in silent placation and tacit agreement. The gangster, never taking his eyes from his cards placed the gun at the far end of the table close to the priest. The killer assured the priest that no matter what the priest did, he would definitely murder him. He was urged to go for the gun. The priest's mind eye measured the distance between the gangster's hand and the gun and his own relative distance from the gun; he decided it was probably a trap and did not go for the gun. The next scenario - a beautiful woman, a Hollywood femme fatale with short skirt, long white gloves, very long legs and dark hair told him that she was in danger and needed him to go with her to help her. He patently refused, smelling danger, seeing through the disguise. She promised him her body if he would help her. He abjectly refused. The alien introduced a promissory image of her long limbs lasciviously intertwined with his. He still refused.The next psychic measurement was for honesty and guilt; he was left in a room with money piled high on a table. He was urged to fill his cassock pockets and he did. He as made to feel the slow burn of shame. At the end of the exam, bereft of strength, disheartened, deeply depressed, he sat in the spacecraft drained and exhausted. At this point the alien applied an artistic touch to the delusion. It gave closure and diverted the priest's mind, but it also mercifully alleviated his soul's suffering. Each main character from each scenario filed in one by one with knowing smiles and sat at a table in front of him. He was at the center of a "Mission Impossible" scenario. With the dawning realization that these people were simply players, conspiring to fool him, two things happened; surprise at the complexity of the dream, and awe, at the enormity of the staging, by seeming strangers. This revelation replaced the angst this series of visions had provoked. It also underlined the alien's total duplicity; when the alien saw the priest's slow smile and lightening of spirit he brought him out of the delusion and back into blackness. When his alarm rang, he swung his feet onto the floor."Dreadful dream," he thought "My god, what a dreadful dream; someone was butchering babies; horrible dream."

robert bruce may be a genius;(why is our "higher self" so remote and stilted?

2009-02-20T07:25:00.000-08:00

'my mind is perfectly shielded'Affirmations often work best when the actual problem you want to stop is worked around. For example, 'my body and mind are happy and relaxed' tells your higher self this message. The only way your higher self can bring this about, if you are neg troubled, is to remove the neg problem.for example, say a neg is causing lots of stomach gas and discomfort - very common. The affirmation 'my stomach is relaxed and happy' would directly target the cause, and encourage the higher self to remove the neg.Your higher self is a part of Source/God and holds all the power in the universe. Get this working for you and everything else, including ET's and negs, are outclassed Affirmations, and listening to positive affirmations and etc on CD in the background and while you sleep, help enormously. This is not a quick fix, but long term action that yields significant gains.If you'd like to use an emergency measure, put by a couple of days and spend the entire time doing verbal affirmations.there is a formula.... Time and energy invested in doing affirmations, minus resistance variables, = result X.(And all this ,from a wonderful human being,Robert Bruce)

reptilian-grey curse on the earth

2009-02-18T10:30:00.000-08:00

Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful;intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience. Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and theET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. In acknowledgement of his pioneering exploration of science and spirit in his groundbreaking work, Spirit Releasement Therapy: A Technique Manual, Dr. William J. Baldwin was honored with the 1994 Franklin Loehr Memorial Award by the International Association for New Science in Ft. Collins, Colorado. He has received other awards for lifetime achievement and contribution to the transpersonal field in the tradition of bridging Mind, Body, and Spirit. For further information, contact the Center for Human Relations, P.O. Box 4061, Enterprise, FL 32725. CE-VI: Close Encounters of the Possession Kind is published by Headline Books, P.O. Box 52, Terra Alta, West Virginia 26764, ISBN 0929915224 IN 1980,IN LATE SEPTEMBER,I AND MY WIFE STAYED AT 1661 INN AT OLD HARBOR ON BLOCK ISLAND FOR A WEEK TO CLEBRATE OUR HONEYMOON AND ENJOYED AN ISLAND PREDOMINATELY CLOSED TO TOURISTS AND AN ISLAND GEARING UP FOR APPROACHING WINTER AND BIRD WATCHERS CLUBS. THE WEATHER WAS RAINY, WINDY AND BLUSTERY AND ADDED TO OUR DESIRE TO STAY IN EACH OTHERS CLOSE COMPANY. ONE EVENING,I WENT OUT BACK TO SOCIALIZE WITH A PAIR OF GOATS THAT ROAMED FREE ON THE PROPERTY AND TO WATCH THE VIEW ON OLD HARBOR. AMONG THE ROLLING WHITECAPS I SAW A BLUE TRIANGULAR LIGHT THAT FLICKERED AND REAPPEARED.IT WAS SOME DISTANCE FROM THE SHORE.IT LOOKED LIKE THE SAILS AND MAST AND CRAFT OF A MIDDLESIZED SAILING VESSAL, BUT THE SURREAL LIGHT OF THE SAIL EBBED AND WANED LIKE A FLAME.THE BLUE SAIL LIGHT WAS PHOSPHORESCENT AND VANISHED AND THEN APPEARED A SMALL DISTANCE FROM WHERE I HAD LAST SIGHTED IT. I WATCHED THIS ODD APPEARING AND REAPPEARING OF THIS BLUISH TRIANGULAR SAIL FOR SEVERAL MINUTES CONVINCED ,AT FIRST, THAT IT WAS A SHIP IN DISTRESS,THEN, IN MORE WONDER ,AS ITS SHIFTING MOVEMENTS AND ODDLY LIT NATURE WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE. IT HAS HAUNTED MY MEMORY FOR ALL THESE YEARS. NOT UNTIL YEARS LATER, READING LIVERMORES HISTORY OF BLOCK ISLAND AND THE PALANTINE GHOST SHIP SEEN DID I REALIZE WHAT I MAY HAVE CAUGHT AND OBSERVED. I recall,perfectly,On a Thursday night,at bedtime,meditating on angels and protective prayers,right before sleep,I tried a creative self healing metaphysical technique learned from someone I admire. After many abductions i suffered from enigmatic degenerative spinal disease. Chronic back pain would be alleviated,psychic Sylvia Brown assured me,if I followed her directions for creating a Healing Room where healing spirits could enter,a comfortable ornate room within which a healer may enter to heal you. This carefully created mental construct, with a healing table in the center,was to be surrounded by any room comforts,technology, decor and objects that one might ever crave. I was also assured that healing would be easier if I chose healing for only one part of my body and to not be afraid of the healer when I was approached , on the table,as the healer was from God. I was instructed that the time and effort one put into creating it,even into the ornate wood design of the handles on the central table,would pay off.The big idea was in that ,If you take time,in detail,to build it ,they will come. There were other metaphysical preparations involving washing and imbuing oneself with different colors from light sources of different virtues of spirit.It was involved metaphysics. The results were instant,nightmarish and horrid. I awoke and I found myself floating amongst small medical grey aliens, aboard a craft, in a small,white, medical room, floating; in the center of a circular room was a grey doctor in whites and a grey attending nurse,also in whites, also floating, absorbed in reading a chart on a clipboard At first, unaware of my presence,he turned and without my saying a word he said;Oh,so you want your back healed,do you? He growled in rage and instantly was on me,in a second,traversing the room in quick jumps like a jumping spider,on top of me and squeezing my spine,squeezing very hard until i awoke,in bed,in my body,in severe pain,hollering;I have been crippled since then. That quick sharp bad smell,in your face,and I've smelled it often,before,in badly haunted houses,around possessed people and around certain grave sites, a combination of cat urine,garbage, rotting flesh and sulphur is a signature sign of a demon, or less religiously denoted,a NEGATIVE or dark entity, of particular strength;strength to do real harm not just to intimidate, above most other Negs;burn incense,leave lights on,ceiling fans on and it'll go elsewhere,sooner or later NEVER,EVER establish a conversation with it; that's giving its demented mind permission,further, to tackle you, big time. Remember an indigestible,illogical, important lesson i learned from experts,the hard way,about demons; the best defense is to IGNORE it and try passive defenses like the ones I just now mentioned;the best action, with demons, is inaction, even in the face of provocation. If you must pray for angels to slap it away,and you must,do it,quietly, so as not to further provoke its wrath by public displays of overt faith;that really pisses it off I am still in shock. It seemed as startled as I was but it radiated psychic waves of its being annoyed as hell and curious about me;I felt deeply off balance and shocked and in disbelief to see a cogent reptile-being, in my shower as I had never seen anything like it,before, and always thought that running water helped to separate entities from oneself ;I had NEVER suspected that some of the wandering energies trying access to my energies were reptiles! . I do that cleansing shower regularly ,visualizing dark negativity washing off and light coming in, to rid myself of very persistent unseen entities. AS my spirituality increases,apparently,i become an increasing beacon for dark side entities. Unlike any other experience of ethereal cleansing, by using running water ,rather than the touching energy separate and stay unseen,the unseen entity used the waters energy to materialize for just a moment or two to study a lunch that refused to be nibbled at!!! What had been draining energy from me,burning my skin where touched, and buzzing me psychically,with negativity, like an annoying unseen yellow jacket wasp at a picnic, was a very young reptilian ;an inter dimensional feeder-parasite that,for my mind, illustrates the underlying nature of the abduction experience. Sadly many unsuspecting people have attached somnolent juvenile feeding reptilians, who feast on angst. Attached see the wise, pithy note that my mentor and teacher,Robert Bruce, dropped me, when I told him about this materialization;he's an expert at ridding one of unseen meddling NEGATIVES ; " Something is happening, which is a good sign that what you are doing is having some effect." we come from within,to me,means that with technology i have personally encountered, they can splinter sparks from , of our spirits to kindle new souls as well as they do take sexual and somatic cells to grow new beings This total playing of God ,in addition to recycling souls and bypassing heaven is designedly possession of the abductee -not by mere implants but by merging inserted alien bio electrical energies during an abduction session ,a true silent invasion,not unlike demonic possession ,but through machinery . They are more interested in our spiritual essences than we are aware of our spiritual essences ;in this case, i awaken to find myself placed,bolted and strapped into a large heavily padded metal chair in a round dimly lit room ,about 20 ft wide,containing four such chairs, in a circle ,with large degraff generator looking poles ,with round heads, about ten feet high, two feet thick ,between the chairs. I can see,across the room,a huge hulking form of a man wearing a dark suit, opposite me ,also sitting,looking switched off or dead ,hunched into another heavily padded metal chair who faces me within the circle. Spectacular displays of what looks like white firework sparkler-like sparks fly straight up,from these poles ,high into the air and are then quickly circled,cycled in a growing faster circle above both our heads,anticlockwise,in a circle of dazzling lights until parts of our energies are merged and merging,siphoned off into another hulking machine just beyond my sight Egypt is not the only place that has been visited by Aliens in ancient times. This plate called 'The Lolladoff plate' is a 12,000 year old stone dish found in Nepal. It clearly shows a disk shaped UFO (top of pic, hard to see from the angle of the plate however). There is also a figure on the disc looking remarkably similar to a Grey. Notice the spiral galaxy shape as well, with the alien inside it and the ufo at the beginning of it. Galaxies commonly come in spiral shapes and this is echoed by similar artworks, mandalas , throughout India, Egypt and Peru,as well as in other ancient sites where the spiral shape is very often seen. This galaxy spiral and surrounding items suggest that they flew here from another galaxy, or the spiral shape could signify their place in our evolution,their craft energy or their involvement with out spiritual eternity. Other meanings attributed to these spirals by Egyptians and other ancient cultures,exist, but every ancient culture that coexisted with aliens and documented it in artwork,had inexplicable advanced methods in astronomy and spirituality. I often experience a lost soul-ghost who jumps on me such that my skin burns; i counsel it with love and compassion as i would a lost traveler. I complain to the spirit that phantoms fill the air around us and that we all come from God but it seems that we have to fight hard to return to God,with pathos and sympathy,in my heart.If it is still insistently hungry and in my face, a spritz of incensed holy water clears the attachment feeling and the onset of mild psychic attack;you feel their angst.I tell them that its so sad and ironic that God has sent them to me for help as there are no accidents,and that ironically they have been sent to me for directions, when I myself am often so helplessly lost, I tell them that touching people for energy further traps them here,in hell,between worlds. I remind them that they didn't really die when they left the body and wont die here without human energy;some listen. I also ask them to leave as goofy earthbound spirits to the light and RETURN to me as purified cleansed spirits to assist me in rescuing others as they have been rescued. What usually appeals to them is my reminding them that nobody has spoken to them for a long time, except for me. Rarely,then,do they attack with projected nightmares or sinister machinations.Ive bought some peace and done service to the other side I've noticed the strange coincidence when I'm out, driving; street lights blink off as I approach or pass and stay off. This has happened often enough, even several times in one trip around the neighborhood, to lead me into wondering whether either my car or I have been involved in energies that blow out city street lights. Sometimes after one or more blink out, in evil recognition of my difference I feel like Jack Lemmon in, "Bell, Book and Candle." The feeling of being watched eases when I'm outside. Often, the feeling of evilseems associated with the house itself, as though it waited for me all day. Distracted with thoughts of transition between work and home, driving home, the FEELING of evil would hit me viscerally, as much as a few blocks from home, when there was nothing conscious to precipitate the fear, as though there were an entity, powerful and aware, inside, waiting for me. There was a heaviness, and oppressive foreboding atmosphere that focused on thewhole house, especially my bedroom upstairs. I felt a flush of a powerful unreasoning fear that both children were murdered, lying in blood in their rooms, by some intruder who came in after I left for work and before they left for school. The unreasoning crazy fear was supported by projected inner vivid mental pictures of gore and bloodied, sprawled children's corpses. The anxiety and imagery slammed me sideways.How could something so evil, so fearful, so illogical possess me with stomach crunching anxiety. I realize now that this is why they are called negative thought entities,by some of those who have written about the unseen.Only after timid exploration of the whole house, would I calm down enough to wonder why I would ever think such a thing, or let it overcome me and possess me with terror.Post ufo craft sightings often release evil poltergeist-like experiences for the viewer revealing the essence,tactics and motives of the occupants of ufos;A Tapping. . . They affect my dream thoughts sequences in the same negative harassing ways. UFOs are invisible, silent and are probably automated to such extents that they do not need guidance from extraterrestrial beings psychotronics,our next likely technological future, is the likely answer as to what guidance some of these craft seemingly operate under. Alien brainwaves -of highly telepathic creatures - are the electrical source tied to control sensitive machinery receptive to their minds electrical directives ;this instant mind-to-machine action is revealed in the crafts deft movements.We,too, shall,in the future,have household electronic devices that are electronic-sensitive to our own thoughts;thinking;door,open,will let us into our homes;start dinner,the stove and the thought,warm the pool heater,will begin the swimming session.What would be inventively more naturally magical to watch than alien psychotronics;a science of mind over matter? Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known;I awake each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging. I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock,sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see;12:12,and 1:11 am , 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am.This distresses me so badly ,upon awakening ,that I cannot think;just a wave of panic that SOMETHING is awaking me ,as the calculated odds of awakening each night precisely at those specific times is astronomically impossible.The message intended seems to throw me off balance and keep me wrapped in fearful confusion and lets me know that i am being toyed with but yields no greater insight than to let me know that when i sleep i wander amongst monsters and beasties. I am aware that I and many others have glimpsed the truth behind such life or time synchronicity ;an unseen world beyond our senses surrounds us and nudges at all times . Since we are spirits in the body, learning ,in this school called Earth,our minds are part of the quantum physics of the universe and are open to toward and untoward spiritual realities . Alien abduction Comments by Paul Schroeder Alien Abduction comments : The noonday devilsAbductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for me; a confirmed atheist until I saw aliens float me out of my body, in my bed, at night. Then, I knew they were interested in an essence I never suspected I had; a soul .I had neatly placed god on the same shelf with the tooth fairy until evil ones, unseen ones tormented me; it is impossible to be tortured by the devil and not believe in god. Science and medicine do not distinguish between psychiatric and spiritual problems; I have had to within myself. My faith has grown with each bizarre experience, spiritually. Even when ones soul is not tampered with by interdimensionals, at night, your astral body travels to realms from angelic to demonic, a spirit world of myriad vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids, while you REM, are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish who never suspects a greater world beyond the ponds surface, the limited awareness of humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality; groping, mouth agape in total ignorance. After studying all major religions, out of body experiences, near death experiences, hauntings, psychics and memories of previous lifetimes through regressive hypnosis techniques, I have deduced,like ,so many others before me,that we are not people having spiritual experiences, it seems, but spirits having human experiences. We can appeal for help from the dimension we come and go from, heaven.My glimpses into my last lifetime, glimpses afforded me directly by the entities who trouble me, either imposed, as lies, or retrieved, as truth, tell me that we were inside, precisely the SAME, in dark nuance and dark predilection,with alien controllers and different, on the outside. That may be the reason we still have the same unresolved issues as we abductees evolve so slowly. Although it may be a curse to continue, painfully, over and over and over just to make a little headway towards our spiritual goals,those goals are thwarted by our captors. Those soul needs are acceptance, forgiveness, and love.But,evolving spiritually, here, in the flesh, makes it easier to become parasitized by these intruding, nighttime bedroom harassers who are the occupants of ufos ,and the demons they have access to, and who stay with us from lifetime to lifetime; like the Dali Lama they find us again, early in childhood. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict them are the very powers we can use to thwart further attacks, but like spraying for cockroach infestation it must be effective, as well as be regular, in application.They infect our auras with (immature reptilians)themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with us to avoid the death they fear and do prevent and steal the spiritual recycling we have, but for the most part, as a race of entities, are dully unaware of and its amazing implications. A loving God gives us many lifetimes to refine, evolve our souls and we choose the lessons but these joyriding grey aliens and the demons they throw into the equation to muddle the picture and to punish one for resisting, are discorporate, incarnate souls stuck to our energies who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion http://redblogsaolcompolyphemus99.blogspot.com/I was abducted Paul Schroeder Story

2009-02-16T07:18:00.001-08:00

Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful;intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience. Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and theET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. In acknowledgement of his pioneering exploration of science and spirit in his groundbreaking work, Spirit Releasement Therapy: A Technique Manual, Dr. William J. Baldwin was honored with the 1994 Franklin Loehr Memorial Award by the International Association for New Science in Ft. Collins, Colorado. He has received other awards for lifetime achievement and contribution to the transpersonal field in the tradition of bridging Mind, Body, and Spirit. For further information, contact the Center for Human Relations, P.O. Box 4061, Enterprise, FL 32725. CE-VI: Close Encounters of the Possession Kind is published by Headline Books, P.O. Box 52, Terra Alta, West Virginia 26764, ISBN 0929915224 IN 1980,IN LATE SEPTEMBER,I AND MY WIFE STAYED AT 1661 INN AT OLD HARBOR ON BLOCK ISLAND FOR A WEEK TO CLEBRATE OUR HONEYMOON AND ENJOYED AN ISLAND PREDOMINATELY CLOSED TO TOURISTS AND AN ISLAND GEARING UP FOR APPROACHING WINTER AND BIRD WATCHERS CLUBS. THE WEATHER WAS RAINY, WINDY AND BLUSTERY AND ADDED TO OUR DESIRE TO STAY IN EACH OTHERS CLOSE COMPANY. ONE EVENING,I WENT OUT BACK TO SOCIALIZE WITH A PAIR OF GOATS THAT ROAMED FREE ON THE PROPERTY AND TO WATCH THE VIEW ON OLD HARBOR. AMONG THE ROLLING WHITECAPS I SAW A BLUE TRIANGULAR LIGHT THAT FLICKERED AND REAPPEARED.IT WAS SOME DISTANCE FROM THE SHORE.IT LOOKED LIKE THE SAILS AND MAST AND CRAFT OF A MIDDLESIZED SAILING VESSAL, BUT THE SURREAL LIGHT OF THE SAIL EBBED AND WANED LIKE A FLAME.THE BLUE SAIL LIGHT WAS PHOSPHORESCENT AND VANISHED AND THEN APPEARED A SMALL DISTANCE FROM WHERE I HAD LAST SIGHTED IT. I WATCHED THIS ODD APPEARING AND REAPPEARING OF THIS BLUISH TRIANGULAR SAIL FOR SEVERAL MINUTES CONVINCED ,AT FIRST, THAT IT WAS A SHIP IN DISTRESS,THEN, IN MORE WONDER ,AS ITS SHIFTING MOVEMENTS AND ODDLY LIT NATURE WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE. IT HAS HAUNTED MY MEMORY FOR ALL THESE YEARS. NOT UNTIL YEARS LATER, READING LIVERMORES HISTORY OF BLOCK ISLAND AND THE PALANTINE GHOST SHIP SEEN DID I REALIZE WHAT I MAY HAVE CAUGHT AND OBSERVED. I recall,perfectly,On a Thursday night,at bedtime,meditating on angels and protective prayers,right before sleep,I tried a creative self healing metaphysical technique learned from someone I admire. After many abductions i suffered from enigmatic degenerative spinal disease. Chronic back pain would be alleviated,psychic Sylvia Brown assured me,if I followed her directions for creating a Healing Room where healing spirits could enter,a comfortable ornate room within which a healer may enter to heal you. This carefully created mental construct, with a healing table in the center,was to be surrounded by any room comforts,technology, decor and objects that one might ever crave. I was also assured that healing would be easier if I chose healing for only one part of my body and to not be afraid of the healer when I was approached , on the table,as the healer was from God. I was instructed that the time and effort one put into creating it,even into the ornate wood design of the handles on the central table,would pay off.The big idea was in that ,If you take time,in detail,to build it ,they will come. There were other metaphysical preparations involving washing and imbuing oneself with different colors from light sources of different virtues of spirit.It was involved metaphysics. The results were instant,nightmarish and horrid. I awoke and I found myself floating amongst small medical grey aliens, aboard a craft, in a small,white, medical room, floating; in the center of a circular room was a grey doctor in whites and a grey attending nurse,also in whites, also floating, absorbed in reading a chart on a clipboard At first, unaware of my presence,he turned and without my saying a word he said;Oh,so you want your back healed,do you? He growled in rage and instantly was on me,in a second,traversing the room in quick jumps like a jumping spider,on top of me and squeezing my spine,squeezing very hard until i awoke,in bed,in my body,in severe pain,hollering;I have been crippled since then. Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful,as consciousness,itself,is parasitized with intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience.Paul Schroeder - Compendium Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and the ET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. That quick sharp bad smell,in your face,and I've smelled it often,before,in badly haunted houses,around possessed people and around certain grave sites, a combination of cat urine,garbage, rotting flesh and sulphur is a signature sign of a demon, or less religiously denoted,a NEGATIVE or dark entity, of particular strength;strength to do real harm not just to intimidate, above most other Negs;burn incense,leave lights on,ceiling fans on and it'll go elsewhere,sooner or later P. S. NEVER,EVER establish a conversation with it; that's giving its demented mind permission,further, to tackle you, big time. Remember an indigestible,illogical, important lesson i learned from experts,the hard way,about demons; the best defense is to IGNORE it and try passive defenses like the ones I just now mentioned;the best action, with demons, is inaction, even in the face of provocation. If you must pray for angels to slap it away,and you must,do it,quietly, so as not to further provoke its wrath by public displays of overt faith;that really pisses it off ----- Original Message ----From: "polyphemus999@aol.com" To: ufonewswire@yahoogroups.comSent: Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:44:36 PMSubject: [ufonewswire] visualize and the mind, in God-empowerment, does the rest I am still in shock. It seemed as startled as I was but it radiated psychic waves of its being annoyed as hell and curious about me;I felt deeply off balance and shocked and in disbelief to see a cogent reptile-being, in my shower as I had never seen anything like it,before, and always thought that running water helped to separate entities from oneself ;I had NEVER suspected that some of the wandering energies trying access to my energies were reptiles! . I do that cleansing shower regularly ,visualizing dark negativity washing off and light coming in, to rid myself of very persistent unseen entities. AS my spirituality increases,apparently,i become an increasing beacon for dark side entities. Unlike any other experience of ethereal cleansing, by using running water ,rather than the touching energy separate and stay unseen,the unseen entity used the waters energy to materialize for just a moment or two to study a lunch that refused to be nibbled at!!! What had been draining energy from me,burning my skin where touched, and buzzing me psychically,with negativity, like an annoying unseen yellow jacket wasp at a picnic, was a very young reptilian ;an inter dimensional feeder-parasite that,for my mind, illustrates the underlying nature of the abduction experience. Sadly many unsuspecting people have attached somnolent juvenile feeding reptilians, who feast on angst. Attached see the wise, pithy note that my mentor and teacher,Robert Bruce, dropped me, when I told him about this materialization;he's an expert at ridding one of unseen meddling NEGATIVES ; " Something is happening, which is a good sign that what you are doing is having some effect." we come from within,to me,means that with technology i have personally encountered, they can splinter sparks from , of our spirits to kindle new souls as well as they do take sexual and somatic cells to grow new beings This total playing of God ,in addition to recycling souls and bypassing heaven is designedly possession of the abductee -not by mere implants but by merging inserted alien bio electrical energies during an abduction session ,a true silent invasion,not unlike demonic possession ,but through machinery . They are more interested in our spiritual essences than we are aware of our spiritual essences ;in this case, i awaken to find myself placed,bolted and strapped into a large heavily padded metal chair in a round dimly lit room ,about 20 ft wide,containing four such chairs, in a circle ,with large degraff generator looking poles ,with round heads, about ten feet high, two feet thick ,between the chairs. I can see,across the room,a huge hulking form of a man wearing a dark suit, opposite me ,also sitting,looking switched off or dead ,hunched into another heavily padded metal chair who faces me within the circle. Spectacular displays of what looks like white firework sparkler-like sparks fly straight up,from these poles ,high into the air and are then quickly circled,cycled in a growing faster circle above both our heads,anticlockwise,in a circle of dazzling lights until parts of our energies are merged and merging,siphoned off into another hulking machine just beyond my sight Egypt is not the only place that has been visited by Aliens in ancient times. This plate called 'The Lolladoff plate' is a 12,000 year old stone dish found in Nepal. It clearly shows a disk shaped UFO (top of pic, hard to see from the angle of the plate however). There is also a figure on the disc looking remarkably similar to a Grey. Notice the spiral galaxy shape as well, with the alien inside it and the ufo at the beginning of it. Galaxies commonly come in spiral shapes and this is echoed by similar artworks, mandalas , throughout India, Egypt and Peru,as well as in other ancient sites where the spiral shape is very often seen. This galaxy spiral and surrounding items suggest that they flew here from another galaxy, or the spiral shape could signify their place in our evolution,their craft energy or their involvement with out spiritual eternity. Other meanings attributed to these spirals by Egyptians and other ancient cultures,exist, but every ancient culture that coexisted with aliens and documented it in artwork,had inexplicable advanced methods in astronomy and spirituality. I often experience a lost soul-ghost who jumps on me such that my skin burns; i counsel it with love and compassion as i would a lost traveler. I complain to the spirit that phantoms fill the air around us and that we all come from God but it seems that we have to fight hard to return to God,with pathos and sympathy,in my heart.If it is still insistently hungry and in my face, a spritz of incensed holy water clears the attachment feeling and the onset of mild psychic attack;you feel their angst.I tell them that its so sad and ironic that God has sent them to me for help as there are no accidents,and that ironically they have been sent to me for directions, when I myself am often so helplessly lost, I tell them that touching people for energy further traps them here,in hell,between worlds. I remind them that they didn't really die when they left the body and wont die here without human energy;some listen. I also ask them to leave as goofy earthbound spirits to the light and RETURN to me as purified cleansed spirits to assist me in rescuing others as they have been rescued. What usually appeals to them is my reminding them that nobody has spoken to them for a long time, except for me. Rarely,then,do they attack with projected nightmares or sinister machinations.Ive bought some peace and done service to the other side I've noticed the strange coincidence when I'm out, driving; street lights blink off as I approach or pass and stay off. This has happened often enough, even several times in one trip around the neighborhood, to lead me into wondering whether either my car or I have been involved in energies that blow out city street lights. Sometimes after one or more blink out, in evil recognition of my difference I feel like Jack Lemmon in, "Bell, Book and Candle." The feeling of being watched eases when I'm outside. Often, the feeling of evilseems associated with the house itself, as though it waited for me all day. Distracted with thoughts of transition between work and home, driving home, the FEELING of evil would hit me viscerally, as much as a few blocks from home, when there was nothing conscious to precipitate the fear, as though there were an entity, powerful and aware, inside, waiting for me. There was a heaviness, and oppressive foreboding atmosphere that focused on thewhole house, especially my bedroom upstairs. I felt a flush of a powerful unreasoning fear that both children were murdered, lying in blood in their rooms, by some intruder who came in after I left for work and before they left for school. The unreasoning crazy fear was supported by projected inner vivid mental pictures of gore and bloodied, sprawled children's corpses. The anxiety and imagery slammed me sideways.How could something so evil, so fearful, so illogical possess me with stomach crunching anxiety. I realize now that this is why they are called negative thought entities,by some of those who have written about the unseen.Only after timid exploration of the whole house, would I calm down enough to wonder why I would ever think such a thing, or let it overcome me and possess me with terror.Post ufo craft sightings often release evil poltergeist-like experiences for the viewer revealing the essence,tactics and motives of the occupants of ufos;A Tapping. . . They affect my dream thoughts sequences in the same negative harassing ways. UFOs are invisible, silent and are probably automated to such extents that they do not need guidance from extraterrestrial beings psychotronics,our next likely technological future, is the likely answer as to what guidance some of these craft seemingly operate under. Alien brainwaves -of highly telepathic creatures - are the electrical source tied to control sensitive machinery receptive to their minds electrical directives ;this instant mind-to-machine action is revealed in the crafts deft movements.We,too, shall,in the future,have household electronic devices that are electronic-sensitive to our own thoughts;thinking;door,open,will let us into our homes;start dinner,the stove and the thought,warm the pool heater,will begin the swimming session.What would be inventively more naturally magical to watch than alien psychotronics;a science of mind over matter? Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known;I awake each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging. I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock,sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see;12:12,and 1:11 am , 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am.This distresses me so badly ,upon awakening ,that I cannot think;just a wave of panic that SOMETHING is awaking me ,as the calculated odds of awakening each night precisely at those specific times is astronomically impossible.The message intended seems to throw me off balance and keep me wrapped in fearful confusion and lets me know that i am being toyed with but yields no greater insight than to let me know that when i sleep i wander amongst monsters and beasties. I am aware that I and many others have glimpsed the truth behind such life or time synchronicity ;an unseen world beyond our senses surrounds us and nudges at all times . Since we are spirits in the body, learning ,in this school called Earth,our minds are part of the quantum physics of the universe and are open to toward and untoward spiritual realities . Alien abduction Comments by Paul Schroeder Alien Abduction comments : The noonday devilsAbductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for me; a confirmed atheist until I saw aliens float me out of my body, in my bed, at night. Then, I knew they were interested in an essence I never suspected I had; a soul .I had neatly placed god on the same shelf with the tooth fairy until evil ones, unseen ones tormented me; it is impossible to be tortured by the devil and not believe in god. Science and medicine do not distinguish between psychiatric and spiritual problems; I have had to within myself. My faith has grown with each bizarre experience, spiritually. Even when ones soul is not tampered with by interdimensionals, at night, your astral body travels to realms from angelic to demonic, a spirit world of myriad vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids, while you REM, are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish who never suspects a greater world beyond the ponds surface, the limited awareness of humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality; groping, mouth agape in total ignorance. After studying all major religions, out of body experiences, near death experiences, hauntings, psychics and memories of previous lifetimes through regressive hypnosis techniques, I have deduced,like ,so many others before me,that we are not people having spiritual experiences, it seems, but spirits having human experiences. We can appeal for help from the dimension we come and go from, heaven.My glimpses into my last lifetime, glimpses afforded me directly by the entities who trouble me, either imposed, as lies, or retrieved, as truth, tell me that we were inside, precisely the SAME, in dark nuance and dark predilection,with alien controllers and different, on the outside. That may be the reason we still have the same unresolved issues as we abductees evolve so slowly. Although it may be a curse to continue, painfully, over and over and over just to make a little headway towards our spiritual goals,those goals are thwarted by our captors. Those soul needs are acceptance, forgiveness, and love.But,evolving spiritually, here, in the flesh, makes it easier to become parasitized by these intruding, nighttime bedroom harassers who are the occupants of ufos ,and the demons they have access to, and who stay with us from lifetime to lifetime; like the Dali Lama they find us again, early in childhood. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict them are the very powers we can use to thwart further attacks, but like spraying for cockroach infestation it must be effective, as well as be regular, in application.They infect our auras with (immature reptilians)themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with us to avoid the death they fear and do prevent and steal the spiritual recycling we have, but for the most part, as a race of entities, are dully unaware of and its amazing implications. A loving God gives us many lifetimes to refine, evolve our souls and we choose the lessons but these joyriding grey aliens and the demons they throw into the equation to muddle the picture and to punish one for resisting, are discorporate, incarnate souls stuck to our energies who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion http://redblogsaolcompolyphemus99.blogspot.com/I was abducted Paul Schroeder Story

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Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful;intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience. Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and theET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. In acknowledgement of his pioneering exploration of science and spirit in his groundbreaking work, Spirit Releasement Therapy: A Technique Manual, Dr. William J. Baldwin was honored with the 1994 Franklin Loehr Memorial Award by the International Association for New Science in Ft. Collins, Colorado. He has received other awards for lifetime achievement and contribution to the transpersonal field in the tradition of bridging Mind, Body, and Spirit. For further information, contact the Center for Human Relations, P.O. Box 4061, Enterprise, FL 32725. CE-VI: Close Encounters of the Possession Kind is published by Headline Books, P.O. Box 52, Terra Alta, West Virginia 26764, ISBN 0929915224 IN 1980,IN LATE SEPTEMBER,I AND MY WIFE STAYED AT 1661 INN AT OLD HARBOR ON BLOCK ISLAND FOR A WEEK TO CLEBRATE OUR HONEYMOON AND ENJOYED AN ISLAND PREDOMINATELY CLOSED TO TOURISTS AND AN ISLAND GEARING UP FOR APPROACHING WINTER AND BIRD WATCHERS CLUBS. THE WEATHER WAS RAINY, WINDY AND BLUSTERY AND ADDED TO OUR DESIRE TO STAY IN EACH OTHERS CLOSE COMPANY. ONE EVENING,I WENT OUT BACK TO SOCIALIZE WITH A PAIR OF GOATS THAT ROAMED FREE ON THE PROPERTY AND TO WATCH THE VIEW ON OLD HARBOR. AMONG THE ROLLING WHITECAPS I SAW A BLUE TRIANGULAR LIGHT THAT FLICKERED AND REAPPEARED.IT WAS SOME DISTANCE FROM THE SHORE.IT LOOKED LIKE THE SAILS AND MAST AND CRAFT OF A MIDDLESIZED SAILING VESSAL, BUT THE SURREAL LIGHT OF THE SAIL EBBED AND WANED LIKE A FLAME.THE BLUE SAIL LIGHT WAS PHOSPHORESCENT AND VANISHED AND THEN APPEARED A SMALL DISTANCE FROM WHERE I HAD LAST SIGHTED IT. I WATCHED THIS ODD APPEARING AND REAPPEARING OF THIS BLUISH TRIANGULAR SAIL FOR SEVERAL MINUTES CONVINCED ,AT FIRST, THAT IT WAS A SHIP IN DISTRESS,THEN, IN MORE WONDER ,AS ITS SHIFTING MOVEMENTS AND ODDLY LIT NATURE WAS SOMETHING I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE. IT HAS HAUNTED MY MEMORY FOR ALL THESE YEARS. NOT UNTIL YEARS LATER, READING LIVERMORES HISTORY OF BLOCK ISLAND AND THE PALANTINE GHOST SHIP SEEN DID I REALIZE WHAT I MAY HAVE CAUGHT AND OBSERVED. I recall,perfectly,On a Thursday night,at bedtime,meditating on angels and protective prayers,right before sleep,I tried a creative self healing metaphysical technique learned from someone I admire. After many abductions i suffered from enigmatic degenerative spinal disease. Chronic back pain would be alleviated,psychic Sylvia Brown assured me,if I followed her directions for creating a Healing Room where healing spirits could enter,a comfortable ornate room within which a healer may enter to heal you. This carefully created mental construct, with a healing table in the center,was to be surrounded by any room comforts,technology, decor and objects that one might ever crave. I was also assured that healing would be easier if I chose healing for only one part of my body and to not be afraid of the healer when I was approached , on the table,as the healer was from God. I was instructed that the time and effort one put into creating it,even into the ornate wood design of the handles on the central table,would pay off.The big idea was in that ,If you take time,in detail,to build it ,they will come. There were other metaphysical preparations involving washing and imbuing oneself with different colors from light sources of different virtues of spirit.It was involved metaphysics. The results were instant,nightmarish and horrid. I awoke and I found myself floating amongst small medical grey aliens, aboard a craft, in a small,white, medical room, floating; in the center of a circular room was a grey doctor in whites and a grey attending nurse,also in whites, also floating, absorbed in reading a chart on a clipboard At first, unaware of my presence,he turned and without my saying a word he said;Oh,so you want your back healed,do you? He growled in rage and instantly was on me,in a second,traversing the room in quick jumps like a jumping spider,on top of me and squeezing my spine,squeezing very hard until i awoke,in bed,in my body,in severe pain,hollering;I have been crippled since then. Under the guise of technical testing,greys create dithers and stress and impose raw anxiety,in abductees daily lives to create the juices,endocrine stress flavors their nighttime palates crave;a most unique relationship akin to vampires of the 3rd century myths,negative,bedroom,nighttime intruders who crave bodily juices.And,yes,oddly, garlic does indeed repel them as an herbal repellent. Psychic vampires from techno space? Sounds like a bad B movie but most abductees are food,ethereal and physical through implant drains and through Alien mind suggestion controls that involve micro manipulations of almost all psychic functions.The parallel between abductions and demons is powerful,as consciousness,itself,is parasitized with intrusive dark intentions to disrupt and control and all without conscience.Paul Schroeder - Compendium Dr william baldwin echoes,here,what ive separately stumbled upon ;the alien agenda behind sightings and experiments;after exploration ,comes conquest; what follows is from his astounding preface paul From the Preface] Through the voices of the clients in altered states of consciousness, these alien beings reveal their purposes for being here, they describe their homeworld civilizations, and many express the desire to go "home." In some cases, the ET commandant on a nearby spacecraft, and even the leader of the ruling High Council on the homeworld, will speak through the voice of the client. The ETs offer many reasons for their presence here. Many are here to gather data and information on human life forms. They are technicians and scientists. There seems to be some kind of long-term genetic experimentation and manipulation in progress. Some ETs may be able to help troubled humans. A few apparently have the ability to heal physical ailments. Some people claim to have been spiritually transformed as the result of an abduction and interaction with aliens. In other cases the ETs announce they are here to take control, to simply take over the human race, beginning with our client. They often threaten that we will be next. Such threats clearly indicate DFE (dark force entity) influence. This channeled information could be totally fabricated by the client, consciously or unconsciously. It may be a product of the collective unconscious mind, triggered by a subliminal mass hysteria over an urban myth of alien domination. A more sinister possibility reflects the fears of the conspiracy theorists; the alien abductions may involve elements of our own government who have formed some kind of alliance with ETs, beings from other worlds or other dimensions. Equally repugnant is the possibility that the entire UFO/ET enigma might be nothing less, nor more, than field testing of mind control technology by earth's own intelligence agencies or military personnel. However, it may be exactly what it appears to be: actual communication with an alien race. Whatever the case, the information voiced through the clients forms a consistent body of knowledge about the alien beings and their motivations for coming to our planet. [From a case study] Mona and the ET Controllers Mona expressed dismay at her unusually high sexual appetite and her promiscuity. This condition had existed in her life since late adolescence. She had difficulty maintaining monogamous relationships and this caused her deep sadness and confusion. In session, she discovered an ET group experimenting with sexuality. The ET researchers would intensify her sexual desire, like turning up the volume on a TV set, then observe her behavior and her reactions to her own behavior. We discovered a large network of DFEs [Dark Force Entities] of various levels controlling the ETs in this activity. This particular experimentation involved a broad segment of the human population, and Mona was just one of many people affected. The ET technicians divulged this information, and further revealed a sordid picture of the intrusion. Some of the DFE-influenced ETs had become personally involved in human sexuality, purposely stimulating licentious and depraved sexual activities. Not only were they distorted in their scientific observation, they were participating in the experiments. Mona was sickened by the discovery of this information. She had known something was very wrong in her life and suspected entity influence, but had not dreamed of this kind of extensive involvement, particularly the ETs. She was deeply relieved to finally get relief from this terribly intrusive and very personal violation. Human beings are so terribly caught up in sexual issues from childhood through adolescence and into adulthood, even old age as senility sets in. The entire issue is compounded by the social issues regarding sex, marriage, monogamy, adultery, promiscuity, the religious taboos and imposed guilt, the very real problems of unwanted pregnancy and abortion, disease, human possessiveness and jealousy, and other issues. It is a fertile field for dark force entity influence. These experiments on emotions and sexuality are ostensibly designed to study human feelings and behavior. The technician simply turns up the volume on some aspect of emotion or behavior and records what happens with the human subject. This behavior or emotional outburst causes anguish in the human. This is the desired result. The anguish is the underlying goal of the project. The energy emanation of the anguish of human suffering is harvested by the DFEs. It is used as energy, sustenance, food. In most cases we have found, and other therapists report the same situation, it seems the experiment is a cover for the activity of the DFEs. This is the true purpose of the "research" conducted by the aliens. In most cases of ET attachment where such a group is operating, the ship captain or the base commander may be evasive, deceitful, even defiant, and refuse to remove the intrusive devices and alien beings. They will usually divulge the information that there is a high dark being who controls their people. A client will sometimes describe a sinister and menacing dark figure on the craft, clearly exerting powerful control, and always situated near the ship's captain. The ET technician is usually unaware of the dark influence. The commander of the space craft is conscious of the dark presence in about half of such cases. The ruling council members on the homeworld are aware of the dark lords in charge at various levels. They acknowledge that they, or their predecessors in the council, struck an alliance with the dark forces long ago for the purpose of gaining personal and political power. However, once that dark contact was established, the DFEs took power over the council. The DFEs assumed "ownership" of the alien civilization, and there was nothing that could be done about it. The council members, usually from three to eleven in number (though once it was reported as a senate of about 1800 members), are grateful for the assistance in separating themselves and their citizens from the DFEs. With the assistance of many light beings, we facilitate the total removal of the dark force entities, from the lowliest DFE attached to the ET technicians, through the dark lords on the craft, to the high-level dark beings wielding power over the council members and the overseers or enforcers who lurk behind the scenes. After the release of the DFEs from their civilization, the council gladly orders the removal of the implants, monitors, communication devices, various and assorted headbands and skullcaps, and the ET technicians. They order the return of all the craft orbiting this world and any other, and the space stations involved in this hideous project. A tremendous piece of work is completed in a very short time. The effect on consciousness cannot be measured. Clients have discovered not only these attached ET technicians and their equipment, but also unattended probes and other devices in various parts of the anatomy and in the chakras, or energy centers of the body, both on themselves and other family members. These probes are non-physical in nature, yet connected in a way which allows for the transmission of information to the ET scientist's location. The probe, or connector, may also allow the ET to remotely control some aspect of the physiology or mental/emotional functioning of the person. In an altered state, a client can visualize the probe, often a black cord, leading to the ET laboratory. We direct the question to the alien researcher. This communication passes directly to the ETs along the attached connector, and the surprised ET will answer through the voice mechanism of the client. This can be surprising and distressing to the client, but with our assurance that the control is only temporary, and that many people have overcome this intrusion, most clients continue with the dialogue. That quick sharp bad smell,in your face,and I've smelled it often,before,in badly haunted houses,around possessed people and around certain grave sites, a combination of cat urine,garbage, rotting flesh and sulphur is a signature sign of a demon, or less religiously denoted,a NEGATIVE or dark entity, of particular strength;strength to do real harm not just to intimidate, above most other Negs;burn incense,leave lights on,ceiling fans on and it'll go elsewhere,sooner or later P. S. NEVER,EVER establish a conversation with it; that's giving its demented mind permission,further, to tackle you, big time. Remember an indigestible,illogical, important lesson i learned from experts,the hard way,about demons; the best defense is to IGNORE it and try passive defenses like the ones I just now mentioned;the best action, with demons, is inaction, even in the face of provocation. If you must pray for angels to slap it away,and you must,do it,quietly, so as not to further provoke its wrath by public displays of overt faith;that really pisses it off ----- Original Message ----From: "polyphemus999@aol.com" To: ufonewswire@yahoogroups.comSent: Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:44:36 PMSubject: [ufonewswire] visualize and the mind, in God-empowerment, does the rest I am still in shock. It seemed as startled as I was but it radiated psychic waves of its being annoyed as hell and curious about me;I felt deeply off balance and shocked and in disbelief to see a cogent reptile-being, in my shower as I had never seen anything like it,before, and always thought that running water helped to separate entities from oneself ;I had NEVER suspected that some of the wandering energies trying access to my energies were reptiles! . I do that cleansing shower regularly ,visualizing dark negativity washing off and light coming in, to rid myself of very persistent unseen entities. AS my spirituality increases,apparently,i become an increasing beacon for dark side entities. Unlike any other experience of ethereal cleansing, by using running water ,rather than the touching energy separate and stay unseen,the unseen entity used the waters energy to materialize for just a moment or two to study a lunch that refused to be nibbled at!!! What had been draining energy from me,burning my skin where touched, and buzzing me psychically,with negativity, like an annoying unseen yellow jacket wasp at a picnic, was a very young reptilian ;an inter dimensional feeder-parasite that,for my mind, illustrates the underlying nature of the abduction experience. Sadly many unsuspecting people have attached somnolent juvenile feeding reptilians, who feast on angst. Attached see the wise, pithy note that my mentor and teacher,Robert Bruce, dropped me, when I told him about this materialization;he's an expert at ridding one of unseen meddling NEGATIVES ; " Something is happening, which is a good sign that what you are doing is having some effect." we come from within,to me,means that with technology i have personally encountered, they can splinter sparks from , of our spirits to kindle new souls as well as they do take sexual and somatic cells to grow new beings This total playing of God ,in addition to recycling souls and bypassing heaven is designedly possession of the abductee -not by mere implants but by merging inserted alien bio electrical energies during an abduction session ,a true silent invasion,not unlike demonic possession ,but through machinery . They are more interested in our spiritual essences than we are aware of our spiritual essences ;in this case, i awaken to find myself placed,bolted and strapped into a large heavily padded metal chair in a round dimly lit room ,about 20 ft wide,containing four such chairs, in a circle ,with large degraff generator looking poles ,with round heads, about ten feet high, two feet thick ,between the chairs. I can see,across the room,a huge hulking form of a man wearing a dark suit, opposite me ,also sitting,looking switched off or dead ,hunched into another heavily padded metal chair who faces me within the circle. Spectacular displays of what looks like white firework sparkler-like sparks fly straight up,from these poles ,high into the air and are then quickly circled,cycled in a growing faster circle above both our heads,anticlockwise,in a circle of dazzling lights until parts of our energies are merged and merging,siphoned off into another hulking machine just beyond my sight Egypt is not the only place that has been visited by Aliens in ancient times. This plate called 'The Lolladoff plate' is a 12,000 year old stone dish found in Nepal. It clearly shows a disk shaped UFO (top of pic, hard to see from the angle of the plate however). There is also a figure on the disc looking remarkably similar to a Grey. Notice the spiral galaxy shape as well, with the alien inside it and the ufo at the beginning of it. Galaxies commonly come in spiral shapes and this is echoed by similar artworks, mandalas , throughout India, Egypt and Peru,as well as in other ancient sites where the spiral shape is very often seen. This galaxy spiral and surrounding items suggest that they flew here from another galaxy, or the spiral shape could signify their place in our evolution,their craft energy or their involvement with out spiritual eternity. Other meanings attributed to these spirals by Egyptians and other ancient cultures,exist, but every ancient culture that coexisted with aliens and documented it in artwork,had inexplicable advanced methods in astronomy and spirituality. I often experience a lost soul-ghost who jumps on me such that my skin burns; i counsel it with love and compassion as i would a lost traveler. I complain to the spirit that phantoms fill the air around us and that we all come from God but it seems that we have to fight hard to return to God,with pathos and sympathy,in my heart.If it is still insistently hungry and in my face, a spritz of incensed holy water clears the attachment feeling and the onset of mild psychic attack;you feel their angst.I tell them that its so sad and ironic that God has sent them to me for help as there are no accidents,and that ironically they have been sent to me for directions, when I myself am often so helplessly lost, I tell them that touching people for energy further traps them here,in hell,between worlds. I remind them that they didn't really die when they left the body and wont die here without human energy;some listen. I also ask them to leave as goofy earthbound spirits to the light and RETURN to me as purified cleansed spirits to assist me in rescuing others as they have been rescued. What usually appeals to them is my reminding them that nobody has spoken to them for a long time, except for me. Rarely,then,do they attack with projected nightmares or sinister machinations.Ive bought some peace and done service to the other side I've noticed the strange coincidence when I'm out, driving; street lights blink off as I approach or pass and stay off. This has happened often enough, even several times in one trip around the neighborhood, to lead me into wondering whether either my car or I have been involved in energies that blow out city street lights. Sometimes after one or more blink out, in evil recognition of my difference I feel like Jack Lemmon in, "Bell, Book and Candle." The feeling of being watched eases when I'm outside. Often, the feeling of evilseems associated with the house itself, as though it waited for me all day. Distracted with thoughts of transition between work and home, driving home, the FEELING of evil would hit me viscerally, as much as a few blocks from home, when there was nothing conscious to precipitate the fear, as though there were an entity, powerful and aware, inside, waiting for me. There was a heaviness, and oppressive foreboding atmosphere that focused on thewhole house, especially my bedroom upstairs. I felt a flush of a powerful unreasoning fear that both children were murdered, lying in blood in their rooms, by some intruder who came in after I left for work and before they left for school. The unreasoning crazy fear was supported by projected inner vivid mental pictures of gore and bloodied, sprawled children's corpses. The anxiety and imagery slammed me sideways.How could something so evil, so fearful, so illogical possess me with stomach crunching anxiety. I realize now that this is why they are called negative thought entities,by some of those who have written about the unseen.Only after timid exploration of the whole house, would I calm down enough to wonder why I would ever think such a thing, or let it overcome me and possess me with terror.Post ufo craft sightings often release evil poltergeist-like experiences for the viewer revealing the essence,tactics and motives of the occupants of ufos;A Tapping. . . They affect my dream thoughts sequences in the same negative harassing ways. UFOs are invisible, silent and are probably automated to such extents that they do not need guidance from extraterrestrial beings psychotronics,our next likely technological future, is the likely answer as to what guidance some of these craft seemingly operate under. Alien brainwaves -of highly telepathic creatures - are the electrical source tied to control sensitive machinery receptive to their minds electrical directives ;this instant mind-to-machine action is revealed in the crafts deft movements.We,too, shall,in the future,have household electronic devices that are electronic-sensitive to our own thoughts;thinking;door,open,will let us into our homes;start dinner,the stove and the thought,warm the pool heater,will begin the swimming session.What would be inventively more naturally magical to watch than alien psychotronics;a science of mind over matter? Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known;I awake each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging. I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock,sitting on the lamp table next to my bed and see;12:12,and 1:11 am , 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am.This distresses me so badly ,upon awakening ,that I cannot think;just a wave of panic that SOMETHING is awaking me ,as the calculated odds of awakening each night precisely at those specific times is astronomically impossible.The message intended seems to throw me off balance and keep me wrapped in fearful confusion and lets me know that i am being toyed with but yields no greater insight than to let me know that when i sleep i wander amongst monsters and beasties. I am aware that I and many others have glimpsed the truth behind such life or time synchronicity ;an unseen world beyond our senses surrounds us and nudges at all times . Since we are spirits in the body, learning ,in this school called Earth,our minds are part of the quantum physics of the universe and are open to toward and untoward spiritual realities . Alien abduction Comments by Paul Schroeder Alien Abduction comments : The noonday devilsAbductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for me; a confirmed atheist until I saw aliens float me out of my body, in my bed, at night. Then, I knew they were interested in an essence I never suspected I had; a soul .I had neatly placed god on the same shelf with the tooth fairy until evil ones, unseen ones tormented me; it is impossible to be tortured by the devil and not believe in god. Science and medicine do not distinguish between psychiatric and spiritual problems; I have had to within myself. My faith has grown with each bizarre experience, spiritually. Even when ones soul is not tampered with by interdimensionals, at night, your astral body travels to realms from angelic to demonic, a spirit world of myriad vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids, while you REM, are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish who never suspects a greater world beyond the ponds surface, the limited awareness of humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality; groping, mouth agape in total ignorance. After studying all major religions, out of body experiences, near death experiences, hauntings, psychics and memories of previous lifetimes through regressive hypnosis techniques, I have deduced,like ,so many others before me,that we are not people having spiritual experiences, it seems, but spirits having human experiences. We can appeal for help from the dimension we come and go from, heaven.My glimpses into my last lifetime, glimpses afforded me directly by the entities who trouble me, either imposed, as lies, or retrieved, as truth, tell me that we were inside, precisely the SAME, in dark nuance and dark predilection,with alien controllers and different, on the outside. That may be the reason we still have the same unresolved issues as we abductees evolve so slowly. Although it may be a curse to continue, painfully, over and over and over just to make a little headway towards our spiritual goals,those goals are thwarted by our captors. Those soul needs are acceptance, forgiveness, and love.But,evolving spiritually, here, in the flesh, makes it easier to become parasitized by these intruding, nighttime bedroom harassers who are the occupants of ufos ,and the demons they have access to, and who stay with us from lifetime to lifetime; like the Dali Lama they find us again, early in childhood. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict them are the very powers we can use to thwart further attacks, but like spraying for cockroach infestation it must be effective, as well as be regular, in application.They infect our auras with (immature reptilians)themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with us to avoid the death they fear and do prevent and steal the spiritual recycling we have, but for the most part, as a race of entities, are dully unaware of and its amazing implications. A loving God gives us many lifetimes to refine, evolve our souls and we choose the lessons but these joyriding grey aliens and the demons they throw into the equation to muddle the picture and to punish one for resisting, are discorporate, incarnate souls stuck to our energies who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion http://redblogsaolcompolyphemus99.blogspot.com/I was abducted Paul Schroeder Story

lifetime vendetta

2009-02-09T16:55:00.000-08:00

When I was seventeen one of my abduction experiences ended violently. One night I pretended to be asleep; going into deep, regular breathing, visualizing a dream I would like to be in. The wallpaper on three walls bulged,and small beings with snouts and pear-shaped grey heads, which waggled quickly back and forth,approached the bed. There was a radiating creepy feeling . They had melted out of my bedroom walls to stand coldly surrounding me. I had jumped up and grabbed the closest one to me around the neck, clutched the feather-like being's back to my own chest, pinioning him. The creature frantically struggled to hit me with a rod-like device, but the pillows prevented the creature from hitting . In panic, the creature squirmed and thrashed in my tightening grip. The others, in quick moves like jumping spiders scattered from the tight circle. I tightened my grip and squeezed hard. Something brittle snapped in the creature's neck. Suddenly the scene changed; I saw my whole family, brother, mother and father surgically eviscerated but alive. On a black floor under hospital lights were lungs, intestines, strewn amidst gore, as they implored, pleaded with their eyes to save them. The image was real, and confused and startled and distracted me. I was convinced that real harm had come to my family and I loosened my grip. My parents writhed in agony, butchered horribly in front of my eyes,opened or closed. There was a dank, musty smell that permeated the room. The creature in my arms, in self protection, in desperate panic to free itself, had flashed the image into my mind, but I had killed one of them.

loosh is a white energy package that we give up,on demand

2009-01-01T11:53:00.000-08:00

Defense Against alien Dream Manipulation The only way to defend yourself during sleep against negative entity manipulation is to become as aware in the dream state as you are during waking hours. This is called lucid dreaming. Lucid dreaming is one of the best skills you can learn in life. Aside from all this matrix stuff, it opens up a whole new world for you. Lucid dreaming simply means knowing while dreaming that you are dreaming, and taking advantage of the fact. At present, most lucid dreaming sites on the net focus on lucid dreaming only for its value as entertainment of personal growth, and some of the more esoteric sites suggest its applicability in being a launchpad for astral projection, something I can confirm from personal experience. But my main point here is that lucid dreaming can also be a defensive tool. By being aware during the dream state that your dream might be a source of manipulation, you can emotionally disengage from artificially melodramatic scenes. Also, since the dream is for the most part a projection of your own mind, you can learn to take control of it. You're essentially wrestling away the remote control from the matrix and choosing what you want to watch. No more soap operas, if you choose so. Learning to lucid dream, and using it as a defensive tool will allow you to get by with less sleep and without negative consequences. There is only one caveat to all this: learning to lucid dream is not easy. The techniques are easy, but perseverance and patience is not. There are many sites on the net giving tips on how to lucid dream, but I'll recap the basics here: 1) First you must be able to recall your dreams. If you don't dream, you're just not remembering it. So keep a journal or tape recorder by your bed, and as soon as you wake from a dream, no matter how tired you are, you must write down keywords or phrases describing your dream. Keep this up for a couple days or weeks and you'll start remembering your dreams more easily. 2) Once you can recall your dreams, you must work on reminding yourself while dreaming to ask yourself if you are dreaming. The only thing that usually survives the transition from waking to dreaming is your lower self, that ingrained with habit. So if you can build a habit of asking yourself throughout the day if you're dreaming or not, then during dream state you'll have a habit of asking yourself as well. Other than habit, you can watch for common dream signs, meaning elements in your dreams that often appear in your dreams but not so much in waking reality. This may be anything, like a person, an animal, color, element, etc... Analyze your dreams or your dream journal for common dream signs. Then throughout the day, when you encounter such a sign in reality, ask yourself if you are dreaming. Keep this up until it's automatic, and soon you'll do it in dreams. In addition to this, while going to sleep you can will yourself to become lucid later on, just like you would on an ordinary day where you can will yourself to remember to keep an appointment. All these techniques take time to work, but usually no more than two weeks. Doing reality checks throughout the day seems easy, but after a couple days it's easy to slack. Don't allow this to happen, just keep it up and think of the rewards. 3) After asking yourself if you're dreaming, you must do a reality check. No matter how real things look, it might all be a dream unless you check things with certain tests. The best test is to look down at your hands and watch them. Count your fingers, make sure they have the right number of joints, make sure they look normal. Watch them, and if the change shape or have anything odd about them, then you're dreaming of course. Another thing to do is read something in a dream, look away, and read it again. If it changes or the characters look funny, then you're dreaming. Be sure to read something long, because once I read a two word phrase, looked away, looked back and read the same thing, and concluded I wasn't dreaming even though I was. 4) Once realizing that you're dreaming, you'll probably get hysterical with the freedom, which will just as soon end your dream. Staying calm is not easy, but take a breath calmly and start walking around, looking at things. If your dream starts to fade, use the spin technique. Just spin around with your arms out three times, and tell yourself with each spin that when you stop spinning, you'll be in a dream. You'll actually feel yourself spin and sometimes get the sensation of dizziness. Stop spinning after three times and look around. You'll think you're awake in all likelihood, but do a reality check to prove to yourself that you're not. Then enjoy your lucid dream. 5) In a lucid dream, you have control of characters and the environment, as well as control over the laws of physics in the dreams. If you ever encounter a situation where neither the world nor the characters respond to your attempts to change it, then you're probably out of your body and in an astral world. Be respectful of the people. If you don't want to engage in their interactions, then just leave. Now, you'll encounter a curious phenomenon sometimes. After becoming lucid, you might realize that you knew it all along, that it was a dream but that you simply didn't want to admit it to yourself. This, however, is deception. There is an external force trying to keep you from admitting and realizing that you're dreaming. This force is alien mind control, or even a part of your mind that as Carlos Castaneda describes in his books, is a predator which may or may not be synonymous with the matrix or its controllers. It is this "predator" in the mind that keeps your reality switch turned off during the dream state. Learning to lucid dream means overcoming the will of the predator, and if you don't succeed in lucid dreaming after trying for a couple weeks, don't despair. Give it a rest and try it again the next week. Perseverance is all you need. Conclusion In any case, lucid dreaming can be used as a defensive tool against the aliens. This, along with being lucid while awake as well, implying guarding against emotional manipulation in physical reality, will prevent much of your loosh supply from being drained away by malevolent sources. There is still a problem of loosh leakage and soul loss caused by emotional traumas experienced during the course of one's life, which only shamanic soul retrieval, self-hypnotic soul retrieval, or shamanic recapitulation can thoroughly heal. Nevertheless, one must start somewhere. Sleep is the fountain of youth, but this fountain has been dried by the voracious suckling of a loosh-hungry aliens. Lucid dreaming is the only way known to me that helps to prevent matrix dream manipulation. By insulating our dreams against manipulation, we gain energy and require less sleep, allowing us to accomplish our goals more efficiently, quickly, effectively, and with more lucidity.

what have I learned about spirituality?

2008-12-07T08:37:00.000-08:00

Blinded by the Christ-light(a true sighting) only once, for about ten seconds, has taught me a bitter taste for all man-made religions that focus on their being the one true religion,and focus on sin and shame and guilt, as almost all of us return to where we came from,when we die,Heaven.Ive learned to lose my fear of death, as a final end, as we are truly spirits having human experiences,not people having spiritual experiences.Its taught me that no matter where you go or are,you're never ever alone; phantoms fill the air around you and that God knows your thoughts not merely your shielded,guarded words. I have learned that horrid evil,seen and unseen does,indeed exist,as does Goodness. I have learned that we live MANY lives to refine our souls and that most is written;there are few accidents. Finally,I've learned that prayer can be miraculous in results, if its fervent ,repeated and effective.

demons and aliens;unseen EVIL

2008-12-02T08:54:00.000-08:00

I've noticed the strange coincidence when I'm out, driving; street lights blink off as I approach or pass and stay off. This has happened often enough, even several times in one trip around the neighborhood, to lead me into wondering whether either my car or I have been involved in energies that blow out city street lights. Sometimes after one or more blink out, in evil recognition of my difference I feel like Jack Lemmon in, "Bell, Book and Candle." The feeling of being watched eases when I'm outside. Often, the feeling of evilseems associated with the house itself, as though it waited for me all day. Distracted with thoughts of transition between work and home, driving home, the FEELING of evil would hit me viscerally, as much as a few blocks from home, when there was nothing conscious to precipitate the fear, as though there were an entity, powerful and aware, inside, waiting for me. There was a heaviness, and oppressive foreboding atmosphere that focused on thewhole house, especially my bedroom upstairs. I felt a flush of a powerful unreasoning fear that both children were murdered, lying in blood in their rooms, by some intruder who came in after I left for work and before they left for school. The unreasoning crazy fear was supported by projected inner vivid mental pictures of gore and bloodied, sprawled children's corpses. The anxiety and imagery slammed me sideways.How could something so evil, so fearful, so illogical possess me with stomach crunching anxiety. I realize now that this is why they are called negative thought entities,by some of those who have written about the unseen.Only after timid exploration of the whole house, would I calm down enough to wonder why I would ever think such a thing, or let it overcome me and possess me with terror.Post ufo craft sightings often release evil poltergeist-like experiences for the viewer revealing the essence,tactics and motives of the occupants of ufos;A Tapping. . . They affect my dream thoughts sequences in the same negative harassing ways.

edited;Reptilian mothman babies become 9 foot monsters

2008-11-01T11:48:00.000-07:00

being open to energies isn't pleasant,at all;some of the energies AREN'T human. a paragraph,from my aol blog; and now,for something REALLY scary;paul mothman babies become tall hateful Devils;we are the growth food persistent attachment attempts ,from the unseen, leave a skin-burning experience.But not all attaching energies are human. beyond my belief,the immature reptilian that i saw,appeared,materialized, in my shower stall, after I had attempted a typical symbolic cleansing ritual ,with prayer and dark energy washing down the drain removal visualizations, to detach a particularly painful and stubborn and persistent,skin burning, nagging presence and under the showers spray, it stared me right in the eye. For five or ten seconds it was clear to the eye before it faded,not unlike a ghost.It stood about five feet upright, had catlike,yellow, slit eyes, and resembled a monitor lizard in facial structure but more birdlike,tilted its head sideways,at me,as though to study me.But,unlike a bird,it piercingly studied me with an alert intelligence that radiated humanlike curiosity,(and SOME disquiet,perhaps, by my apparent discovering and noticing him). When he vanished, I was agog.(hard to get agog,these days)I stood still under the showers waters ,totally flabbergasted and amazed at having seen a creature Id never seen before, but had heard and certainly read about. It was most similar in construct to the raptor- creatures, in Spielberg's film, Jurassic Park. Those film raptors mirrored that radiating look of saurian intellect,i saw under the showers water, that was a cross between a man and a reptile;I am still agog. Worse,they seem prevalent,peeking from behind the curtains of our lives. Young,parasitic reptilian energies attach,ethereally, to even non- abductees spinal columns and feed from angst;even intense prayer makes one a snack. paul

a haunted hotel;abductions by highly psychic creatures open one to paranormal experiences

2008-10-31T15:10:00.000-07:00

my note to Allison' staff told me and mom about the (presumed )suicide of a young woman on the 19th floor and the elevators constant trips up there at night with no one ringing the bell and no one emerging after the trip from 19 back to the lobby. I did not research the hotels being a hotspot, as I had no motive or reason or inkling,beforehand to do so,simply put. I was there,for a wedding. After I felt the touch of spirits in the lobby and in the elevator,on the way up to our first ,unsatisfactory, room,I asked about any ghosts in the hotel. We were told,only, about this woman's suicide on 19, and I stupidly insisted to mom that we go up there and explore the hallways and after a time,she humored me. It was a mistake to brazenly open myself when I have trouble with negative energies,which float in, often enough,just sitting in the house! I asked Staff , repeatedly,,in moms presence, about ghosts seen in the hotel. We heard nothing from them about the ghosts, mentioned in Amys book. ( i ran into a spirit in the front lobby,opposite the desk and a real pain in the ass,other(s), in my room.,1620 Not one staff member (mom can testify) ever mentioned a long gowned screaming child.That image,before my eyes,fully awake, was persistent and strong and she was both frantic and terrified. So sad. In another 20 years (,like bass playing?) ill be better at this in that I will learn how to avoid being sensitive enough to be up with bad dreams all night when any sinister spirits are around. The clear fact that YOU were sensitive enough to get hit with a psychic attack( imposed imagery nightmare scenario of a serial killer) of a spirits peculiar mental illness, suggests,to me,at least, that you're more capable,than you suspect, of assisting and sensing the unseen ;In comparison,Mom and Ian were so untroubled; dad an answer; Hi Paul, Thanks for your email. What an experience! Here is our story about the Radisson Lord Baltimore from our book. We'd love to use your account in future research and if we write a follow-up book. Sincerely, Amy LynwanderOwner Baltimore Ghost Tours Tour Baltimore, LLC ph: 410-522-7400 fax: 443-451-8346 http://www.baltimoreghosttours.com The Radisson Lord Baltimore Hotel I came to stay 2 weeks. I never left. It was fascinating. It was exciting. - Rose Bisasky, former 26 year employee. Dear Folks, Were having a big time. Im not tired at all now. We were surely dead the first of the week, though - from postcard depicting the Lord Baltimore hotel, dated April 3, 1941 We never asked (for guests to limit their stay to 5 days) in the old days. Or if we did, it was because we hoped the answer would be that they intended to stay forever. Sanford Core, Assistant Manager in charge of reservations. Article from the Evening Sun: Lord Baltimore Puts 5 Day Limit on Guests, March 15, 1944. The historic Lord Baltimore Hotel located at Baltimore and Hanover Streets has never had any problem attracting guests. In 1944 the hotel actually had to impose a 5 day limit on hotel stays because a full 20% of the hotel was occupied by people staying 2 weeks or more. Indeed, it seems that some of the Lord Baltimores guests have opted for a very extended stay. The Lord Baltimore Hotel was designed by New York architect William Lee Stoddard in 1925. Stoddard was a noted architect who specialized in designing hotels. The building was erected during a time when classical design was giving way to Art Deco and other more modern design concepts. It was noted as the largest hotel built in Maryland at this time, as well as the last building completed in downtown Baltimore exhibiting classical ornamentation. The man responsible for the construction of the Lord Baltimore hotel was Harry Busick. Busick was a prominent Baltimore businessman who got his start as a clerk in the old Carrollton Hotel located on St. Paul Street. Busick had worked at the Carrollton hotel for just over a year when the Great Fire of 1904 struck, leveling much of Baltimore city, including the Carrollton Hotel. Notably, Busick was the only employee that the hotel maintained after the fire purposely to put the affairs of the hotel in order after the chaos of its destruction. Busickâ€™s star was quickly on the rise as he first leased the New Howard Hotel. Two years later, he added the management of the Caswell Hotel at Baltimore and Hanover streets to his resume. He bought the Caswell outright in 1919. Later, he leveled the hotel to begin construction of his grand dream, The Lord Baltimore Hotel. The Lord Baltimore Hotel opened its doors to the public on December 29, 1928. Over the years the hotel has been host to countless visitors, dignitaries and political leaders, such as Martin Luther King, Jr. The hotel underwent major renovations in 1984 that have restored it to its original grandeur. Francesle (Fran) Carter has worked at the Radisson Lord Baltimore for 8 years. She currently functions in the role of captain, supervising a team of people overseeing the food, beverage, and setup needs of the hotel. In 1998 Fran was on the 19th floor of the building preparing a small meeting room for future use. She was working at a table facing the wall with an open door to her left. She bent over the table for a few moments, absorbed in her work. Then she looked up and to her left at the doorway. A little girl wearing a long cream colored dress and black shiny shoes ran by the open doorway, bouncing a red ball before her. Fran immediately ran outside calling after her â€œLittle girl, are you lost?â€ . The hallway was completely empty. Fran, quite shaken at this point, turned around to go back to the meeting room when she saw two people walking down the hallway toward her. The first was an older gentleman dressed in formal attire. He was accompanied by a woman in a long ballgown. Frank asked them if they were looking for their granddaughter because she had just run by. She turned to point in the direction that the child had passed. When she turned her head back toward the two people, they had just vanished right before her eyes. Fran was then so frightened that she called a security guard. He stayed there with her until she finished her work, and no more ghostly visitors appeared on the 19th floor that evening. A few years later a guest at the hotel told Fran that she believed that her room had a ghostly visitor. She was awakened in the middle of the night by the sound of a child crying. As she sat up in her bed, she saw a little girl crying and rocking herself back and forth while sitting in the window of her room. As the woman rose to go to the girl, she slowly faded away. The little girl was wearing a long cream colored dress with black shoes. One evening a few years later, Fran was approached by a coworker who told her that three people were standing in the dark in the ballroom of the hotel. The hotelâ€™s ballroom is a very large room, which can accommodate 1,250 people seated at banquet tables. Three arched ceiling length windows dominate the far wall of the room- the side of the room opposite the entrance doorway. When Fran entered the ballroom she walked across the room in the direction of the windows. She noticed that there indeed were three people standing there in the darkened, moonlit room. One man stood before the far left window, another stood before the far right window, and a woman stood a few feet behind the two men before the middle window. They were all looking upward through the windows. Fran noticed that they were standing in what she described as a triangular formation. Fran passed within 5 feet of the man standing in front of the window on the left. She noticed that he was wearing a dark, possibly blue, sport blazer with metallic buttons that gleamed in the darkness. He had an ascot tied around his throat and appeared quite the dapper gentleman. She thought that his clothing was odd, but at this point didnâ€™t know that her visitors were out of the ordinary. She then asked them if they would like some light and walked by the man in the ascot to turn on the light switch, just a few feet from where he was standing. Light immediately flooded the room- and the three visitors were gone! As earlier noted, the Lord Baltimore hotel has had its share of guests who were very reluctant to check out. It appears that some of them never did. my original note; As a newly budding psychic,open to unseen energies,I found myself attending a wedding,this past weekend, and I stayed at the Radisson Plaza Lord Baltimore. I spent two sleepless nights,inundated with nightmares,complaining all the while,to my wife, about the constant touches and psychic turmoil of the unseen. I have stayed at many hotels and sensed spirits,all untoward and lost,but this hotel, still gorgeous in its age, was positively infested. A young girl,weeping,mouth agape in horror,in a very long gown dress, startled me as a persistent image. My wife wanted no part of any of my startling unpleasant discoveries. I also felt spirits of ignominious sinister gangster types,which didn't surprise me in the least;if you're afraid to cross over,why not haunt a favorite place? What can you tell me about the history of the place that supports those images that I had?Paul Schroeder =

robert bruce;practical psychic self defense

2008-10-23T19:40:00.000-07:00

: first night with sleep emF grounding seems easy to assess Robert,The setup arrived in the mail, yesterday, and although I was initially alarmed about sleeping ,plugged into the wall(would lightning kill me?),I tried the EMF electrostatic reduction experiment, that you suggested, in the hopes of relieving constant harassment,from bedroom,nighttime visitors and repeating the successful experimentation,with others so troubled, that you reported to me,months ago. I used a one- pronged ground plug(6$) with an attached alligator clip cord(four feet), clipped onto a length of conductive cloth(2 foot long by 1 foot wide;15$),wrapped around my pillow and under my cheek.The material was soft and linen like. I was attached to the grounding of the house. This was my first test,last night .Although,all day, I felt the characteristic burning,connecting touch of negative,unseen energies,( always more strongly and waiting for me,bedside),the feeling uncharacteristically dissipated when I got into bed and into this grounding sleeping posture. Up during the night only to check that i was making skin contact with the grounding set up, I felt their energies drain away from me. I slept peacefully and I recalled no bad dreams or suffocating,cyclically imposed images and awoke dubious but unusually refreshed. Tonight's,night two. Robert Bruce,the angels smiled when you were born.God sends some of us into the darkest corners to illuminate them for others and gives them both faith and science to fight the omniscient darkness .I shall keep you posted as we are all pioneers in this new method of an old endeavor;Paul

CURSES and DEMONS

2008-10-03T17:22:00.000-07:00

dont try this,at home;the noonday demons

I made the mistake of cursing my neighbors,one day ,wishing intensely that they suffer with falling down the stairs and breaking a leg(which happened within two days!)after they had called 911 to my door complaining about (legitimately) my air-pellet gunning down pesky squirrels on my fruit trees , one afternoon. I wished harm on them that has returned,to me, two-felled .I have learned,in the hardest way ,that powerful,intense curses ,like effective repeated prayers which call for real assistance from LIGHT, call upon the spirit worlds dark, gangster, fringe element spirit world to respond and they quickly do. (My leg,now broken,from a hit- and -run, has permanent,painful, internal metal brace works and screws) I tried this foolhardy experiment because I knew that dark ones were always around me and because I felt their imposed nightmares and saw their poltergeist behavior,signalling me, wondered just how evil I could be if I were to really test their power and the reality of their presences. With focused malice,I sent them out ,on orders, to attack by attaching to the persons who sent the police to my door for what almost turned out to be a close brush with incarceration. I cursed them with an effective,forceful,full of malice and loathing curse. I asked that this curse send one or more attacking negative thought entities or demons to cause them to fall and as a specific sign to me,to break their leg! I seethed in focused raw malice towards them,justifying it by the remembrance of the hassle that the police had put me through when they had arrived. Within just a few days,no more than three, the offending neighbor AND even more offensive SISTER were limping,on crutches,in casts,from what i later learned were from falls in the house. I was naively agog . EMS even showed up, a week later,when an elderly friend also took a fall,on the stairs! These curse evoked demons and their negative energy jump onto humans whose astral energies are attacked,causing disease and misfortune.They can also push you down a flight of stairs!. But,there were other, unknown to me at the time, rules: when a wizard or anyone focusing hatred and verbalizing a curse sends demons to attack,there is an understood, tacit permission for those very demons to RETURN BACK, to the sender, and often ,there is double that precise wished injury,in a boomerang return curse upon the one who sent it. As well, on its return, the dark side demon perceives the sending person as its possession,a type of a proprietary rule ,I was unaware of. Although i embrace the light,these days and do repent my field experiment curse,they visit,often;its all i can do to sleep with the light on,all night. I have since researched that long ago,traditionally,a summoner used an apprentice,to evoke the demons for his own personal safety;wizards stick around,but apprentices come and go....

Tags: demons, curses, evil, magic, wizards, witches, dark side, spirits, poltergeist

Q and A;what controls UFOS flight movements?

2008-09-29T13:23:00.000-07:00

question;how do ufos operate,compared with our craft?

Do UFOS they need guidance from extraterrestrial beings?

psychotronics,our next likely technological future, is the answer to what guidance some of these craft seemingly operate under. Alien brainwaves -of highly telepathic creatures - are the electrical source tied to the controlling of sensitive machinery;craft and machines are receptive to their minds electrical directives . How fast is response??this instant mind-to-machine action is revealed in the crafts deft movements. If we, as a race of beings,do

survive into the future,we will have household devices that are sensitive to our own thoughts;

(electronically)

thinking,"door,open",will let us into our homes;"start dinner",will arm the stove and the thought,"warm the pool heater",will begin the swimming session. Not unlike much alien tech,what could be more inventive and magical to watch than psychotronics,a science of mind over matter?

Tags: ufos, technology, telepathy, future, aliens, crop circles, abductions

world without end,amen

2008-09-19T13:34:00.000-07:00

The holy land and Egypt are not the only places that have been visited by Aliens in ancient times. This plate called 'The Lolladoff plate' is a 12,000 year old stone dish found in Nepal. It clearly shows a disk shaped UFO (top of pic, hard to see from the angle of the plate however). There is also a figure on the disc looking remarkably similar to a Grey. Notice the spiral galaxy shape as well, with the alien inside it and the ufo at the beginning of it. Galaxies commonly come in spiral shapes and this is echoed by similar artworks, mandalas , throughout India, Egypt and Peru,as well as in other ancient sites where the spiral shape is very often seen. This galaxy spiral and surrounding items could suggest that they flew here from another galaxy, or the spiral shape could signify their mastery place in our evolution,their craft energy or their involvement with our spiritual eternity. Other meanings attributed to these spirals by Egyptians and other ancient cultures exist, but every ancient culture that coexisted with aliens and documented it in artwork,had inexplicable advanced methods in technology,architecture, astronomy and spirituality.They suffered the same parasitism and harassment from etherially connected aliens as we do ,today.

Tags: mandala, , egyptians, galaxy, aliens, culture, parasite, spiritual, ufo, crop circle

mothman babies grow tall,devilish and we are the food

2008-09-19T13:29:00.000-07:00

the immature reptilian that i saw,appeared,materialized in my shower stall, after I had attempted a cleansing ritual ,with prayer and visualizations to remove an unseen ,yet persistent,skin burning, nagging presence and it stared me right in the eye. It stood about five feet upright, had catlike slit eyes,resembled a monitor lizard in facial structure but birdlike,tilted its head sideways,like a bird and piercingly studied me with an alert intelligence that radiated curiosity,and disquiet,perhaps by my discovering and noticing him. When he vanished, i was still under the showers waters and was amazed and wondered at having seen a creature Id never seen before but had heard about. It was most similar in construct to the raptors creatures, in Steven Spielberg's film, Jurassic Park. Those film raptors mirrored that look of saurian intellect that was a cross between a man and a reptile;I am still agog. Young,parasitic reptilian energies attach,etherially, to abductees spinal columns and feed from angst;even intense prayer is a snack to them.

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Tags: spinal, pain, reptilian, alien, mothman, ufos, prayer

a private communique

2008-08-30T18:25:00.000-07:00

a private communique;letter to john and andrew

john,why do you think that so many different kinds of elusive beings have met and not interfaced with you?what do they seem to want?Why their pursuit of you? I do know that a state of pain makes you a meal for greys as it does me with my spinal disease and my surgeries and hit and run car incident I have learned that darkness seeks darkness; in past lives, and for the most part of this one,sadly,I have been and possessed of ,a mean spirited, evil,vindictive,sinister entity,full of enmity . Then something threw ghosts,demons,and aliens in my face. A sudden awareness of unseen beings and sharp recalls of abductions under grey control slapped me in the face and I awakened to the idea of OUTSIDE spirit entities who can negatively influence and possess. In my since struggles towards the light, I have been haunted and often attacked by great degrees of darkness ,as they want reclaiming control of me . Andrews struggles with his realization of the Scottish infestation ;I struggle with spiritual infestation at the same small hands. These small very dark greys,unlike the taller white, capable- of- loving- greys, are the microcosm and the macrocosm;they are prevalent and can control us as we would a marionette if we are weak,psychic and therefore easily influenced. Our governments were also so easily overtaken. What do you,cowboy make of all this? andrew,please add anything that strikes you;I pray for all our relief. These ufos and abductions are a curse on the Earth

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Tags: pain, possession, demons, aliens, ghosts, spirits, evil, ufos

telepathic nightmares attack with a purpose

2008-08-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

i am convinced that although Im convinced im protected that in sleep I am sometimes in the company of greys who shapeshift and taint my soul with evil;they act and talk and behave like gangsters.In one vivid scenario i am terrified and awaken in a small metal barred cell adjoining other cells; I am jammed up against the bars that act as the wall of two cells. Small greys in the adjoining cell shout and rush toward me acting maniacal and threatening waving their arms.I am in horror by ytheir insanity and rush,towards me. Together,they come at me screaming. This fourth time that they approach, i am panicked beyond scared but I find they have put a large knife in my hands and as the fever pitch of repeated rushes at me continue,right up to my face and back again,shouting,insanely I assure myself,or they do,in my mind,that i shall use the knife to fend off my terror by their rushes.As they scream madly and rush at me again I brandish the knife only to see that held tightly in their arms,before them, is a man who is as terrified as I am.As they rush him forward he is impaled and I awaken convinced that however duped,I have had my soul tainted with murder to reclaim me and keep me from the light I so desperately seek

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Tags: nightmares, gray aliens, grey aliens, psychic attack, telepathic attack

a thread;alleged incest vs. alien molestation

2008-07-29T10:27:00.000-07:00

I respond;if it alienated-(odd choice of words-) your folks by abjectly accusing them of sexually molesting you as a child,how has this trauma affected the most intimate loving relationship between you and your husband? Its often happened that on board craft, supreme evil ones have suggested sexual encounters among family;these obsessed and clearly often demented entities will even participate,under the guise of research, in what they justify as sexual experiments for scientific research,contradicting all objective criteria for any such act as simply deviant by any standards. Abductee sexual memories, recalled with family present,surface and the abductee has been known to accuse family members involved who may not have any memories. Then,again,a ravenous libidinous family figure slipping into ones bed and touching one or raping a young child is not uncommon,sadly and can co-exist under circumstances where demonic aliens use a family as one would marionettes .It is well known that abductees libido and sexual contacts are controlled and micro managed .paul;PS> at least ,now,the war is won,in the long run and battles are behind;paul In a message dated :

She asks;Now this is something for me to work my mind around.It always seemed to me that the incest and the abductions were very different things and i thought i was able to remember them differently. It is really something to consider though. Once when my mother was still speaking to me she did ask me this question..."was it God or the devil? So she knew that something was happening to me and in fact when i was missing one evening, when ireturned home she was in a daze and did not seem worried that her 7 year old was coming in after dark and could'nt be found when my 6 siblings were looking for me. Oh ,She also asked me if i had ever read the book "Michelle Remembers" which i had. This book is a true account of a girl who had ritual abuse. Seemed funny that she made this connection. I grew up in N.H. in the sixties and i hear a lot about u.f.o. activity at that time. As i remember it the abductions began when i was 3-4 tears old. harriet

large craft overhead,unseen beings in your room

2008-07-26T15:37:00.000-07:00

In Wynnewood, Oklahoma, at the Church of Martyrs, diocese, Father Daniel Mahoney, a priest was sitting in the rectory library. He possessed a fine, white, beatific quality, delicate for all his great size, and his enormous eyes, far-looking blue circles of innocence, especially when seen against the black cloth of a priest's habit, where an impressive sight. He was surrounded by copies of daily newspapers, but his attention was captured by a moldy, historical, manuscript:

"Such strangeness, mysterious facts, those sudden shadows that fall in broad daylight when there is neither any cloudiness nor an eclipse. The classic case is one that occurred on April 26, 1884, in Preston, England: toward noon, the sky became completely black, to the point that animals lay down and went to sleep. Twenty minutes later, the sun reappeared. We know of several hundred cases of this type, without having any explanation for them. It has been suggested that they are caused by thick clouds of smoke from forest fires, but generally there has been no sign of forest fires at the time of these incidents, and when there has been, these smoke clouds have never been observed between the spot where the fire took place and the place where the phenomenon occurred.

The strangest of these darkening phenomena occurred in London on August 19, 1763. The most amazing thing about this occurrence was that the shadows seemed to have been completely impenetrable by lantern or candlelight. If this was a case of smoke so thick it would have left traces on objects and did not."

He took the subway home and walked upstairs to his fourth floor walk up apartment. In the sink under a dripping, dripping, dripping faucet, were old sardine tins, cans of cat food, half; smoked cigar butts and dirty dishes. The room reeked of life lived too long with the windows closed. He put on the television and sat on the end of the bed, removing his priestly vestments, mouthing aloud the names like a holy litany: cassock, dalmatic, tunic, surplice, maniple, amice, alb, and cincture. When he wanted something from God or he was in trouble, he recited the words as his own private prayer.

He lit a cigarette and put the butt out on the frame of the mattress. He swung his legs onto the floor and stepped on a large cockroach. White- faced, he sat on the bed again, and scraped the remnants of the cockroach off of his foot with a matchbook cover, and grinned with the deeper muscles of his face. He took a syringe from under his pillow and stuck it in his arm.

He was dreaming again.

He was walking the crowded cobblestone streets to Golgotha; in the angry crowd that thronged the crowded streets he saw his parents, their heads shaven, their purple gums conversing in clicks like bushmen.

He woke with a start. A large, potted plant, across the room, shook violently, incomprehensibly. He stared, his jaw, dropping slowly.

He felt a slight depression on the end of the bed; something feather light and invisible had just jumped up, catlike on the blanket; but he owned no cat. The ancient floorboards by his bed creaked, then by his dresser, then by the window.

He was frightened by the sense that there was somebody in the room with him and he couldn't see anybody. He fought the impulse to jump up.

Then despite fear of such intensity it caused him to shake, he recalled lying down again on the bed to escape his fear.

Overhead the red bricked four story apartment building, hovered a silver colored football shaped object. It was mostly gray in color, with a bright purple light on one side and a small blinking blue light on the other. It was double-decked with two rows of lighted windows; the light coming from them was bluish-white and phosphorescent. It was about fifty feet long and maybe twenty feet thick. Two vertical side seams in the structure and lines of rivets along the seams were lit up by the red glow of the underside where reddish vapor was being discharged. Yellowish vapor oozed from one of the ends and the craft settled behind a large sycamore tree.

At that moment, the television program in the next room was completely washed out in static. A beeping noise.

There was a tapping at the screen.

The priest leaned his body sideways off of the bed halfway to the floor and twisted around to peer out of the window. He could hear the television from the living room in the next room.

Two small, dark, puppet like, clear helmet encased creatures stared into the window back at him. As they bobbed in midair, he heard a buzzing sound like hornets in a jar.

His eyes opened wide and he shrank back in fear and pulled theblanket over his head. It's not possible, he thought, and shook his head. On impulse, he threw the blanket from his head and peered around the corner of the bed, He exposed his whole head as he stared out of the window. Two pairs of eyes looked back. There was a tapping on the screen.

the voice in your head in dreams;alien tourguides

2008-07-26T15:34:00.000-07:00

Inside is a waiting room; a dull, white room with no adornments and a black floor. Inside, a dozen or so middle aged men pace nervously. Some speak in brief low voiced non-sequitors and look worried. Some of the men move towards a buffet table, strangely empty of food or drink. An unhappy, slight, balding man peeks up at him from the paper cup he is holding in hand and makes furtive eye contact.

The tour guide, who always remains out of view, now tells him that it is a cocktail party. He senses an uncomfortable corporate uneasiness in each face that repels him from the room. He thinks to himself: I'd like to find the hosts of this party and give them a piece of my mind; no food no drink! What kind of party is this?

As he starts off to look for the host with that thought in mind, he is slapped with an emotional wave of terror and remorse. It is the tour guide again who tells him it would not be a good idea to insult the host. In the dream, he asks himself , why would it scare me to insult the host if I have no idea who the host is? But he has the feeling of having averted jeopardy, he quickly dismissed the idea.

He went back into the party. Everyone stared at his nakedness.

He blinks and looks again; many hold and drink from invisible cups and are half dressed. Each man is in an unhappy jittery dream. He is quickly overwhelmed with the feeling of not belonging in that room.

Although the tour guide is watching, he sneaks out into another less crowded smaller room. Free-ego-child-wild and mischievous glee overcomes him. He drops and darts under a table whose tablecloth drops to a few inches above the floor. He is underneath. He is hiding. No one knows. Again he is suddenly gripped with a joyful childishness that forces his eyes and mouth into contorted joy.

He can hear voices of the people talking in the room but he feels safe, hidden, draped on all sides by white cloth. Someone is about to pull the tablecloth up and find him; the tips of black shoes intrude under the cloth's edge. He reverts, atavistically; growling electrified, animal like and launches himself, snarling, forward. It is a dream within a dream.

A bright light and he is dreaming, but he knows he is awake; He is not awake but moving, climbing up a steep stairway ladder pathbridge in a very large room, still in line with people in a guided tour, dreaming awake.

The tour guide, always just out of view, tells him to keep climbing up a ladder towards a small room at the top of the stairs.

2008-05-29T14:00:00.000-07:00

How does the microcosm reflect Grey agenda?Like a moment reflects an eon, the inner atom, a universe ,how do a few minutes of observation of grey slave labor, underground earth,reflect their greater prowess and their greater motives? The scene I observed,during one abduction, was incomprehensible,at that time,but has seared itself into my mind and unfurled more sinister meaning,with time. During an abduction experience,I became suddenly gleeful,silly beyond any logic. I broke away from my pleasant prison dream of an abduction delusion and into clarity. I had run within what looked like some kind of a prison;an underground factory with a moving conveyor belt central to the room,attended by running boys. The rooms occupants and now, suddenly,I ,were mind controlled bullied.The source of this flood of fear came from a glowering,mean faced , small grey who radiated such a palpable terror that it consumed all senses.All the rooms occupants were controlled with raw fear. I wrestled it as one would swim against a strong river current but saw that it totally consumed the faces of the many young naked frightened boys between ten and twelve years who never faltered to hurriedly unload,at a dead run, dry goods,clothing and house supplies from a not so slowly moving ramp conveyor belt. All scrambled in terror to their tasks sternly overseen by this mean faced small grey who glowered and radiated an immense menace . The conveyor belt, fast moving and laden with clothing in boxes and household supplies of all kinds predominated the room and i could feel no pity for them as the imposed terror was so powerful. In my mind,today, I still can see those frightened ,small,thin boys,half naked and trembling with fear scurrying to unload and sort , gripped viscerally by fear. .I took clothing from a pile,dressed my nakedness and escaped through a window in the far back where i was retaken and soothed into delusion,again. That image and the plight of those youngsters have since often haunted me,especially when I hear of star-children and good -alien -agendas- I am convinced that this microcosm reflects the macrocosm

Tags: evil, alien abductions, anxiety, vampires, ufos, crop circles, aliens

taken last night;and the first horror recollection

2008-05-28T11:34:00.000-07:00

I was taken ,last night and subjected to the meanest mind control,a short barbed wire searing leash of mind control; vivid delusional-dreamlike shape shifting scenarios from which I was unable to wrest even a moment of sudden clarity,clarity that has graced me in the past under such circumstances. All week,before,a subtle psychic attack of songs,nonstop; the parasitic presence of an unseen attached juvenile reptilian who sang music nonstop in my head, blocked thoughts and prayers. Agog,(and its hard,these days,to feel Agog) I wrestled with him,for many days with prayer and good natured cajoling. But,it was just the entree. Before bed,last night,their creepy telltale psychic signature suddenly appeared ,a wave of sudden fear- anxiety informed me, intuitively, that greys were in the room.Most psychic and bullying, their presence is more psychically intrusive than mere ghosts;they peek inside your mind and the souls natural reaction is anxiety. I was thus handed over and that's when i lost clarity ; I was in the medicinal,surgical hands of alien cutthroats. I awakened with all the tell tale physical signs of post abductions,for me;left nostril copious nosebleed, deep fatigue,profuse sweating, leg scratches,clothes disarrayed,bright yellow streak stains on the pillow and the remnant memory of intense,complex short psychic leash "dreams" that i have in the past, been able to see through .

My first horror recollection,in childhood,occurred when I was five or six years old when i saw aliens( rarely described or seen by anyone else).at about ten o clock one warm summer night,in Bay Ridge Brooklyn. I heard a tapping on my 4th floor bedroom window screen(no fire escape at this vantage) and peered around my bed at the window;the aliens,creatures no more than 12 inches total,in length had wizened,gnome-like faces. I heard them conversing,quickly,back and forth, in a wasp-like buzz within their helmets as they watched me watch them. They were costumed like our astronauts,but in tiny silver suits and tiny helmets. For a long minute ,two small, dark, shriveled, puppet like, clear helmet encased creatures stared into the window back at me. As they bobbed in midair, I heard a buzzing sound like hornets in a jar.

My eyes opened wide and I shrank back in fear and pulled the blanket over my head. It's not possible, I thought, and shook my head. On impulse,after another long minute, I threw the blanket from my head and peered around the corner of the bed, I exposed my whole head as I stared out of the window. Two pairs of eyes looked back. There was a tapping on the screen.

Tags: horror, childhood, alien abduction, crop circles, ufos, aliens, grey aliens, mind control

grey synthetic job beings;a tapping

2008-05-19T12:33:00.000-07:00

A tapping; grey synthetic job beings

A tapping, delicately, on my back. I am sitting up on a table, feeling gentle taps on my back, watching a series of images; myriad tables receding into infinity, like two mirrors facing each other.

Farmers milking cows; on each table, a person is sitting up and examined by a small, slim, white, intent, fragile, large eyed creature. Their fingers probe lightly, gently, purposely, like playing a piano. (see below)

They are milking Chakras or Kundalini nerve centers, seven along each person’s spine. Their touches stimulate hidden DNA sequences as well as retrieve and store data and information along the length of the spinal chord, along a library of nerves.

Like ants milking aphids they spend careful time and effort, gently, delicately, fingering each spine in a long sequence of tables, like marionettes playing human harpsichords.

These manipulations of spinal nerves initiate secret, as yet unbidden DNA sequences, which dangerously age and disease and trouble the somatic body and mind of an abductee. After an incident my finger and toe nails have to be trimmed twice every day; early sequences causes acceleration of aging and growth of certain cells. There are horrible psychic and emotional results from activation of these spinal sequences too quickly as well. Interdimensional leaking occurs; one senses other wordly creatures and flirts with the beast of madness, itself. (see below)

What is subtly being programmed, stored and retrieved In our spinal chords? We are Manchurian candidates of stellar proportions.

Interdimensionl bleeding through into our dimension? Pranks predominate. Objects disappear to return days later in strange places. I entered the back of the house, passed by enormous four foot wide, four foot tall flower pots, each weighing as much as a man, blooming red with tropical ten foot tall canna plants.

I opened the back door and entered the vestibule into the kitchen; I could not take another step. Glancing backward over my shoulder, I saw that both pot were turned over, the enormous elephant ear-like leaves sprawled to the ground, in a fraction of a second. The despair and confusion and poltergeist shock was so profound, that I stopped and prayed aloud for a spiritual sign.

“God, if there is a spirit world and it is real, and I can ask for protection, send me a sign: God, send me a white bird, up close and personal, in my face, on my window, as a sign”

I put my whole heart and soul and angst into this prayer and minutes later, busy else where, I forgot it, as it promptly receded into the recesses of my mind.

The next day, on route to work, following the same path I always drive, I made a right turn and over the street of cars I saw a cloud of some one hundred gulls, hovering, wheeling, circling overhead as if attracted by garbage or dumpsters, although none was in evidence. As I glanced up at the raucous flock, one white gull swerved to within an inch of my windshield, glossing passed and made eye contact with me. It lasted maybe two seconds.

Preoccupied with driving and having totally forgotten my fervent spiritual request from the night before, I drove on, momentarily startled, but dully unaware of it’s significance.

After a strenuous day at work I returned home, lit a prayer candle and began to voice again my special request for a sign when I remembered the morning gull. I HAD asked for a white bird on my window, up close and personal. Had I been given that sign the very next morning? I decided to be skeptical but not cynical. If I saw any gulls in the area anywhere while in transit on the way to work for the next two weeks I would know it was a coincidence or a quirk of fate not a sign that I asked for. Why was the black eye of that bird, which whizzed passed so fast, so fixed in my mind?

For two weeks, each day, I scanned the horizon and landscape for a sign of gulls hovering, as I believeda flock so large would certainly reappear somewhere. I never saw one bird. I decided I had been given a wonderful sign and it has given me the courage and the confidence to feel protected in this fight against the unseen harassing entities.

Tags: ufos, paranormal, God, prayer, alien abductions, back pain, hypnosis

abductions open psychic chakras and one flirts with the beast of madness

2008-05-16T12:39:00.000-07:00

Spending abductee time with highly telepathic beings opens chakras that allow one to sense the unseen and one flirts with the beast of madness.

I often experience a lost soul-ghost who jumps on me such that my skin burns; i counsel it with love and compassion as i would a lost traveler. I complain to the spirit that phantoms fill the air around us and that we all come from God but it seems that we have to fight hard to return to God,with pathos and sympathy,in my heart. If it is still insistently hungry and in my face, a spritz of incensed holy water clears the attachment feeling and the onset of mild psychic attack;you feel their angst.I tell them that its so sad and ironic that God has sent them to me for help as there are no accidents,and that ironically they have been sent to me for directions, when I myself am often so helplessly lost. I tell them that touching people for energy further traps them here,in hell,between worlds. I remind them that they didn't really die when they left the body and wont die here without human energy;some listen. I also ask them to leave as goofy earthbound spirits to the light and RETURN to me as purified cleansed spirits to assist me in rescuing others as they have been rescued. What usually appeals to them is my reminding them that nobody has spoken to them for a long time, except for me. Rarely,then,do they attack with projected nightmares or sinister machinations.Ive bought some peace and done service to the other side.

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Tags: madness, ghosts, chakras, reptilians, greys, abductions, telepathy, hauntings

demons(and evil aliens)reside in the images that they impose

2008-05-16T09:10:00.000-07:00

WE COME FROM INSIDE,is the alien response to the question of where they come from;my friend and mentor,Robert Bruce submits this to me,and I to you;

Psychic Protection - Barriers:

Note: Neg. = Negative inorganic being or bad spirit of any variety.

Core Image Removal:

The basic core image treatment techniques, given herein, involve reliving and capturing snapshot images of bad or traumatic experiences with imagination, in the minds eye. Core images can stem from real life experiences, or from bad dreams and disturbing fantasies. They can also be implanted by neg's via telepathic/hypnotic broadcast. This can happen in the waking state, but more usually happens during sleep.

The key to breaking neg. attachments is to unearth and destroy mental attachment points inside personal inner meta-space. These attachments are rooted in core images (memory images) implanted within the mind/memory of victims. From these core images grow the bioenergy body attachment points. The physical manifestation of these bio-points are usually identifiable, as they cause skin blemishes, i.e., lumps, moles, rough patches, irritations, infections, etc. The stronger types appear as gristly lumps (a kind of tumour) under the skin; and these generally indicate stronger varieties of neg's are involved.

There are two main types of core image, natural and created. The natural types (i.e., memory images of bad experiences) are grafted onto, whereas the created type are specifically designed and implanted as attachment points. All core images of this ilk are the types of memories that cause stress when they are relived, i.e., painful or distressing or worrying memories.

Created core image (artificial) are made by telepathically broadcasting into victims during the sleep state. This impinges on the victim's dream mind and generates distressing images, or even nightmares. And the mind cannot really tell the difference between a real traumatic experience and one it experiences in the dream state. When remembered and relived, you will find these all cause stress, ie, increased heart rate and blood pressure, sweating, etc. They will also have the effect of making you obsess about them, going over them again and again, trying to change them, etc. They may often appear to be meaningless, illogical fantasy scenarios.

Some core images are hidden, i.e., the dream memory causing them is forgotten (as dreams are often forgotten) and they thus bury themselves deep into the subconscious mind. There are ways of digging these up, but this is more advanced and I will not go into this at this point.

Discovering Core Images:
I discovered the principles of core images and their significance, after experiencing two strange, disturbing dreams that kept bothering me for several days after having them.

I began to get suspicious of these dreams, and eventually wondered if something sinister may be behind them. During meditation, following my intuition, I relived the first dream. Again this caused mild stress symptoms, which I ignored. Following an idea, I used my 'awareness hands' re NEW Energy Ways system (see Astral Dynamics) and pushed the scenario away from me, in my mind's eye, until it was less than postcard size (small envelope size). Intuitively, I reached out and grabbed hold of this image with my awareness hands and tried to turn it over, to see if anything was beneath it. Feeling a lot of resistance, I found it would not turn easily. I had so shed some honest mental sweat over it. Eventually, with great effort, I managed to turn it over. It moved suddenly, with a 'tearing' sensation inside my mind; I felt this movement with my awareness hands. Behind it (amazed look) I found a tree root-like structure, ropy and crystalline, as if it had been torn out of the ground and damaged, ie, bits of root were broken.

Intuitively, I adapted Dion Fortune's (Psychic Self-Defence) ritual of severance, to this situation and attacked this structure with a created sword in my right awareness hand and a burning torch in my left, repeatedly hacking away at it, then burning it with the torch. I then tackled the second core image (from dream #2) with similar results. Of interest, I noted/saw with astral sight, black, ropy lines (about as thick as a finger) arcing back from these core pics into my body and mind. These I also attacked, severed, and then burnt.

(Note: experimentation has shown me that it does not really matter what you use for this, ie, I often use an imaginary chainsaw and flamethrower. A flamethrower, you'll find, is good for reaching core images that appear at a distance in your mind's eye space. A couple of my volunteers are also having success using an imaginary laser guns and rocket launchers).

Imaginary weapons and tools, used for this, may seem ridiculous to some, but think on this: in personal inner-metaspace, these weapons have just as much substance as the core images they are being used against. They are in fact composed of a very similar substance: a mind substance. Once could aptly call this astral matter.

The results of my first experiment were quite amazing. The next day, a large gristly lump (1/4 the size of a walnut) on the back of my neck, that I'd had for several years, disappeared; gone overnight. Probably 50% of the negative internal urges and cravings that had been troubling me for several months vanished with this lump. I felt lighter, had more energy, slept better, and nocturnal P attacks on me reduced significantly. I am also growing stronger by the day, especially in mental/psychic energy. The attachments I removed seemed to have been draining me of these.

Of note, for the first three days after removing these core images I came under significant (but not major) psychic attacks nightly. But this was quite different from the usual strong attacks I had been weathering for many years. And now I had something to fight back with besides water-walking and garlic and etc, i.e., cutting and burning core images as they appeared in my mind's eye during the attacks. These attacks quickly reduced, but for a couple of weeks after I felt intermittently depressed, seemingly lost and empty, but nothing really major. This was followed by a period of strong positive internal growth.

Logically, I had removed something from inside of me, something that was influencing/motivating me, and taking up some of my internal personal space. This took some getting used to, but I soon moved to fill that space within me (with more of 'me') thus becoming larger and stronger in the process.

Since removing these first core image attachment points, I regularly hunt more during meditation and pre-sleep. I have worked my way through a great many real memories that could contain attachments, including early childhood memories: sometimes I find them, sometimes not. Its easy to tell if a core image has nothing attached to it as it turns over easily in your awareness hands and nothing is seen or felt underneath it. I am also working through dream and fantasy memories; occasionally finding roots and other strange looking devices. Sometimes they look like roots, sometimes like a circuit board stuck to the back of the core image. Sometimes it will move under my Awareness Hands and reveal a black snake (typical astral snakes and spiders, etc).

Of note, if nothing is present on a core image, it will turn easily in your awareness hands. But if one is present, the turning can be quite difficult.

However, easily turned image can something have links attached to them that will lead to real core images. For example, you may easily turn prospective core image in your Hands, only to find a picture of some person attached to the underside. Turning this new picture over, again easily, you find another image, and so on. Eventually, this process leads to the real core image, which is then treated as usual, i.e., slashed and burned.

Floating Core Images:
Negative energies generate strange patterns and faces and objects in the mind's eye, seen most clearly during meditation and pre-sleep, where the sight centre of the brain interprets neg energies as ugly or strange floating images. I have come to habitually attack anything strange or ugly-looking in my mind's eye, with my sword and torch. This helps stop them from attaching and/or reattaching. This can also break any new psychic attacks and neg. influences associated with floating core images fairly quickly, while they are at their weakest.

Most of my volunteers find a baseball bat, rocket launcher and flame thrower are a good set of tools. Some prefer to use a laser gun. Myself, I used my own astral sword, plus a large, burning torch. Traditionally, these items should be blessed by the name of God and the Holy Spirit. This does help, but is not absolutely necessary.

Core Image Treatment Instructions:
Grip the image with your awareness hands and push it away from you until it is postcard sized or smaller in your minds eye. Then turn it over with your awareness hands. If nothing is behind it it will turn easily. If something is behind it, it will feel solid and immovable. Lots of effort is sometimes required to turn it over. Once it is turned over it will be broken, but will still need destroying with the metasword and burning with the torch.

Often, when treating a spontaneous core image, this will trigger a major core image to appear, the one it is attached to. You'll know when this happens as it'll suddenly get serious and more difficult. When this happens, fight for all you are worth and never give up. These things cannot actually hurt you if they are uncovered and fought in an inner- metaspace battlefield, in the minds eye.

Sometimes you'll see the neg's behind the core images, once core images have been ripped away. Astral snakes and spiders, often with ET type heads, are common. Don't be scared, they are ugly but they can't hurt you at this time. They are the ones vulnerable and exposed. Take advantage of this to get some payback. Call up all the anger and rage you can and slog it out; and you'll win every time.

One other addition I have found valuable. Once a core image has been hacked to pieces and burned, sealing the residue (the dimensional hole in your personal inner-metaspace it represents) should be sealed. Using imagination, imagine any holy symbol that has meaning to you, i.e., crucifix, pentagram, Start of David, etc. Simply imagine this being placed over the hole. Repeating this last bit several times (redrawing it in your minds eye) is a good idea if you are having trouble holding the shape of the symbol in your imagination. It is also a very good idea to bless this creation by saying a prayer after creating it. Ask for this hole to be sealed in the name of God (or deity of choice) forever and ever, Amen. And if you are familiar with magical practices, this symbol can be connected to a reliable power source. (RB)

That Empty Feeling:
After successfully removing a core image, and consequentially breaking a neg. attachment, it is quite common to experience a period of emptiness, even depression. This comes from the lost influence, and motivations, caused by the previously attached neg. An empty space has been created, vacated, by the evicted neg. This empty feeling may last up to a few weeks, but eventually ones own personality and mind will grow to fill the empty space.

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Tags: nightmares, possession, demons, trauma, psychic attack, evil, ghosts, alien abductions

a solution to nightly demonic(and alien) visitations!

2008-05-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

may have found a solution.

I have been using my new methods in real life situations with excellent results. 10/10 so far.

It is very simple.....a $2. solution.....could it be so simple...I think it might be. the evidence is mounting and a lot of people that I am helping with this are sleeping soundly now.

EM Grounding.

All neg type entities, including ET types, have em properties when manifesting close to physical dimension. This is demonstrated by em fluctuations and electrical and electronic equipment problems.

A deep earth is required, similar to that fitted to all buildings, eg, a steel stake rammed several feet into the earth. The physics is complex but deep earth is required, same as for electrical grounding outlet.

Get some copper wire or copper mesh tape, non insulated bare metal. Fit this around circumference of a room, tucked under carpet or beading. Connect this with aligator clips to grounding socket of power outlet.

for added security against home resident negs, fit another cable around bed at floor level, also connected to outlet ground.

Ideally, this should be done to entire house and each room, making it a heavily grounded area. This would take care of visiting and resident negs and etc.

I also highly recommend a personal sleep earthing setup. This can involve expensive conductive cloth, or inexpensive wrist or ankle earthing strap, connected with braided copper to main room earthing setup with alligator clip. This 'grounds' the physical body, draining it of static em buildup.

Simply touching a tap or grounding is not enough to remove static em fields from persons, as these fields become enmeshed within the body. Several hours per day of deep grounding connection is required to accomplish this.

Hitch hiking and possessing negs have static em properties. Without this em charge, they demanifest. So grounding like this is not only a powerful defense but also an excellent way to restore physical mental balance and natural em field levels.

The above is very inexpensive to set up. It can also be expensive if you choose to use conductive silk cloth for bedding instead of cheap wrist or ankle earthing strap.

I also recommend magnetic shoe inserts and necklace.

Parapsychologists are having good success de spooking homes using heavy gauss magnets to 'sweep' the home.

Heavy gauss magnets drive static em fields (spooks) and the copper wires 'ground' them.

Grounding a neg or any kind causes it to demanifest away from physical dimension. It may come back when it recovers, but if you keep the above setup it will just keep getting demanifested. Eventually they'll learn.

When the em field of a neg touches a grounding cable it is instantly demanifested.

A little girl I've been helping for a few years, now aged 7. After having a grounding setup on her bed, expensive silk conductive bed cover connected to grounding socket of power outlet. A few days later she to her mom in the morning, excited. She said 'momma, the monsters came for me last night and came through the wall as they always do. The came towards my bed and I started to cry, but they got sucked into the silver sheet and went away and didn't come back'.

I'm hooked. We have to explore and experiment with this.

Plumbing also provides an excellent grounding to attach the cables and etc.

Tags: ghosts, demons, spirits, negative entities, aliens, monsters, spiritual protection, psychic attack

anxiety and psychic attacks after abductions

2008-05-08T09:49:00.000-07:00

unseen juvenile reptilians specialize in telepathic demonic attack

I've noticed the strange coincidence when I'm out, driving; street lights blink off as I approach or pass and stay off.
This has happened often enough, even several times in one trip around the neighborhood, to lead me into wondering whether either my car or I have been involved in energies that blow out city street lights.
Sometimes after one or more blink out, in evil recognition of my difference I feel like Jack Lemmon in, "Bell, Book and Candle."
The feeling of being watched eases when I'm outside. Often, the feeling of evil
seems associated with the house itself, as though it waited for me all day.
Distracted with thoughts of transition between work and home, driving home, the FEELING of evil would hit me viscerally, as much as a few blocks from home, when there was nothing conscious to precipitate the fear, as though there were an entity, powerful and aware, inside, waiting for me.
There was a heaviness, and oppressive foreboding atmosphere that focused on the
whole house, especially my bedroom upstairs. I felt a flush of a powerful unreasoning fear that both children were murdered, lying in blood in their rooms, by some intruder who came in after I left for work and before they left for school.
The unreasoning crazy fear was supported by projected inner vivid mental pictures of gore and bloodied, sprawled children's corpses. The anxiety and imagery slammed me sideways.
How could something so evil, so fearful, so illogical possess me with stomach crunching anxiety.
I realize now that this is why they are called negative thought entities,by some of those who have written about the unseen.
Only after timid exploration of the whole house, would I calm down enough to wonder why I would ever think such a thing, or let it overcome me and possess me with terror.Post ufo craft sightings often release evil poltergeist-like experiences for the viewer revealing the essence,tactics and motives of the occupants of ufos;
(a link for more insights;A Tapping. . .) They affect my dream thoughts sequences in the same negative harassing ways.

Tags: anxiety attacks, alien abductions, aliens, nightmares, mental illness, demons, reptilian aliens

dominic carter(ny1)confessed that his mon sexually abused and tried to kill him

2008-04-14T12:58:00.000-07:00

I always admired your clarity and discernment,on stories and in interviews,on channel one ,but when I stumbled across you on channel 97(no accident)I listened to your heartfelt confession to a rabbi and I blanched. I immediately knew your courage and your suffering ,goodness and your lacunas;lacunas,because( religion and )western medical mental health analysts mistakenly diagnose many other moms,as they did your mom,(the volume of documents you recovered concerning her treatments) as mentally ill and schizophrenic because these patients hear clear ,omnipresent evil voices,within or without them, telling them to abuse and to murder their children. These voices,like the ones Joan of arc heard,are real and compelling to sensitive people. If hearing -dark -voices patients can recognize the enemy within as ego-alien,as an entity,sinister and as real as the nose on ones face,rather than their own inner voice, then health is quickly accomplished by revealing and spiritual releasement of the entity to the light. Many back ward institutionalized mental patients are possessed,not insane;they are untrained,"sensitives" whom the Dark Side tortures ,as was your mom tortured to torture you;these are souls who have accepted those voices as their own. As a budding psychic who has recognized and combated and written widely about the insidious footprints of this particular"hearing evil voices" darkness, i had to reach you and to touch your mind to this reality and to open up a great deal more ,within your realizations ,.to what is already ,obviously ,an open mind. The signature symptom of this telepathic attack is hearing sinister voices and feeling uncontrolled urges of sinister character;it is NOT mental illness but It is psychic attack from the dark side. Rather than expound mental illness as an issue,and abuse as a secret horror,I felt that the secret dark fact ,undisclosed ,was that your mom powerfully channeled unseen,negative thought entities,earthbound and sinister beyond words. In my opinion,your struggling mom was more psychic than sick and would have flourished had someone recognized and helped her to resist resisted ,not succumb, to the Dark Sides whisperings,in her ears. Western medicine still does not distinguish between spiritual and psychological evil and mistakes many sick moms "whisperings" as their own dark compulsions and their own dark urgings and adds them to the long list of misdiagnosed patients; Paul schroeder

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Tags: demons, dark side, evil, schizophrenia, compulsions, addictions, murder

dreams are often NOT dreams

2008-04-05T21:35:00.000-07:00

Someone in front of him dreams, wakes up dreaming. He looks to his right as he climbs by an enormous domed -curved window which makes up the whole upper wall.

He is slowly climbing, feeling very numb. He pauses, stopping the line of climbing people and places his arms on a curved railing where the staircase meets the bottom of the window. Cupping his chin on his hands, he tried to understand what he was seeing but he was so numbed that what he saw didn't affect him, emotionally.

Outside is blackness. The Earth and the Moon are far to the right portion of the glass, the Earth swimming in blue-white haze, except for a large red area which he saw as the desert of North Africa, or the Arabian peninsula. Far away, violet splashes of nebulae and points of red pinpoint starlight intersperse with millions of white stars.

Chin in hands, he leaned over and said in a sad, wistful, admiring tone, "These people who live at this estate have some view; "wow what a view!"

The tour guide, always just out of view, was startled and quickly changed the scene to that of a unidimentional English garden landscape.

Chin in hands, still looking out of the window, he said again, but this time looking at the garden landscape, They do have a nice view."

The tour guide was startled to hear him repeat, and not realizing that the scene of the garden had already worked to distract him, over reacted.

He was thrown into a vivid emotional ecstasy.

The ladder path transformed into a delicately patterned, dazzlingly ornate inlaid wood design cryptic and deep in beauty and complexity. He was forced to kneel and examine it, and turned away from the window.

Powerful awe, love, admiration and godlike reverence flashed through his mind and body, at the wood-inlay staircase, suspended in air, lushly constructed in multi-colored wood. An awe, tingling through his skin, thrilled him.

He felt a powerful, spiritual deep love for the construction, the unknown artist, the wood pattern, and became so absorbed, that he forgot what he had seen outside the window.

The sleeping line of climbing people was stopped by his fawning and repeated examination of the simple metal staircase. He repeatedly retraced his steps to further examine it.

The tour guide, always just out of sight, had had enough. A paternal, parental impatient voice said in his head, "just keep going; it will be there for you to see when you get back." But things change in dreams he tells himself and does not trust that it will be there again for him when he returns.

The guide had made the staircase the unrightful recipient of the awe, rather then the scene outside the window, so that he would not remember; but when he woke he did remember.

He awoke exhausted, with a dull headache and a nose bleed; more tired getting up then he had been going to bed.

sex sex and more sex;grey perverts

2008-03-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

we are finger puppets for fingering...

A young lady,an abductee,one whom never believed in greys,related a similar true horror tale;late one night, on the way home from work,she stopped and picked up a hitch-hiker,something that she's never done before. Sexually enthralled and attracted,at once, in a manner so intense and controlling,she drove and took this young good looking man home with her,something that she's never done before. She even , to her surprise and embarrassment, introduced him to her mother,in the kitchen and took him upstairs to her room for a unrelenting night of unsurpassed passion,something that she's never done before. At one point, as he got up and walked across the room, he passed a wall mirror and his reflection was a grey.To her horror he ran out of the house,naked, and seemingly vanished when she gasped in non recognition. What their agendas are,how scientific their seeming methods might be,their behavior is controlling and insidious;they are able to manipulate our feelings ,thoughts and judgements as though we were mere finger puppets;paul . Eastern Daylight Time, kentuckycowboy2@yahoo.com writes:

just been emailed by a guy who had been in bed with a native lady of
his country when she shapeshifted into a grey in the middle of the deed.

Tags: sex, mind control, alien, abductions, alien tactics, lust, demons

AND GOD CREATED MAN,IN HIS OWN IMAGE

2008-03-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

Mar 20 2008

like our creating great Danes and Chihuahuas;aliens play GOD

Cow mutilations and such are meant for creation of odd animal beings by lasering and stitching;breathing LIFE into them is also seemingly involved. Some abductees report that synthetic job beings are being created to replace us,as a sub species, by adept larger greys who dabble in creating life forms as we dabble in creating myriad forms of AKC breeds of dogs. These synthetic beings already exist in the smaller, visually cloaked beings who abduct and bring people to craft. These God-playing larger grey - reptilian aliens,in addition to taking body samples , implanting devices and attempting possession in the minds of abductees,can create minds, in other beings, from tank to supplanted consciousness. Abductees report a technological mind tapping. On board, during abductions, helmets connected mind to mind , (from abductee to hybrid) display and re-enact past thoughts,feelings and specific memories. These are played and replayed as they transfer specific relived and re experienced memories ,(usually those with passion and angst and poignancy,) in neural-mind-transplants, to these hybrids to develop and cultivate their artificially created minds and souls. These hybrids are being specifically designed to physically replace homo sapiens,on this planet.Like Neanderthals, who also vanished mysteriously, today's breed of mankind has been judged and again the verdict is annihilation. http://journals.aol.com/polyphemus999/alienabducteeblog/

Tags: God, horror, abductions, alien purposes, alien tactics, mind, soul, ufos

it takes( an abducted )village to write a book

2008-03-10T15:19:00.000-07:00

THE ABDUCTEES
By James Bartley, Paul Schroeder and C Lee Finkle

WE HAVE MANY WHO ARE ACTUAL ABDUCTEES. RATHER THAN GETTING YOUR INFORMATION FROM 'PURPORTED' EXPERTS IN THE FIELD, HERE YOU ARE GETTING IT STRAIGHT FROM THE HORSES' MOUTHS.

A SHORT NOTE FROM AN ABUCTEE/AUTHOR JAMES BARTLEY

Twice in waking consciousness at my folks house in my teenaged years and in two different bedrooms, I recall being pulled through my ceiling up into the air as if I was being sucked backwards by a huge magnet. I was sleeping in bed minding my own business both times. The second time it happened, I was sliding along the ceiling RIGHT THROUGH huge cross beams without getting scratched or bruised. My white bed sheet was hanging down from me. Then, WHOOSH, I was sucked upwards through the roof and up into the air. Other times I'd dream of being pulled backwards with my arms and legs dangling in front of me and the sensation of just falling away from the darkened earth. Sometimes it seemed like I was being pulled through a very large darkened tube with some lights scattered throughout the tube. That's the impression I was left with anyway. No telling what really happened. Regarding abductions in cars, I was taken a few hundred yards from my home in my car and then dropped off perfectly parked along the curb in front of my folks' house. My body felt like stone; it was so stiff, and I felt something like electrical currents running through my body. All I remember was that I left my friend's house during the monologue part of the Tonight Show. The drive should have taken less than two minutes to my house. I should have checked the time when I got back because I know I had "missing time." When I got out of my car and slowly walked up the walkway to my folks' house, I instinctively looked up into the night sky, half expecting something to swoop down on me. I didn't know I was an abductee back then, although I'd read or heard of some of the famous accounts by then, i.e. Barney and Betty Hill, Antonio Villas-Boas, Travis Walton, Charles Hickson and Calvin Parker. This was in 1990 and I didn't realize I was an abductee, although the clues and signs were all around me and had been for years.

FROM PAUL SCHROEDER, AUTHOR AND ABDUCTEE

As humans in the flesh, we have to suffer intrusions by nighttime bedroom visitors in UFOS who generally mean us ill. We are treated like lab animals and lied to and deceived. By contrast, as spiritual beings in bodies, we have a spiritual right to say NO to alien abductions. But how? I truly wish that a day a week would be devoted to web-wide prayer . . . even a mere minute each day of coordinated web-wide prayer would be more than a partial solution to the madness of lower vibrations here on earth. The secret to real help from continued astral abductions on Earth is from that dimension we go to and return from repeatedly: heaven. The orchestrated appeal would deafen evil, enable angels and help us all to repel most of the lower vibrational entities who occupy the crafts violating our airspace and violating our souls and bodies . . .while we sleep unawares. This united moment of spiritual request of nontampering by interdimensionals will also help us to focus on the one real meaning of life . . . the key reason we are all here: to grow spiritually towards God's love and forgiveness and perfect inner peace within ourselves and, therefore, with all others.

FROM C. LEE FINKLE, AUTHOR AND ABDUCTEE

The drawing below was done by my youngest son in the early 1990s when he was a teenager. He calls it the eye of dino-man, a creature he says he encounters. Eyes seem a very important part of an abductee's life. It is because this is what we can foggily recall of our visitors' faces, close up and personal. I believe that is a form of memory screening.

Struggling with the question of visitations has been a lifelong battle for me. In the beginning I thought it was good. I was a child in the arms of those who professed to love and honor me. As time passed on and I became an adult with children of my own, I worried as to what my visitors' true intents might be. There was a dark period in this relationship between the visitors and myself when I had begun to believe it was only a paranormal fluke, a haunting, but as my children grew into young adults, the realization that these visitations were more than that brought me again full circle to believing in something much more substantial than an ethereal encounter, for the physical marks left behind were no figment of my imagination. I'm not certain if my visitors are from another planet, dimension or time, or if they are only beings of another world or also from my own. What I am certain of is the fact that it has disrupted my life, yet somehow enriched it as well. That it has created for me and some members of my family an alternate reality that is not only lived out in the dark recesses of our minds, but substantiated by marks left behind on our bodies as also being physical.

Tags: abductions, alien abductions, astral abductions, gray aliens, grey aliens, ufos

reptilian demonic telepathic attack

2008-02-22T20:59:00.000-08:00

straddling the fence of the twilight zone surrounded by harassing, omnipresent, sinister, psychic, tenacious entities, whose presence fills me with wonder and indignation. Unlike murky dreams, the out of body attacks differ from my dreams in their vivid 3 D total sensory envelopment and the inherent viciousness in provoking angst, realistic in every way as compared to consciousness.                               The perspective is waking to find I am asleep, wrapped in delusional thoughts and scenes, dreams so aligned with negative thoughts that the scenarios reveal that they are imposed, by virtue of their worst scenario plots and their vividness.                                         Very much like demonic occupants of UFOs, these discorporate negative thought entities are masters of delusions and can impose telepathic attack in vivid nightmares,using ones mind as a projector and a screen.                   Awakening,in terror,I have recognized the raw power of the vividness as more than mere murky dream scenarios could ever muster.                        I am convinced that we are dead wrong about the nature of dreaming itself.                         At night, your astral body travels to realms from angelic to demonic, a spirit world of myriad vibrational levels and the pictures you see on the backs of your eyelids, while you REM, are not dreams but visits, souvenirs of a greater reality. Like a goldfish that never suspects a greater world beyond the pond's surface, the limited awareness of humankind floats beneath the surface of a greater reality; groping, mouth agape in total ignorance.              Now,I know that the mind is part of the quantum physics of the universe but that's no help to one under psychic attack by the dark side Greys.or the demons that accompany them as underlings.

Sadly, I've only met sharks, not the porpoises, in the ocean currents of unconsciousness, between 2 and 6 AM and grounding is essential, but, how? As we struggle into consciousness, each morning, a self-erasing mechanism destroys memories of dreams; only vague and vivid snippets remain as clues.                       But how many people can recall dreams that were not dreams at all? I have recall for hours and days, afterwards of these impositions, unlike the general amnesia accompanying most of my dreams, all of my life. I assure you that I have shockingly unlearned all Jungian and Freudian concepts of dreams; it's only our own language's impotence, calling these dreams; the Eskimos have myriad words for snow; we have only one for dreams that often are not dreams which we, ourselves, generate. My experiences, in the extreme, illustrate this indigestible possibility.                                    Bless you for the chance to ventilate and exchange ideas in this horrid realm; horrid, because that attacks continue and vary in intensity to the point where I have tacitly accepted all I've told you at the risk of denying everything about the mind and dreams I've ever learned.

Description of haunting; At night a large black shapeless mass turns out the lights while you are in the labyrinth of mazes hallways en route to storage rooms, in the back, and stands in your way laughs, evilly, there is a terror and a strong wave of hatred felt. Trying to retrace your way in the darkness, back towards the elevator, hugging the walls, brings air blown onto the back of your neck, your name whispered in your ear and your clothing clutched and plucked at by unseen hands. The terror at facing something you know cant exist is overwhelming and dazzling.

The presence is large and blacker than the darkness surrounding it; you feel a sense of being watched and sense warmth, waves of intense hatred that is undeniable. Flashlights fail and dim and blink out when one tries to outsmart its turning the lights out.         Between 1990and 1999 i have encountered that entity through my denial to acceptance to raw fear of it.

It has intruded into my dreams; followed me into the elevator and into my bedroom to evoke horrid worst scenario nightmares which betray that it knows our minds better that we do.                                                                                          Although I have moved far, the psychic attacks continue, nonetheless; I am drowsing over the bathroom sink; half asleep and yawning, supporting myself with my arms on both sides of the sink, tired, still half asleep naked, when something brushes my face and loins, both just below the sink and just above my face, above the sink.                                 I open my bleary eyes and dully see an enormous conglomeration of festooned fishhooks surrounding me, hanging from the ceiling across the sink; a filigree chandelier of razor sharp connected fishhooks that I've stumbled onto, stark naked. Pinching sharp needle connections at my groin and lip and face apprise me, quickly panicking now, that I've been deeply hooked in myriad places; through my scrotum, through my lip and my cheek.                            In dawning horror, I notice that moving back and away from the sink, slowly, that to move backwards, in shock or panic flight is to deeply gaff myself further, inextricably and beyond help.

I am attached painfully and as I lift my right arm to gently work out the fishhook, razor thin, dozens of others swing, move into and onto me, fasten against and bite into my flesh.                   Scared further into desperation and confused fear as I awaken,quickly now, and find that I am unable to think my despairing senses into anything other than a gathering sense of panic and helplessness.

I turn my head and the hook in my cheek tears deeply into my mouth; I shift and the fishhooks, unseen, beneath the sink begin to bite deeper and more painfully into me.

I am a marionette impaled from face to scrotum and have wandered unknowing into this macramé of razor blade-like fishhooks some madman must have concocted over my sink in my bathroom. The slightest movement brings sharp painful reminders that I an stuck fast and in a nightmarish predicament I cannot solve as I am screaming, muted, for help from my wife asleep in the other room.

Opening my mouth to holler I feel the deeper bite of the hook into the deep muscles of my face and I can only growl and moan loudly, aware I won't likely be able to reach her ears with my low moaning and am becoming more entrapped with every movement.

Like a monstrous wind chime of dangling fishhooks, I am trapped and my fear level climbs to near hysteria as I awaken, suddenly, in bed.

Again I am aware of the imposed horror for ethereal feasting but dazzled at the raw power of the attack; the totality of sensory construction and the viciousness inherent in the scenario.

I am beset with demons; negative thought entities who are malevolent and who know our minds much better than we do in projecting telepathic sustained attack.

How can you fight something you can't see? This was the first of several creative virtual reality psychic attacks delivered, on this night and represent a continued program of spiritual and out of body attacks at the hands of unseen entities who are clearly brilliantly malevolent and tenacious.

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The waves of sheer hatred, intense telepathic bursts of raw hatred felt by me in the unseen presence of some of the harassing entities HAS convinced that since a hateful bottom spectrum of the unseen universe exists -in sleep, I, too, have been grabbed and shaken by demons, large, black and strong as a bull - that goodness,a top-spectrum of the unseen spirit world MUST exist; I have been snuck into faith by the rear door.
The entity that tortured me was tenacious in following me anywhere I traveled and made a point of letting me know as soon as I was sure I'd left it behind; doors would lock when I was showering, although I was careful to leave all doors open; objects would move just within immediate sight and wild evil dreams at nighttime let me know it was well with me despite my having traveled far.

Raw prayer, to my spirit helpers, to remove this dark entity, has finally produced lasting results, to date; no horrid demonic nightmares or grey alien astral abductions; a virtual miracle of faith and request.                      Seeing an evil, powerful, attacking - with nightmares - demon removed by goodness is awe inspiring and transforming and enlightening. Here's advice to other so suffering.

Tell God to send his Spirit Helpers to your side, and they will be there before you know it. Then, it will be time for them to help.

Talk to your Spirit Helpers. Call them your Spirit Helpers. Pay attention to the feeling of comfort all within you when you do come in contact. You can tell they are with you when you feel an urge to calm yourself. Then doubt will leave you and you will be able to communicate with them.

Once you have achieved this feeling, you are ready to talk to them and get their help. Talk to them as you would a respected friend or family member.                     Telepathy or audible language is OK. They will speak to you though telepathy as an understanding or a conversation in which you would swear you are talking and carrying on a conversation with yourself. You will find you are then talking and answering your own questions.                        It can be quite fast. And you might feel completely foolish.              Listen to your first answers, and try not to second-guess them. They will be right the first time.            There is NEVER any fear attached to talking to your Spirit Helpers.                        The minute you feel fear, it is no longer they. Try to reestablish you feeling of comfort to continue listening to your Spirit Helpers. You will most likely get much resistance to your attempts, for such contact with your Spirit Helpers marks a permanent end to the MIS siege. Malevolent Inhuman Spirit; a demon.

Tell your Spirit Helpers what it is you need of them, and then wait. Tell them how desperate you are and tell them to hurry. They will do what they can against the MIS, which is usually an expulsion.

I have had a dark entity virtually block my requests and substitute itself for my spirit helpers for years frustrating and confusing me in that my prayers were answered so quickly by it that it set up problems for me and solved them for me without my having a clue.                  The nightmares and weird tampering of out of body experiences continued unabated, nightly, until I simply asked fervently and passionately for my spirit helpers and told them to act as bouncer at the astral door and to block such evil entities entry; it's the little voice in your head that tells you, when you're sitting at the table, to check the teapot as it must be boiling; it's always been there.

Maintaining that conversation, internally and feeling confidence in the subtle exchange is the tandem combo for success against demons and astral alien abductions. We truly come from the spirit realm and return so we can avail ourselves of its power, its internal talking to heaven.

Finally, I can explain all these oddities and life's synchronic coincidences and abductions, sightings of ghosts and demon induced dreams; we are not people having spiritual experiences; we are spirits having a human experience.

I thank God and my spirit helpers for these insights and for help no breathing human could have affected; a good nights sleep after years of harassment, a sense of peace and salvation and protection from the harassment of demons by positive faith and confidence and that god has revealed himself to me, fractionally.

I no longer feel goofy depending on spirit helpers and conversing with them; they have produced a miracle, and a miracle is anything that increases your belief in god.                       Before all of this, I was a confirmed atheist and placed god neatly on the same shelf with the tooth fairy and Santa Claus. I have learned contrary lessons that have illuminated and educated me; I pass this uncut jewel of help to all who merely suspect; the spirit world is real and goodness as well as evil is as real as the nose on your face, although unseen. Seeing is believing is as much an untruth as, you only live once.

Other indigestible insights from raw experiences show me that most people walking around the street have seven visible color halos from seven spinal Chakras energy centers; psychics have double; fourteen and hyperspace travelers, alien abductees and people who see ghosts and have alien abductions have three times or twenty-one color globes. Danger exists in interdimensional bleed-throughs when one has more than seven.                       Problems like mine happen from alien tampering of the spine by careful repeated tapping which activate everything, all at once and one flirts with the beast of madness by experiencing high strangeness in common, everyday events.                                                One sees auras and archetypal symbols surrounding people and can discern disease by looking at color values; worse, three times that number of Chakras can allow unscrupulous mentalists to read blueprints of a life and go inside and CHANGE those blueprints, a clear violation of inherent spiritual rights.

Tags: demon, reptilian, nightmare, evil, chakras, spirit helpers, angels

horror fun house of alien controlled reincarnation

2008-02-16T09:44:00.000-08:00

When the Dark side aliens seem addicted to you truths emerge more dreadful than body tampering and theft .If the truth, i seem to be unable to accept weren't so very scary,I wouldn't haunt you for your slant ; A very different endgame than one pretends is naturally inherent at our death,the death of abductees.My gleaned slant, is that greys INTERFERE with souls transit and that amongst other horrors,they garner souls and transfer them into soulless bodies they've created,as hybrids or clones ,bypassing the whole human spiritual recycling of HEAVEN_EARTH_HEAVEN_EARTH,with all the attendant helpers from the universe of Light. Robert,imagine awakening ,again,in an infants body with amnesia,again,but this time after time,no Heaven or rest or blueprint between lifetimes. Your only spirit unseen guides and helpers are from the Darkness;reptilians and greys who watch you always in repeated physical lives and carefully orchestrate temptations,addictions,sinister acts and thoughts, joys and create horrors so that youre always their property for the milking. What you might pretend might be naturally inherent at our death,return to our home,heaven ends as a landlocked spiritual nightmare. When greys say;WE HAVE THE RIGHT ,in a response to abduction complaints,it means that they have invested much in us;that's why they know so very much about our previous lifetimes..paul

Tags: nightmare, reincarnation, alien, anxiety, horror, soul, demon, abductions,

one tool to rebuke negative bedroom nighttime visitors

2008-01-29T05:59:00.000-08:00

(mine;)They are masters of delusions and can have you dreaming a snug little dream while they march you around their craft for various nefarious purposes, and most are none the wiser.

I resent and frustrate their entrances, approaches and goals when I resist and their tempers ill befit the advanced technology they have.

Since they primarily wait until you are in REM sleep, lucid dreaming works well to detect and interact with them and is worth all the trouble it takes to master techniques of lucid dreaming.

(from montauk resources)Learning to lucid dream, and using it as a defensive tool will allow you to get by with less sleep and without negative consequences. There is only one caveat to all this: learning to lucid dream is not easy. The techniques are easy, but perseverance and patience is not. There are many sites on the net giving tips on how to lucid dream, but I'll recap the basics here:

1) First you must be able to recall your dreams. If you don't dream, you're just not remembering it. So keep a journal or tape recorder by your bed, and as soon as you wake from a dream, no matter how tired you are, you must write down keywords or phrases describing your dream. Keep this up for a couple days or weeks and you'll start remembering your dreams more easily.

2) Once you can recall your dreams, you must work on reminding yourself while dreaming to ask yourself if you are dreaming. The only thing that usually survives the transition from waking to dreaming is your lower self, that ingrained with habit. So if you can build a habit of asking yourself throughout the day if you're dreaming or not, then during dream state you'll have a habit of asking yourself as well. Other than habit, you can watch for common dream signs, meaning elements in your dreams that often appear in your dreams but not so much in waking reality. This may be anything, like a person, an animal, color, element, etc... Analyze your dreams or your dream journal for common dream signs. Then throughout the day, when you encounter such a sign in reality, ask yourself if you are dreaming. Keep this up until it's automatic, and soon you'll do it in dreams. In addition to this, while going to sleep you can will yourself to become lucid later on, just like you would on an ordinary day where you can will yourself to remember to keep an appointment. All these techniques take time to work, but usually no more than two weeks. Doing reality checks throughout the day seems easy, but after a couple days it's easy to slack. Don't allow this to happen, just keep it up and think of the rewards.

3) After asking yourself if you're dreaming, you must do a reality check. No matter how real things look, it might all be a dream unless you check things with certain tests. The best test is to look down at your hands and watch them. Count your fingers, make sure they have the right number of joints, make sure they look normal. Watch them, and if the change shape or have anything odd about them, then you're dreaming of course. Another thing to do is read something in a dream, look away, and read it again. If it changes or the characters look funny, then you're dreaming. Be sure to read something long, because once I read a two word phrase, looked away, looked back and read the same thing, and concluded I wasn't dreaming even though I was.

4) Once realizing that you're dreaming, you'll probably get hysterical with the freedom, which will just as soon end your dream. Staying calm is not easy, but take a breath calmly and start walking around, looking at things. If your dream starts to fade, use the spin technique. Just spin around with your arms out three times, and tell yourself with each spin that when you stop spinning, you'll be in a dream. You'll actually feel yourself spin and sometimes get the sensation of dizziness. Stop spinning after three times and look around. You'll think you're awake in all likelihood, but do a reality check to prove to yourself that you're not. Then enjoy your lucid dream.

5) In a lucid dream, you have control of characters and the environment, as well as control over the laws of physics in the dreams. If you ever encounter a situation where neither the world nor the characters respond to your attempts to change it, then you're probably out of your body and in an astral world. Be respectful of the people. If you don't want to engage in their interactions, then just leave.

Now, you'll encounter a curious phenomenon sometimes. After becoming lucid, you might realize that you knew it all along, that it was a dream but that you simply didn't want to admit it to yourself. This, however, is deception. There is an external force trying to keep you from admitting and realizing that you're dreaming. This force is alien mind control, or even a part of your mind that as Carlos Castaneda describes in his books, is a predator which may or may not be synonymous with the matrix or its controllers.

It is this "predator" in the mind that keeps your reality switch turned off during the dream state. Learning to lucid dream means overcoming the will of the predator, and if you don't succeed in lucid dreaming after trying for a couple weeks, don't despair. Give it a rest and try it again the next week. Perseverance is all you need.

Conclusion

In any case, lucid dreaming can be used as a defensive tool against the aliens. This, along with being lucid while awake as well, implying guarding against emotional manipulation in physical reality, will prevent much of your loosh supply from being drained away by malevolent sources. There is still a problem of loosh leakage and soul loss caused by emotional traumas experienced during the course of one's life, which only shamanic soul retrieval, self-hypnotic soul retrieval, or shamanic recapitulation can thoroughly heal.

Nevertheless, one must start somewhere. Sleep is the fountain of youth, but this fountain has been dried by the voracious suckling of a loosh-hungry aliens. Lucid dreaming is the only way known to me that helps to prevent matrix dream manipulation. By insulating our dreams against manipulation, we gain energy and require less sleep, allowing us to accomplish our goals more efficiently, quickly, effectively, and with more lucidity.

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Tags: dreams, aliens, alien abductions, sleep, vampires, ufos, anxiety

prayer must be effective and repeated,like spraying for cockroaches

2007-12-12T10:35:00.000-08:00

major depression in many people is,in addition to the imposed HEAVINESS and pain, the same voice,saying the same thing. That dark side, self same voice, says the same thing,from;"my life is worthless and I are worthless;why go on living,might as well die, to;wish i were dead,what's the point?"This is identical from patient to patient and reveals its dark side influence.So is the awful pain. You will make internal, affirmation-prayer adjustments to your higher self-the closest connection to God that you have- and the depression will lift,almost immediately,within days. Tapes of your voice,playing low,while you sleep,or repeated affirmations specifically designed to negate influences will assist instantly. Here's the secret;Phrasing prayer in affirmation format...present tense, active, positive, as if what is desired has already happened, is far more effective, I have found.

Please put your beliefs aside for a moment and think on this. To whom or to what are you praying? You are pure source energy, an intimate part of the universe/God. The closest and most accessible aspect of Source/God is your own higher self. This is inside of you, in your mind and in every cell of your body. Therefore, your own personal direct link to Source/God and the divine is through your self, through your body and your mind. Therefore, prayer/affirmation should be directed inwards to your own higher aspects.

Therefore, a prayer/affirmation to rid yourself of interfering entities of any nature would read something like 'I am clear and free of all negative influences' or 'I am full of light and love' (visualizing yourself filling with light) or 'I am happy and free' or 'thank you for my healing' or 'thank you for my liberation' .I will no longer be depressed. Thank you for freeing me of depression'

It also helps to record a CD of affirmations and to play this in the background during the day, and on very low (barely audible) while you sleep. This helps get the msg through.

In a way, this is like intensely wishing the influences to go away, present tense active positive, as if it were already so.

The more time and energy put into this the more powerful it becomes.

This works.And underlies my assertion of where and how depression takes root;paul

Tags: depression, alien abduction, anxiety, nightmares, ufos, aliens

preteen males selected by greys for slave labor

2007-11-21T07:45:00.000-08:00

there are large underground facilities almost everywhere ; our brains are ideally receptive to grey mind control and it appears that the terror imposed to force sustained labor is designed to grip one viscerally,to block all higher thought and that young men in their preteens are used and especially selected;

slavery and mind control

2007-11-19T17:26:00.000-08:00

Greys and slave labor underground earth:Once within an abduction trip to what later turned out to be one such underground factory,i was in a large underground chamber suddenly gripped viscerally by fear.The rooms occupants and I were mind controlled bullied by a small grey who radiating palpable terror which consumed all senses and yet I still managed to observe- for the less than a full minute that i was there-,many , many young naked frightened boys between ten and twelve years old hurriedly unloading dry goods,clothing and supplies from a not so slowly moving ramp conveyor belt.All scrambled in terror to their rasks sternly overseen by a small shapeshifting grey who glowered and radiated an immense menace .I took clothing from a pile,dressed my nakedness and escaped through a window in the far back;that image and the plight of those youngsters have since often haunted me,especially when I hear of star-children and good -alien -agendas- Pollyanna-channelers; ;paul

astral abductions means that they more about souls than do we

2007-11-19T14:18:00.000-08:00

awakening,later, filled with false surreal screen memories vivid with wandering crowded cityscapes,crowds,trains,buses,crowded malls, which cloak any recall of where I've really been. In sleep,their mind scan,before each encounter, just below awareness,gets you to relate all that's transpired,in your thoughts and thus empties your mind and downloads you ,on an unconscious level ,to their minds at a breakneck speed. One sided,you blabber all you know but communication is one way. They can do surgery on one in that abduction spiritual realm,while we seemingly sleep ;that other dimensional realm into which our energies extend and one can awaken with ones body intact but with ethereal implants added that transcend dimensions,connectively;paul

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undigestible spiritual questions loom and vanish

2007-10-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

There is NEVER any fear attached to talking to your Spirit Helpers.                        The minute you feel fear, it is no longer they. Try to reestablish you feeling of comfort to continue listening to your Spirit Helpers. You will most likely get much resistance to your attempts, for such contact with your Spirit Helpers marks a permanent end to the MIS siege. Malevolent Inhuman Spirit; a demon.

Tell your Spirit Helpers what it is you need of them, and then wait. Tell them how desperate you are and tell them to hurry. They will do what they can against the MIS, which is usually an expulsion.

I have had a dark entity virtually block my requests and substitute itself for my spirit helpers for years frustrating and confusing me in that my prayers were answered so quickly by it that it set up problems for me and solved them for me without my having a clue.                  The nightmares and weird tampering of out of body experiences continued unabated, nightly, until I simply asked fervently and passionately for my spirit helpers and told them to act as bouncer at the astral door and to block such evil entities entry; it's the little voice in your head that tells you, when you're sitting at the table, to check the teapot as it must be boiling; it's always been there.

Maintaining that conversation, internally and feeling confidence in the subtle exchange is the tandem combo for success against demons and astral alien abductions. We truly come from the spirit realm and return so we can avail ourselves of its power, its internal talking to heaven.

Finally, I can explain all these oddities and life's synchronic coincidences and abductions, sightings of ghosts and demon induced dreams; we are not people having spiritual experiences; we are spirits having a human experience.

I thank God and my spirit helpers for these insights and for help no breathing human could have affected; a good nights sleep after years of harassment, a sense of peace and salvation and protection from the harassment of demons by positive faith and confidence and that god has revealed himself to me, fractionally.

I no longer feel goofy depending on spirit helpers and conversing with them; they have produced a miracle, and a miracleis anything that increases your belief in god.                       Before all of this, I was a confirmed atheist and placed god neatly on the same shelf with the tooth fairy and Santa Claus. I have learned contrary lessons that have illuminated and educated me; I pass this uncut jewel of help to all who merely suspect; the spirit world is real and goodness as well as evil is as real as the nose on your face, although unseen. Seeing is believing is as much an untruth as, you only live once.

Other indigestible insights from raw experiences show me that most people walking around the street have seven visible color halos from seven spinal Chakras energy centers; psychics have double; fourteen and hyperspace travelers, alien abductees and people who see ghosts and have alien abductions have three times or twenty-one color globes. Danger exists in interdimensional bleed-throughs when one has more than seven.                       Problems like mine happen from alien tampering of the spine by careful repeated tapping which activate everything, all at once and one flirts with the beast of madness by experiencing high strangeness in common, everyday events.                                                One sees auras and archetypal symbols surrounding people and can discern disease by looking at color values; worse, three times that number of Chakras can allow unscrupulous mentalists to read blueprints of a life and go inside and CHANGE those blueprints, a clear violation of inherent spiritual rights.

Interdimensional Demons who can pluck cockroachs from thin air to answer a thought!!

2007-10-24T10:45:00.000-07:00

Their 'demon- like' qualities were reflected in a peculiar incident, one afternoon, as I was reading; Celtic-Irish accounts of 'elementals', 'earth-spirits' and 'fairies', who culturally bothered, harassed, visited, and abducted innocent people.

A thought came to me; "These aliens, these psychic-vampires are historically like indigenous cockroaches; culturally, they've been 'entrenched everywhere, and as cockroaches, seek as 'unwanted, unclean, vermin dangerous to one's health!!" - Celtic folklore.

I was sitting in the same wooden chair, I am writing this now; seated at a table inlaid with floral- inlaid tile; my chair inches away from a wall where a Remington Western print and Paul Klee print hang. I got up, turned to rise and saw a monstrous, sedentary winged adult female cockroach, shiny in three fully inches of oily, resilient insect, on the wall, inches behind my recently moved head. I realized the potential for shock, panic, disgust, horror, fear, revulsion; infestation- anxiety (we are cockroach free); that those uncontrolled, negative feelings would feed the entity either in satisfaction or pure psychic energy. I controlled myself.

I walked over to the sink, breathing calmly, controlling my heartbeat and emotions, and in mild surprise and a modest sense of awe, at their seeming ability to pluck a creature I'd been thinking about interdimensionally, and respond to a mere unspoken thought, obviously monitored and appropriately, albeit evilly, responded to; I got a handful of towel- tissue, grabbed and drenched tight the enormous sexually mature cockroach and tossed the wad into the garbage pail, calmly.

Laconically, I thought, "It's a good thing I didn't think of charging rhinos!"

The point is their omnipresent insidious, evil, mind- reading presence; I'd much rather be infested by cockroaches, than demons who can pull cockroaches out of thin air to make a point. The point is, Evil: they're in control are telepathic, in nature.

The Christians were right, about "sin"; not the Jews. The Jews say "sin" is an act; not a thought. (One can think about homosexuality, murder, theft, rape, but only the Act is sinful; one must not act upon one's evil ideas.) The Ten Commandments speak only to overt acts, not thoughts. So does the U.S. law. The Christians believe God reads what is in the soul, or the mind, to know the inner 'sinner'. The evil is in the thought, itself. They are right; it's in the mind.

I have repeated proof that the unseen spirit world exists, (can be sinister) and reads minds. Their minds; their motives are murky.

My faith in God has been strengthened, proportionately; with each troubling experience of high strangeness. If there is a bottom spectrum of unseen evil, as a bottom, there MUST be a top spectrum of goodness and divine protection.

I have been snuck into (God's) faith by the back door. Only God knows, I need protection.

One of the off-shoots of harassment and other- worldly experiences, be it ghosts, revealing spirit -mediums, UFO abductions, is spiritual growth for the 'victim'. I don't believe that these 'creatures', harassing, malevolent, and deceptive, are spirit guides who evolve our spirituality, but that such 'growth' is incidental to experiences of high strangeness.

Fairies, Jinns, aliens, are molesting entities, difficult and dangerous to 'shake'. But the power of the mind, as a tool; to rebuke them, positively, in protection, is not enough.

Divine protection brings hope.

Physical and psychic resistance?

Pinched nerves, ripped stomach muscles, infected areas of the mouth, nosebleeds, (Copious and left nostril). Nightmares and exhaustion and tremors in the leg are the psychical ailments I've suffered concurrent with realization and resistance techniques. I know it's no coincidence and I'm only marginally paranoid, even after all these odd experiences. But I feel I've been thwarting the farmer's efforts to 'milk' me and the 'butcher' has been sent to lend ailment spite work, into the equation. I wish I could cause them BEREAVEMENT.

nighttime bedroom intruders; demons of the 4th century were are GREY_REPTILIANs

2007-10-24T10:43:00.000-07:00

Since they primarily wait until you are in REM sleep, lucid dreaming works well to detect and interact with them and is worth all the trouble it takes to master techniques of lucid dreaming. Prayer works only if it is effective and repetitious and none of the standard appeals to saints and Jesus works, but repeating GOD over and over does set up a different vibrational level that can instantly end an abduction if one had the presence of mind; that's where lucid dreaming comes in.

Despair not; as they are psychic and have implants within you that see and hear what you do, repeat often and with severe indignation to leave you alone, now and forever; they'll hear you and then wait and see their reaction; never fear; they feed ethereally from negative fears; love them away and they'll be puzzled enough to sit down and think things over before they come again. Remember that creeping anxiety is the signature symptom of their intrusion and that if you feel that fear building that they're already inside. Treat the anxiety as though it were a person and order it away, in the name of God, you'll see that the feeling abates instantly but like yellow jackets at a picnic they unerringly try again, over and over; fighting them is a 24 hour 365 day job from now on. I, too, am convinced that effective repeated prayer that repels can and does work for me, intermittently; the entities whom abduct are unseen but the entities who assess the testing I've been submitted to are flat like a Gumby character, white like a refrigerator, tall, hooded and telepathic in nature.

The brain is somehow detached from the front of the brain, where one's shoe hangs before ones eyes but one can't discern just what it is; that's what looking out of the craft's window and seeing nebulae and stars was like, precisely stated.

The perspective was waking to find I was asleep wrapped in delusional thoughts and scenes, I later discovered that these entities, just outside of sight, were keeping me and a host of others, during a mass abduction, on short, psychic, surreal leashes of control while manipulating them around the craft for various purposes. The psychic nature of these entities is most uncannily canny and most who experience an abduction will not recall being inside an alien craft or will dismiss these vivid flashbacks as dreams.

My only clue was awakening with the joy of dreaming about a wonderful wood inlaid staircase that brought me rapture. Unfurling, backwards, all the events around the joy recalled at the staircase forced the recall of the tall grey and his flashed imposed emotions further revealing that the staircase was a ploy to erase the joy id felt seeing the stars and nebulae outside the crafts window; a cruel mind controlling taunt that ultimately backfired for the controlling mind reading entity that imposed it. There is much yet to be remembered.

http://www.iwasabducted.com/schroeder/snippets.htm

The fans seem to be working; either the little critters can't materialize, project invisibly, because of the combination of all the swirling floor fans and ceiling fans, or they're afraid that they'll be sucked up, or it may be that the electromagnetic interference set up somehow thwarts them.

I do now believe that the invisible negative - thought entities (the "Jinns" who give me nightmares with horrible scenarios,) are the same entities who "separated" my astral body from my physical body; I awoke to see that the ceiling fan I'd left on had been shut off, and I awoke drenched with sweat. They had gotten me.

There were odd deeply bright yellow stains on my pillow; endocrine milking? A foiled injection? I know that I hadn't shut the ceiling fan off; I had drifted off to sleep with it on full tilt. And the wall switch put it into work, again. So maybe the fan is a partial defense...but against WHAT??!

paper is much more patient than people

2007-10-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

I often wonder, when at air terminals, awash in crowds, or at a ball game, how, seemingly unaware bovines are being "milked", or whether how many are truly troubled, aware of nighttime 'visitors'.

How many people, thronged in diverse pursuits know? How many merely suspect? The accumulated, slow built 'evidence' suddenly looms as obvious as a trout in the milk. But would cows recognize a trout in the milk? Most would go on to chew grass under God's blue skies and deny the subtle, spiritual interference as a 'bad dream', or their imagination.

There is electrical interference with the T.V., bands of static and white noise, every few seconds on all the channels, like someone is broadcasting, nearby, on all frequencies! Ticks and knocks are heard in the walls; laying in bed, in the darkness, I hear a soft but clear footfalls in the attic and on the roof, paddling.

The floorboards red and termite ridden, creak and pop as unseen entities walk by my foot board, as I toss anxiously; try hard to ignore the sounds, asking myself "How can they just walk unseen, through walls and doors yet have enough seeming weight of specific gravity to hear them make the floor creak?" begin to pray, trying to mentally resist, calmly now, over and over telling them to go: "Be gone, unclean, evil spirit. Leave me alone, the power of Christ, himself, the Blood of the Martyrs, God, himself, orders you to leave."

-Over and over -

I close my eyes, aware that anger, fear; all negative emotions are food to them. My repulse must be totally positive.

I try to think of them as marauding intrusive raccoons that stumble, motives unclear, into a trespass situation.

There are some who say that the entities forfeit their rights to not being attacked when they abduct, physically, when they intrude, but they never materialize; even when I know that they're PRESENT, physically, I cannot see them. Sometimes a quick moving shadow or a flash of lights, (as though traffic could reverberate lights into a room with the blinds shut), is what I imagine I see.

(They either "cloak" the area of their presence, or being at a higher intelligence and vibration level (not higher morals) they are simply invisible.)                      But they're THERE.The smaller unseen job-being greys sent to fetch you can be detected although unseen;they generate a creepy,hair up on the back of your neck psychic print .                                              The darkness of recall after some abductions may be that, perhaps, I just keep my eyes closed and that explains the general "blackness".This blackness has replaced the past surrounding vivid abduction memories, dreamlike in quality.                                                                       But,the tall grey,who sat opposite from me at a table,onboard,after my testing,cloaked only its eyes.My eyes saw only an opacity,a fog -like area covering where his eyes were.                              I've always wondered why those eyes were cloaked during that particular encounter.Was it too personal?would I have seen my own reflection?

"SLEEP!" "SLEEP!"

A hooded grey stands, tall, by the bed: "GO BACK TO SLEEP - DO NOT AWAKEN" forces my mind to resume dreaming. I am in blackness.

When I awake, bereft of memories, tired, I swing my legs over the bedside to reach the floor, and open my eyes.

A voice, in my head, not my own, but much like my own says:

"Time to activate"

That stops me cold as I rise. "Time to activate"?? That's hardly my jargon, word-salad, choice of words to describe starting another day; "Time to activate" chills me as, (forgive me), EGO - ALIEN to my thought processes. Here again, I'm left to wonder, "What does it mean?" What? I'm left to feel as though a "walk -in" has occurred into my mind psyche; an interloper -possessing - entity. I refuse the thought; I don't feel any differently. But that sentence is so horrifyingly strange that it haunts me days, later.

"Time to activate"

Am I beingmonitored? Controlled? It feels like "Time to activate" could be their jargon relating to the stoppage of oversleep pattern into the consciousness.Who walks with me and sees through my eyes,this morning?

Or is it replete with psychic or bodily conscious monitoring?

"Time to activate"

Activate what?!

What does it mean?!

I feel as though my inviolate rights; rights over my body and spirit, have been repeatedly violated.

March - Just before going to bed I heard footfalls creaking the floorboards by the closet door. I close my eyes and mentally recite the Lord's Prayer. A vision of a naked woman is flashed into my mind; heavy-set, voluptuous.                  As I examine it, eyes closed, I realize that the image is imposed on me for mental intrusion. I reject the image and try to see Jesus' face, or the 'Sacred Heart' of love that God has for mankind.

A white macabre mask of "Scream"; the phantom mask, mouth agape, eyes grimacing looms into my mind. I recognize that, it too, has been imposed, forced on me, to possibly scare me or answer my thoughts. I turn over in bed, eyes closed and reject, pityingly and with contempt, the attempt to startle me, holding a scornful, condescending, judgmental, disapproval of the entities efforts, I hold the thought of how ridiculous, paltry and ineffective the attempt at intrusion is. I must be brave,my repulse must be empty of terror.

I drift into sleep, confidently holding those thoughts against the entities and leave all trust to God and my spirit guides to protect me while I sleep.

"St. Michael, Archangel of all angels, who defended God in Heaven, against the Devil, I call upon you now to defend us in battle against the Devil, whom I rebuke, and with God's help, send him to Hell, along with dark spirits who walk the Earth seeking to destroy men's souls. Amen."

"God, although I am not worthy, send me a guardian angel to protect me from evil; I ask God to surround me, wrap me, in a bubble of divine grace and light to protect my soul and body from being tampered with.

I ask that this white light of God's Grace and protection come into my soul to cleanse and purify it. I send out all my negativity, through this white light, like so much dark smoke, hurting no one. And I ask that God protects me in this white light, all day and especially, when I sleep, at night. Please God, protect me this day and every night. Amen."

"St. Lucy, patron saint of blindness, give me vision to sense the invisible, to see into the darkness, to raise both my arms, in defense, against the darkness and to have the light, divine light, protect me against inter dimensional, invisible beings, who mean me ill." I drift off, into an uneasy sleep. ...If you BELIEVE strongly, that you are protected, somehow, they'll leave you alone. Why? Presence of mind is our greatest weapon; the ridicule factor is their best 'defense'...                               Who, in one's 'right mind' can one even discuss these things with? Paper, is indeed, much more patient, than people

a repulse;if you were aware then youd be aware

2007-10-24T10:39:00.000-07:00

three small blue - grey entities stood at the door, inside, watching me. The leader, "intruding" into my psyche or mind, usurping, 'taking control', causing anxiety; (as an intuitive approach signal, I recognized). I ordered them out, putting the guitar down, shutting off the stereo and amp and mentally ordered them out!!

Out!! Out!! Out!!

I was swept with their raw surprise; two left, evaporated, one, amazed, reluctant, lingered.

I recited the Lord's Prayer and struggled, inwardly, to resist, ordering him out even as he hesitated repeatedly. It took five long minutes, minutes that seemed longer before the anxiety; i.e. the mental intrusion ebbed and I felt alone. But I wasn't. I went into the kitchen to boil water for tea, leaving the room, turning my back, my mind away form the feelings in the living room when a word, in my mind, emblazoned, loomed in letters large and capital.

"BEREAVEMENT". With my eyes open, the words hung in space, as though an afterimage.

Were they sad I had resisted? Tough s**t!! I thought. Would they again impose their negative scenarios and make me grieve in nightmares, cry heartbreaking tears? What did it mean? Bad dreams? In four days I was on a plane booked at a hotel to attend my father- in-law's funeral in Florida. Both the airfare and hotel rates were listed as "BEREAVEMENT" rates on both receipts.

As well as being invisible they can see into the future and tell, warn us as suits them... But it seemed as if it were a 'slap', a rebuke, to have been told in such a cryptic stilted and intrusive off-handed way. The word BEREAVEMENT was as much a response to my rejection of them as it was information. And most importantly it, the "WORD" strongly confirmed that anxiety IS a symptom that intuitively alerts me that psychic intrusion, interference is happening. If the word hadn't appeared, I would not be sure that a wave of free-floating anxiety means they're already HERE and INSIDE... I was never really sure before. The word "BEREAVEMENT" confirms that I was right.

If I can fight "them" in the first initial stages I can resist more completely. But how can you fight something you can't see? They change tactics, redouble their efforts and make one pay heavily for resistance. They're addicted to abduction and also have access to inter dimensional creatures, which do their bidding.

Fight?

Resist?

My analogy is one of cows grazing in a world - wide pasture. They are simply cows that eat grass under God's blue sky and don't acknowledge or analyze because they're only cows. But they love life and God and his skies and his grasses.

Occasionally, something odd, bizarre; an experience of high strangeness occurs; the farmer comes and milks the cows. Most pay no attention as they are just cows who eat grass and the experience happens when most are asleep or dully unaware. The few (smart) cows that do resent the episodic intrusion, who are oddly aware of the subtle meddling, kick over the pail and spill the milk. They may even threaten the farmer himself.

For these cows, the farmer does not return; instead, he sends in the 'butcher' for these cows.

The 'butcher' is an evil, punishing entity, (inter dimensional) who "MEDVED", "comes in the night" gives illnesses, infections, pains, organ disease, death, in bidding retribution for the abducting, but now thwarted entities, who resent resistance, in any form.

Tuesday - February

I often wonder, when at air terminals, awash in crowds, or at a ball game, how, seemingly unaware bovines are being "milked", or whether how many are truly troubled, aware of nighttime 'visitors'.

How many people, thronged in diverse pursuits know? How many merely suspect? The accumulated, slow built 'evidence' suddenly looms as obvious as a trout in the milk. But would cows recognize a trout in the milk? Most would go on to chew grass under God's blue skies and deny the subtle, spiritual interference as a 'bad dream', or their imagination.

There is electrical interference with the T.V., bands of static and white noise, every few seconds on all the channels, like someone is broadcasting, nearby, on all frequencies! Ticks and knocks are heard in the walls; laying in bed, in the darkness, I hear a soft but clear footfalls in the attic and on the roof, paddling.

The floorboards red and termite ridden, creak and pop as unseen entities walk by my foot board, as I toss anxiously; try hard to ignore the sounds, asking myself "How can they just walk unseen, through walls and doors yet have enough seeming weight of specific gravity to hear them make the floor creak?"begin to pray, trying to mentally resist, calmly now, over and over telling them to go: "Be gone, unclean, evil spirit. Leave me alone, the power of Christ, himself, the Blood of the Martyrs, God, himself, orders you to leave."

-Over and over -

I close my eyes, aware that anger, fear; all negative emotions are food to them. My repulse must be totally positive.

ancient alien astronauts

2007-10-23T12:00:00.000-07:00

polyphemus999@aol.com wrote:

The holy land and Egypt are not the only places that have been visited by Aliens in ancient times. This plate called 'The Lolladoff plate' is a 12,000 year old stone dish found in Nepal. It clearly shows a disk shaped UFO (top of pic, hard to see from the angle of the plate however). There is also a figure on the disc looking remarkably similar to a Grey. Notice the spiral galaxy shape as well, with the alien inside it and the ufo at the beginning of it. Galaxies commonly come in spiral shapes and this is echoed by similar artworks, mandalas , throughout India, Egypt and Peru,as well as in other ancient sites where the spiral shape is very often seen. This galaxy spiral and surrounding items could suggest that they flew here from another galaxy, or the spiral shape could signify their mastery place in our evolution,their craft energy or their involvement with our spiritual eternity. Other meanings attributed to these spirals by Egyptians and other ancient cultures exist, but every ancient culture that coexisted with aliens and documented it in artwork,had inexplicably advanced methods in technology,architecture, astronomy and spirituality;paul

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locked in ones own mind?NO unseen others ideas float in

2007-10-23T09:40:00.000-07:00

unseen,like poltergeists,aliens walk through doors and walls

2007-10-22T12:34:00.000-07:00

three small blue - grey entities stood at the door, inside, watching me. The leader "intruding" into my psyche or mind, usurping, 'taking control', causing anxiety; (as an intuitive approach signal, I recognized). I ordered them out, putting the guitar down, shutting off the stereo and amp and mentally ordered them out!!

Out!! Out !! Out!!

I was swept with their raw surprise; two left, evaporated, one, amazed, reluctant, lingered.

I recited the Lord's prayer and struggled, inwardly, to resist, ordering him out even as he hesitated repeatedly. It took five long minutes, minutes that seemed longer before the anxiety; i.e. the mental intrusion ebbed and I felt alone. But I wasn't. I went into the kitchen to boil water for tea, leaving the room, turning my back, my mind away form the feelings in the living room when a word, in my mind, emblazoned, loomed in letters large and capital.

"BEREAVEMENT". With my eyes open, the words hung in space, as though an afterimage.

Were they sad I had resisted? Tough s**t!! I thought. Would they again impose their negative scenarios and make me grieve in nightmares, cry heartbreaking tears? What did it mean? Bad dreams? In four days I was on a plane booked at a hotel to attend my father- in-law's funeral in Florida. Both the airfare and hotel rates were listed as "BEREAVEMENT" rates on both receipts.

As well as being invisible they can see into the future and tell, warn us as suits them... But it seemed as if it were a 'slap', a rebuke, to have been told in such a cryptic stilted and intrusive off-handed way. The word BEREAVEMENT was as much a response to my rejection of them as it was information. And most importantly it, the "WORD" strongly confirmed that anxiety IS a symptom that intuitively alerts me that psychic intrusion, interference is happening. If the word hadn't appeared, I would not be sure that a wave of free-floating anxiety means they're already HERE and INSIDE... I was never really sure before. The word "BEREAVEMENT" confirms that I was right.

If I can fight "them" in the first initial stages I can resist more completely. But how can you fight something you can't see? They change tactics, redouble their efforts and make one pay heavily for resistance. They're addicted to abduction and also have access to inter dimensional creatures, who do their bidding.

Fight?

Resist?

My analogy is one of cows grazing in a world - wide pasture. They are simply cows who eat grass under God's blue sky and don't acknowledge or analyze because they're only cows. But they love life and God and his skies and his grasses.

Occasionally, something odd, bizarre; an experience of high strangeness occurs; the farmer comes and milks the cows. Most pay no attention as they are just cows who eat grass and, the experience happens when they are asleep or dully unaware. The few (smart) cows who do resent the episodic intrusion who are aware of the subtle meddling, kick over the pail and spill the milk. They may even threaten the farmer himself.

For these cows, the farmer does not return; instead, he sends in the 'butcher' for these cows.

The 'butcher' is an evil, punishing entity, (inter dimensional) who "MEDVED", "comes in the night" gives illnesses, infections, pains, organ disease, death, in bidding retribution for the abducting, but now thwarted entities, who resent resistance, in any form.

Tuesday - February

I often wonder, when at air terminals, awash in crowds, or at a ball game, how, seemingly unaware "bovines are being "milked", or whether how many are truly troubled, aware of nighttime 'visitors'.

How many people, thronged in diverse pursuits know? How many merely suspect? The accumulated, slow built 'evidence' suddenly looms as obvious as a trout in the milk. But would cows recognize a trout in the milk?; most would go on to chew grass under God's blue skies and deny the subtle, spiritual interference as a 'bad dream', or their imagination.

There is electrical interference with the T.V., bands of static and white noise, every few seconds on all the channels, like someone is broadcasting, nearby, on all frequencies! Ticks and knocks are heard in the walls; laying in bed, in the darkness, I hear a soft but clear footfalls in the attic and on the roof, paddling.

The floorboards red and termite ridden, creak and pop as unseen entities walk by my foot board, as I toss anxiously; try hard to ignore the sounds, asking myself "How can they just walk unseen, through walls and doors yet have enough seeming weight of specific gravity to hear them make the floor creak?" begin to pray, trying to mentally resist, calmly now, over and over telling them to go: "Be gone, unclean, evil spirit. Leave me alone, the power of Christ, himself, the Blood of the Martyrs, God, himself, orders you to leave."

-over and over -

I close my eyes, aware that anger, fear; all negative emotions are food to them. My repulse must be totally positive.

I try to think of them as marauding intrusive raccoons who stumble, motives unclear, into a trespass situation.

There are some who say that the entities forfeit their rights to not being attacked when they abduct, physically, when they intrude, but they never materialize; even when I know that they're PRESENT, physically, I cannot see them. Sometimes a quick moving shadow or a flash of lights, (as though traffic could reverberate lights into a room with the blinds shut), is what I imagine I see.

(They either "cloak" the area of their presence, or being at a higher intelligence and vibration level (not higher morals) they are simply invisible.) But they're THERE.The darkness of recall after some abductions may be that perhaps I just keep my eyes closed and that explains the general "blackness" that have replaced the past surrounding vivid abduction memories, dreamlike in quality.

"SLEEP!" "SLEEP!"

A hooded grey stands, tall, by the bed: "GO BACK TO SLEEP - DO NOT AWAKEN" forces my mind to resume dreaming. I am in blackness.

When I awake, bereft of memories, tired, I swing my legs over the bedside to reach the floor, and open my eyes.

A voice, in my head, not my own, but much like my own says:

"Time to activate"

That stops me cold as I rise. "Time to activate"?? That's hardly my jargon, word-salad, choice of words to describe starting another day; "Time to activate" chills me as, (forgive me), EGO - ALIEN to my thought processes. Here again, I'm left to wonder, "What does it mean?" What? (I'm left to feel as though a "walk -in" has occurred into my mind psyche; an interloper -possessing - entity. I refuse the thought; I don't feel any differently.) But that sentence is so strange it haunts me days, later.

"Time to activate"

Am I being monitored? Controlled? It sure feels like "Time to activate" could be their jargon relating to the stoppage of oversleep pattern into the consciousness.

Or is it replete with psychic or bodily conscious monitoring?

"Time to activate"

Activate what?!

What does it mean?!

I feel as though my inviolate rights; rights over my body and spirit, have been repeatedly violated.

March - Just before going to bed I heard footfalls creaking the floorboards by the closet door. I close my eyes and mentally recite the Lord's prayer. A vision of a naked woman is flashed into my mind; heavy -set, voluptuous. As I examine it, eyes closed, I realize that the image is imposed on me for mental intrusion. I reject the image and try to see Jesus' face, or the 'Sacred Heart' of love that God has for mankind.

A white macabre mask of "Scream"; the phantom mask, mouth agape, eyes grimacing looms into my mind. I recognize that, it too, has been imposed, forced on me, to possibly scare me or answer my thoughts. I turn over in bed, eyes closed and reject, pityingly and with contempt, the attempt to startle me, holding a scornful, condescending, judgmental, disapproval of the entities efforts, I hold the thought of how ridiculous, paltry and ineffective the attempt at intrusion is.

I drift into sleep, confidently holding those thoughts against the entities and trust to God and my spirit guides to protect me while I sleep.

"St. Michael, Archangel of all angels, who defended God in Heaven, against the Devil, I call upon you now to defend us in battle against the Devil, whom I rebuke, and with God's help, send him to Hell, along with dark spirits who walk the Earth seeking to destroy men's souls. Amen."

"God, although I am not worthy, send me a guardian angel to protect me from evil; I ask God to surround me, wrap me, in a bubble of divine grace and light to protect my soul and body from being tampered with.

I ask that this white light of God's Grace and protection come into my soul to cleanse and purify it. I send out all my negativity, through this white light, like so much dark smoke, hurting no one. And I ask that God protects me in this white light, all day and especially, when I sleep, at night. Please God, protect me this day and every night. Amen."

"St. Lucy, patron saint of blindness, give me vision to sense the invisible, to see into the darkness, to raise both my arms, in defense, against the darkness and to have the light, divine light, protect me against inter dimensional, invisible beings, who mean me ill." I drift off, into an uneasy sleep. ...If you BELIEVE strongly, that you are protected, somehow, they'll leave you alone. Why? Presence of mind is our greatest weapon; the ridicule factor, is their best 'defense'... Who, in one's 'right mind' can one even discuss these things with? Paper, is indeed, much more patient, than people.